Wednesday, May 13, 2009
♥ Crazy Beautiful,
"you're not going anywhere like i care, cos i've got used to it"
oh, you're crazy yet beautiful boy.
haha, but are you really that worth it?
don't think so.
i want to free fall into your arms, somewhere safe and warm.
cos i'm tired of staying in the cold all alone.
he doesn't know how much i want, just for him to realise.
that i'm not playing but looking for something real.
it's now that i finally learn how to love,
and also putting myself first.
oh, you're crazy yet beautiful boy.
haha, but are you really that worth it?
don't think so.
i want to free fall into your arms, somewhere safe and warm.
cos i'm tired of staying in the cold all alone.
he doesn't know how much i want, just for him to realise.
that i'm not playing but looking for something real.
it's now that i finally learn how to love,
and also putting myself first.
One day I'll Find You
I'm waiting and yearning,
for someone to catch me as i'm falling.
With arms of security and love,
to depend on and trust.
A place to go to,
when all of life seems too cold.
To be able to forget all the pain,
and fall in love deeper and over again.
Someone to trust and go to,
that when i cry he'll hold me in his arms.
For all the things i long,
and you just keep playing in my head like a song.
The familiar warmth of love and security,
my one and only remedy.
Those feelings i desperately reach out for,
even as everyone watches as i fall.
I just want somewhere to runaway to,
a secret hideout for me and you.
One day i'll find you,
to lighten the shade of my sky so blue.
We'll escape this world full of hate,
to just love and leave the rest to fate.
I promise my heart,
trusting that you will never tear it apart.
So far and unreachable,
you make the pain less miserable.
All my tears that slowly fall,
for love i will give my all.
For i have learnt to love from the scars,
to be true and not look back to the past.
Would you believe me,
if i told you i just wanted to be free.
From all the anger and hurting,
just to turn it all into loving.
It's just that i'm tired of carrying,
the burden of the world and left alone bleeding.
I know it may seem that i'm not alone,
but everytime i fall it feels that i'm on my own.
I'm done with standing in the pouring rain,
shivering in the cold with nothing to gain.
When's it my turn,
for someone to rely on and not just watch me as i burn.
I'm just looking for someone real,
not just anybody to tell me they feel what i feel.
I've heard it a thousand times,
and telling me in the end i'll be fine.
We don't even know where this will go,
so how would we know.
Why does the world insist,
on believing in pretty words that don't even exist.
Saying words that just seem right,
when it's only leading you away from the light.
Would you be the one to truly understand,
and be there for me in the end.
I've shed enough tears,
and kept to myself so many fears.
Living a nightmare they call life,
with every new rejection cutting just like a knife.
To finally feel what i've been longing,
To finally feel what i've been longing,
that strange irrational crazy feeling.
DONE~
le satisfaction baby~
after so long, finally something.
It's at least ok right?
If you understand, good for you.
though truth be told, i don't think you do.
ANYWAY.
school was....ok.
Chinese was alright.
PC was dumb.
History was boring.
Lunch was learning to be a light bulb.
Math was math retest.
Bio was a waste of time as usual.
So damn tired.
gotta do math investigation task soon...
tmr is rehearsal all the way i s'ppose.
heck of a day.
wow...and baking....too.
marvellous.
So drained.
satisfactory post i'd say.
clinging onto false hopes,
Sarah.
xoxo.
you've got 4 more days to wake up and surprise me.
yet, i know nothing's going to happen.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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