Saturday, March 28, 2009
♥ &your laughter it kills
up to now, i can't understand how a guy can fall for me.
thanks for telling me how you felt,
did it hurt when i couldn't come up with much?
i'm sorry.
i forgot how to love when i lost myself too.
Mark's party, pretty awesome.
Great fun in the cold, laughing with the hilarylowshulin.
Nice gentlemensz offering their jackets.
Pretty funny stuff happened.
GUYS are so hard to understand!
They still want to play on even when they're injured.
They WON'T stop unless they can't move!
Weird creatures.
First day i actually thought i was possibly happy for once in this awfully cold place.
How wrong i was.
The damn cold was just a warning of the evening.
to hell i didn't want to be here.
you have no idea how much it hurts.
how much shit i have to go through.
send me back? It's more like a reward than punishment.
DO IT. PLEASE. I IMPLORE YOU.
While you are enjoying your life here,
i have to try so hard i can't try any harder than i am.
i'velost everything including myself,
while trying to make the best out of all this crap i have to shoulder.
&that's just the summary.
pictures will be uploaded another day.
hopefully one day i won't be pissy.
This was meant to be a happy post damn it.
guess that,
it just never ends,
Sarah.
imyallalot.
&i hope you know.
thanks for telling me how you felt,
did it hurt when i couldn't come up with much?
i'm sorry.
i forgot how to love when i lost myself too.
Mark's party, pretty awesome.
Great fun in the cold, laughing with the hilarylowshulin.
Nice gentlemensz offering their jackets.
Pretty funny stuff happened.
GUYS are so hard to understand!
They still want to play on even when they're injured.
They WON'T stop unless they can't move!
Weird creatures.
First day i actually thought i was possibly happy for once in this awfully cold place.
How wrong i was.
The damn cold was just a warning of the evening.
to hell i didn't want to be here.
you have no idea how much it hurts.
how much shit i have to go through.
send me back? It's more like a reward than punishment.
DO IT. PLEASE. I IMPLORE YOU.
While you are enjoying your life here,
i have to try so hard i can't try any harder than i am.
i'velost everything including myself,
while trying to make the best out of all this crap i have to shoulder.
&that's just the summary.
pictures will be uploaded another day.
hopefully one day i won't be pissy.
This was meant to be a happy post damn it.
guess that,
it just never ends,
Sarah.
imyallalot.
&i hope you know.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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