Thursday, February 11, 2010
♥ The Last
if you know me and happen to stumble upon my dead blog again, i've moved(:
lovers.onsugar.com
(L),
S.
he rules my mind, heart and soul.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Saturday, August 01, 2009
♥ just because
should've said no.
all them fking heartless misfits.
don't you understand how it hurts and how much i miss.
i'm sick and tired of this.
so damn tired, so damn sick.
of you, of this stupid feeling that won't go away.
i've no business there ok.
i'm not going to turn out to be a failure like you.
i'm going to say no.
to you and all your fking lies and shit.
go to hell and leave me alone.
get a fking divorce and leave us alone.
miss you? i will never miss you.
you're the last thing i'll ever miss.
why can't you just fking leave me the hell alone and go and die because i hate you this much.
even though it tires me,
i just can't help it.
i didn't want to do this.
but it's what you are best at.
lying.
fking liars, get the hell out of my life.
all them fking heartless misfits.
don't you understand how it hurts and how much i miss.
i'm sick and tired of this.
so damn tired, so damn sick.
of you, of this stupid feeling that won't go away.
i've no business there ok.
i'm not going to turn out to be a failure like you.
i'm going to say no.
to you and all your fking lies and shit.
go to hell and leave me alone.
get a fking divorce and leave us alone.
miss you? i will never miss you.
you're the last thing i'll ever miss.
why can't you just fking leave me the hell alone and go and die because i hate you this much.
even though it tires me,
i just can't help it.
i didn't want to do this.
but it's what you are best at.
lying.
fking liars, get the hell out of my life.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Thursday, July 16, 2009
♥ Love Drunk
it's funny how things change in a blink of an eye.
one minute you're loved,
the next you're crying oceans.
srsly.
ANYWAY, we all deserve better than that.
(:
I, am missing some inanimate animal who's too busy for me.
OH WELL, sucks.
summer sucks without you, bloody turtle.
I was not meant to fall like this,
not for someone like you.
You're not mr right, but mr wrong.
yet despite all those faults and imperfection, i love you.
THE PLAYER HAS FALLEN.
LOL.
YEs, in HCISterms, slut.
wtv. watched potter today. AWESOME.
met beaver and caught up(:
"you're untouchable, shining brighter than the sun"
I MISS YOU TURTLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
i'm a sad, pathetic soul whining and he won't see it.
MUAHHAHAHHAHAHHA.
I'm sad, really sad.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo,
daiso's great.
$2 fans and pink notebook loves.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
♥ Long Lost Love
It's more than just weird.
It's sad, heartbreaking and devastating.
How do you tell someone you love or miss them, when you're unable to talk to them.
Do they know you're thinking of them every waking moment?
It sucks the most that you miss them a lot...NVM.
I MISS YOU MICHAEL EUM.
Yes, this is my sad life.
Fated to miss and love and hurt.
OH WELL.
So, got my new sexy.
Major happy.
+++++back in singapore and seen them love.
Cheerio,
Sarah.
xoxo.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Saturday, June 13, 2009
♥ Hot Mess
Boy you make me so irresponsible, a hot mess.
hahahahha.
Ashley Tisdale...
ANYWAY.
Watched Make It Happen when i'm supposed to be studying...
it's cos of the womanly pain ok!
tsk.
ew.
okok. i will go study.
he topped up his phone~
ohhhhhh the love.
hahahha. 14th of June.
According to Gijun calendar is Kiss Day?
hahahahha.
Physics and Chinese paper 2 on Monday AND WE ARE FREE!
AND SUMMER HOLIDAYS~
AHHHHHHHH!
CAN'T WAIT!
Why do i feel so hsm-ish?
HHAHAHA.
okok, overjoyed.
opps.
i feel bad for not going to prom.
oh well.
blame it on Hilary.
HEE.
nvm, we've got secret plans and rules.
haha.
okok. replied already.
i need to do other stuff.
be my guest,
Sarah.
xoxoxoxxxxxx.
hahahahha.
Ashley Tisdale...
ANYWAY.
Watched Make It Happen when i'm supposed to be studying...
it's cos of the womanly pain ok!
tsk.
ew.
okok. i will go study.
he topped up his phone~
ohhhhhh the love.
hahahha. 14th of June.
According to Gijun calendar is Kiss Day?
hahahahha.
Physics and Chinese paper 2 on Monday AND WE ARE FREE!
AND SUMMER HOLIDAYS~
AHHHHHHHH!
CAN'T WAIT!
Why do i feel so hsm-ish?
HHAHAHA.
okok, overjoyed.
opps.
i feel bad for not going to prom.
oh well.
blame it on Hilary.
HEE.
nvm, we've got secret plans and rules.
haha.
okok. replied already.
i need to do other stuff.
be my guest,
Sarah.
xoxoxoxxxxxx.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Monday, June 01, 2009
♥ Desole,
oioi!
7days and i'm this crazy. hahahahah.
EOYs are like next friggin week!
Someone slap me.
i'm still not mugging....ahhhh.
okok.
tired.
i should sleep, wake up tomorrow, go school and mug when i get back.
sisisi.
so sad, was supposed to spend time with him.
but he's studying so hard.
so happy yet sad?
lol.
imhim.
haha.
wow-ers.
srsly?
i'm so dead for EOYs.
I should start studying like him.
Shouldn't have gotten angry.
I knew you had your reasons.
It's just that i miss you so.
BUT YOU'RE GONNA TOP UP YOUR PHONE TOMORROW~
ohmy, i feel so bad...
i keep using up his credits.
oh well.
tingjitingjitingji.
stupid.
didn't really get to talk to him just now.
so sad.
had THE cold war again.
but, fixed it.
It was my fault...and he like knew i was upset.
wow.
i'm talking to myself.
okok, i should go sleep.
Since i came here.
I've never been so happy until now.
oh EOYs, please don't kill me.
I LOVE YOU,
Sarah.
xoxoxxx.
7days and i'm this crazy. hahahahah.
EOYs are like next friggin week!
Someone slap me.
i'm still not mugging....ahhhh.
okok.
tired.
i should sleep, wake up tomorrow, go school and mug when i get back.
sisisi.
so sad, was supposed to spend time with him.
but he's studying so hard.
so happy yet sad?
lol.
imhim.
haha.
wow-ers.
srsly?
i'm so dead for EOYs.
I should start studying like him.
Shouldn't have gotten angry.
I knew you had your reasons.
It's just that i miss you so.
BUT YOU'RE GONNA TOP UP YOUR PHONE TOMORROW~
ohmy, i feel so bad...
i keep using up his credits.
oh well.
tingjitingjitingji.
stupid.
didn't really get to talk to him just now.
so sad.
had THE cold war again.
but, fixed it.
It was my fault...and he like knew i was upset.
wow.
i'm talking to myself.
okok, i should go sleep.
Since i came here.
I've never been so happy until now.
oh EOYs, please don't kill me.
I LOVE YOU,
Sarah.
xoxoxxx.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Saturday, May 30, 2009
♥ Making A Memory
It's been a while.
&i still think of what we could've been,
if i knew how to love then.
I'm in love with an idiot=.=
i can't stop thinking of him, i can't stop loving him.
Yes, i daresay love.
I cry because i'm not enough.
I cry because i'm not strong.
And most of all,
I cry because you truly get to me.
So sick of life, EOYs are here. EOYs mann.
No joke.
I told mum&dad i'll give 80%, and 100% in S4.
Srsly.
5th day and i'm already this crazy.
It hurts like hell but i gotta try.
My ugly duckling.
Not perfect, not handsome, not smart,
but he's got a hold on my heart anyway.
I'm so dead...i need to get a grip.
I feel like just giving up,
but i can't.
It's not right...
I feel like i'm having mood swings?
...
i'm so emotional today...
waited for hours to talk to him...
he rather play his stupid soccer....
he's ill, so couldn't come online..
phone also tingji...
I'M GOING NUTS.
i have to like him from afar?
This is just pathetic, sad and depressing.
Sad, Sadder, Saddest...
&&i can't help but wonder,
do you mean it when you say it?
Do you even care?
Would you be there?
Or am i just some toy?
I trust you won't hurt me,
so please don't hurt me..
I'll admit i'm at my most vulnerable point.
wounds reopen,
tears won't stop flowing.
smiles vanish,
and i've lost myself once again..
like the day he left me.
why you gotta do me like that,
Sarah.
x.
I BLOGGED.
&i still think of what we could've been,
if i knew how to love then.
I'm in love with an idiot=.=
i can't stop thinking of him, i can't stop loving him.
Yes, i daresay love.
I cry because i'm not enough.
I cry because i'm not strong.
And most of all,
I cry because you truly get to me.
So sick of life, EOYs are here. EOYs mann.
No joke.
I told mum&dad i'll give 80%, and 100% in S4.
Srsly.
5th day and i'm already this crazy.
It hurts like hell but i gotta try.
My ugly duckling.
Not perfect, not handsome, not smart,
but he's got a hold on my heart anyway.
I'm so dead...i need to get a grip.
I feel like just giving up,
but i can't.
It's not right...
I feel like i'm having mood swings?
...
i'm so emotional today...
waited for hours to talk to him...
he rather play his stupid soccer....
he's ill, so couldn't come online..
phone also tingji...
I'M GOING NUTS.
i have to like him from afar?
This is just pathetic, sad and depressing.
Sad, Sadder, Saddest...
&&i can't help but wonder,
do you mean it when you say it?
Do you even care?
Would you be there?
Or am i just some toy?
I trust you won't hurt me,
so please don't hurt me..
I'll admit i'm at my most vulnerable point.
wounds reopen,
tears won't stop flowing.
smiles vanish,
and i've lost myself once again..
like the day he left me.
why you gotta do me like that,
Sarah.
x.
I BLOGGED.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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