Wednesday, March 11, 2009
♥ What Is Love,
i pray i stop crying, and i pray i stop messing things up.
i've done it again. messed it all up.
yeah, i'm so good at hurting people.
fking shoulders hurt now.
yeah. stupid. stupid girl sarah.
should've known.
i won't let it end so fast.
i'm going to hold on till my heart rips again.
i promise.
i hate this hurting.
i really do.
i just wish you knew.
you know what, i can't take it all.
i need to go back.
back to that screwed up school where everything was fine because mutant and everyone got my back. now it just feels i'm left all alone.
this my punishment?
please spare me and kill me.
bad enough she's going back. what more do you want to take out of me?
i can't stand this anymore.
really, i can't.
please just end this all. i really feel like slashing and i will. i will. i just am hurting already. enough.
what about me? what am i supposed to feel? what am i supposed to do?
i'm trying so hard but it's so damn hard to do anything for him because my heart won't let it be abused again.
i'm sorry.
i wish i could stop this, but my heart needs some familiar place to be.
save me.
i've done it again. messed it all up.
yeah, i'm so good at hurting people.
fking shoulders hurt now.
yeah. stupid. stupid girl sarah.
should've known.
i won't let it end so fast.
i'm going to hold on till my heart rips again.
i promise.
i hate this hurting.
i really do.
i just wish you knew.
you know what, i can't take it all.
i need to go back.
back to that screwed up school where everything was fine because mutant and everyone got my back. now it just feels i'm left all alone.
this my punishment?
please spare me and kill me.
bad enough she's going back. what more do you want to take out of me?
i can't stand this anymore.
really, i can't.
please just end this all. i really feel like slashing and i will. i will. i just am hurting already. enough.
what about me? what am i supposed to feel? what am i supposed to do?
i'm trying so hard but it's so damn hard to do anything for him because my heart won't let it be abused again.
i'm sorry.
i wish i could stop this, but my heart needs some familiar place to be.
save me.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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