Saturday, May 30, 2009
♥ Making A Memory
It's been a while.
&i still think of what we could've been,
if i knew how to love then.
I'm in love with an idiot=.=
i can't stop thinking of him, i can't stop loving him.
Yes, i daresay love.
I cry because i'm not enough.
I cry because i'm not strong.
And most of all,
I cry because you truly get to me.
So sick of life, EOYs are here. EOYs mann.
No joke.
I told mum&dad i'll give 80%, and 100% in S4.
Srsly.
5th day and i'm already this crazy.
It hurts like hell but i gotta try.
My ugly duckling.
Not perfect, not handsome, not smart,
but he's got a hold on my heart anyway.
I'm so dead...i need to get a grip.
I feel like just giving up,
but i can't.
It's not right...
I feel like i'm having mood swings?
...
i'm so emotional today...
waited for hours to talk to him...
he rather play his stupid soccer....
he's ill, so couldn't come online..
phone also tingji...
I'M GOING NUTS.
i have to like him from afar?
This is just pathetic, sad and depressing.
Sad, Sadder, Saddest...
&&i can't help but wonder,
do you mean it when you say it?
Do you even care?
Would you be there?
Or am i just some toy?
I trust you won't hurt me,
so please don't hurt me..
I'll admit i'm at my most vulnerable point.
wounds reopen,
tears won't stop flowing.
smiles vanish,
and i've lost myself once again..
like the day he left me.
why you gotta do me like that,
Sarah.
x.
I BLOGGED.
&i still think of what we could've been,
if i knew how to love then.
I'm in love with an idiot=.=
i can't stop thinking of him, i can't stop loving him.
Yes, i daresay love.
I cry because i'm not enough.
I cry because i'm not strong.
And most of all,
I cry because you truly get to me.
So sick of life, EOYs are here. EOYs mann.
No joke.
I told mum&dad i'll give 80%, and 100% in S4.
Srsly.
5th day and i'm already this crazy.
It hurts like hell but i gotta try.
My ugly duckling.
Not perfect, not handsome, not smart,
but he's got a hold on my heart anyway.
I'm so dead...i need to get a grip.
I feel like just giving up,
but i can't.
It's not right...
I feel like i'm having mood swings?
...
i'm so emotional today...
waited for hours to talk to him...
he rather play his stupid soccer....
he's ill, so couldn't come online..
phone also tingji...
I'M GOING NUTS.
i have to like him from afar?
This is just pathetic, sad and depressing.
Sad, Sadder, Saddest...
&&i can't help but wonder,
do you mean it when you say it?
Do you even care?
Would you be there?
Or am i just some toy?
I trust you won't hurt me,
so please don't hurt me..
I'll admit i'm at my most vulnerable point.
wounds reopen,
tears won't stop flowing.
smiles vanish,
and i've lost myself once again..
like the day he left me.
why you gotta do me like that,
Sarah.
x.
I BLOGGED.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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