Thursday, February 12, 2009
♥ Can't Stop Thinking Of You
swollen red eyes,
that's how i cry for you.
blue black bruised heart,
just because i loved you.
mr blue mr blue, it seems so impossible to be with you.
i'm laying this crush to rest,
because i want to recover from this mess.
today was interesting, fun and ok. missing hcis and everyone like hell still though.
omg, i have stalkers who read my blog. so scary. anyway, i'm so washed out. & i didn't do anything. total failure. can't really post much now cos of stalkers.
Dear Stalkers,
please tag my tagboard with your names and register as my stalker. thank you.
PS i love you.
HA. i'm nuts, i know.
People are nice. yeah, i'm random...think i'm finally warming up. Becareful deceived people, the real me has yet to show. ok, i'm really nuts, think i'm having a mental breakdown. homework for VDay. hownice. anybody want to be my online valentines? stalker? haha. go create an anonymous email acc then i'll try to guess who you are. hahahah. ok. nvm.
well well those lucky lovers out there, happy valentine's day.
& for those happy singles, happy mourning valentine's day.
SPREAD THE LOVE cos it's ALL LOVE& OUT.
i know you know it.
It's like the sun spilling into the dark,
in my heart they're setting off sparks.
Dewdrops forming in early morning,
it's cold and i can't help crying.
Forgive me beautiful stranger,
but i do know about love and it's danger.
It'll start off with promises of forever,
but in the end i'll hurt when it's over.
I'm not prepared for this adventure,
or the pain i feel now to become more stronger.
My heart's been broken time and again,
and from then i promised i wouldn't let it pain.
You know you can't make me feel safe,
when all you want is for me to feel the same.
No thoughts of my heart but you,
i don't think i could do this for you.
Hurting used to be my addiction,
and let down my new obsession.
I can't take it anymore,
and there's nothing worth living for.
i tried so many times to heal,
and finally reach for something real.
I'm tired of feeling this way,
and the pain that won't go away.
Pray someone help me,
to love and smile once again.
From the world i hide,
everything i feel inside.
no one knows the vulnerable me,
that yearns for this hurting's remedy.
I'm stuck in love's maze,
and caught in the haze.
should i take you seriously? or am i just a toy.
watching nearly famous on youtube. ace show. haha. was so long ago but it's just so good.
i love you so love me back please,
sarah.
xoxoxxx.
PS Mr Yellow, i just think you're a nice fellow.
PPS Mr Darcy, your actions and words are so misleading.
editing for the gazillionth time but this song's lyrics from nearly famous sung by tallulah riley is so good. please tell me if you got it! anything by her, please! esp hallelujah.
Lyrics:
all of this
all the time
takes it's toll
with no rythem and rhyme
it makes us old
but look at you, you're so alive
and yet you keep it inside
why won't you let
the world see
behind your sad eyes
& i'm just glad of an excuse to stare at you
people say it's a life lost
but it's my life to lose.
that's how i cry for you.
blue black bruised heart,
just because i loved you.
mr blue mr blue, it seems so impossible to be with you.
i'm laying this crush to rest,
because i want to recover from this mess.
today was interesting, fun and ok. missing hcis and everyone like hell still though.
omg, i have stalkers who read my blog. so scary. anyway, i'm so washed out. & i didn't do anything. total failure. can't really post much now cos of stalkers.
Dear Stalkers,
please tag my tagboard with your names and register as my stalker. thank you.
PS i love you.
HA. i'm nuts, i know.
People are nice. yeah, i'm random...think i'm finally warming up. Becareful deceived people, the real me has yet to show. ok, i'm really nuts, think i'm having a mental breakdown. homework for VDay. hownice. anybody want to be my online valentines? stalker? haha. go create an anonymous email acc then i'll try to guess who you are. hahahah. ok. nvm.
well well those lucky lovers out there, happy valentine's day.
& for those happy singles, happy mourning valentine's day.
SPREAD THE LOVE cos it's ALL LOVE& OUT.
i know you know it.
It's like the sun spilling into the dark,
in my heart they're setting off sparks.
Dewdrops forming in early morning,
it's cold and i can't help crying.
Forgive me beautiful stranger,
but i do know about love and it's danger.
It'll start off with promises of forever,
but in the end i'll hurt when it's over.
I'm not prepared for this adventure,
or the pain i feel now to become more stronger.
My heart's been broken time and again,
and from then i promised i wouldn't let it pain.
You know you can't make me feel safe,
when all you want is for me to feel the same.
No thoughts of my heart but you,
i don't think i could do this for you.
Hurting used to be my addiction,
and let down my new obsession.
I can't take it anymore,
and there's nothing worth living for.
i tried so many times to heal,
and finally reach for something real.
I'm tired of feeling this way,
and the pain that won't go away.
Pray someone help me,
to love and smile once again.
From the world i hide,
everything i feel inside.
no one knows the vulnerable me,
that yearns for this hurting's remedy.
I'm stuck in love's maze,
and caught in the haze.
should i take you seriously? or am i just a toy.
watching nearly famous on youtube. ace show. haha. was so long ago but it's just so good.
i love you so love me back please,
sarah.
xoxoxxx.
PS Mr Yellow, i just think you're a nice fellow.
PPS Mr Darcy, your actions and words are so misleading.
editing for the gazillionth time but this song's lyrics from nearly famous sung by tallulah riley is so good. please tell me if you got it! anything by her, please! esp hallelujah.
Lyrics:
all of this
all the time
takes it's toll
with no rythem and rhyme
it makes us old
but look at you, you're so alive
and yet you keep it inside
why won't you let
the world see
behind your sad eyes
& i'm just glad of an excuse to stare at you
people say it's a life lost
but it's my life to lose.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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