Saturday, March 14, 2009
♥ Words are Inadequate
What we went through just cannot be written fully in words. Only mere descriptions.
Started out as thinking of each other as bitches but look what we've become.
I left you, and even though it doesn't make a big difference you're leaving singapore.
I feel a big rip in my heart, or what's left anyway.
You said our friendship couldn't be described and words were not enough.
I agree with you, all the shit you went through with me.
Without you i'd probably be worse off. It's also because of you that i stayed there so long. If not, i would have probably left.
I keep trying to find the words to express how i feel and the gratitude for all your presence in my life. It's just that there's no words that can fully express what i feel. This sounds all so cliche, but it's just true. I hope you read this, and i can't wait to see you in July. Please, go back July. Damn Mutant. I really miss going through all the crap with you. It was worth it. If i could go back in time, i wouldn't judge you so quickly.
But as ironic as it is, i wouldn't want to make you stay and suffer, but only want to give you reasons to come back. You told me that, yes. & now i'm telling it to you. For some reason we had grown so close in such a short peroid of time. Though i was hurting, you helped me. Sentosa incident, vivo cheer-ups, complaining to you bout all the shit, crying with you, getting all hyped up and cam-whoring. All the guy crazy stuff. I'd trade anything to have it all back and go through it again, and more.
The only thing good about this move was that i found out the few friends that were true. One of them, was you. I was honestly shocked, i always treated you like a good friend but i never thought we'd be this close. I feel a part of me missing, there's no hyper me, almost no confidence in myself, going through shit without you, it all just seems so damn wrong. I hate it. I guess in some way you made me believe in myself, you helped me when i fell, you hurt with me and you never left me for one moment. Thank you so much. Even with this much words, it's still insufficient.
I wouldn't trade a thing in this world for our friendship and memories shared.
Saroach; Salami; Cockroach; Sarah.
xoxo.
It sucks too, having to go through all this without you.
Your retarded self.
i'm sorry.
Started out as thinking of each other as bitches but look what we've become.
I left you, and even though it doesn't make a big difference you're leaving singapore.
I feel a big rip in my heart, or what's left anyway.
You said our friendship couldn't be described and words were not enough.
I agree with you, all the shit you went through with me.
Without you i'd probably be worse off. It's also because of you that i stayed there so long. If not, i would have probably left.
I keep trying to find the words to express how i feel and the gratitude for all your presence in my life. It's just that there's no words that can fully express what i feel. This sounds all so cliche, but it's just true. I hope you read this, and i can't wait to see you in July. Please, go back July. Damn Mutant. I really miss going through all the crap with you. It was worth it. If i could go back in time, i wouldn't judge you so quickly.
But as ironic as it is, i wouldn't want to make you stay and suffer, but only want to give you reasons to come back. You told me that, yes. & now i'm telling it to you. For some reason we had grown so close in such a short peroid of time. Though i was hurting, you helped me. Sentosa incident, vivo cheer-ups, complaining to you bout all the shit, crying with you, getting all hyped up and cam-whoring. All the guy crazy stuff. I'd trade anything to have it all back and go through it again, and more.
The only thing good about this move was that i found out the few friends that were true. One of them, was you. I was honestly shocked, i always treated you like a good friend but i never thought we'd be this close. I feel a part of me missing, there's no hyper me, almost no confidence in myself, going through shit without you, it all just seems so damn wrong. I hate it. I guess in some way you made me believe in myself, you helped me when i fell, you hurt with me and you never left me for one moment. Thank you so much. Even with this much words, it's still insufficient.
I wouldn't trade a thing in this world for our friendship and memories shared.
Saroach; Salami; Cockroach; Sarah.
xoxo.
It sucks too, having to go through all this without you.
Your retarded self.
i'm sorry.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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