Saturday, February 07, 2009
♥ MADNESS much
yes, i think i'm officially cracking. i'm so damn lost!!! like or not to like! he doesn't even care mann! ughhhh! kill me?
studied history and math. trigo ratio. barely finished. srsly.
i've got a problem. i think i like beautiful stranger. like, i don't want to! but it's there. gosh. ok. i can't stop thinking of him! it's madness!!! i'm going nuts! when he doesn't reply, i can't concentrate on studying.....i start thinking why. i'm so done for... I DID NOT ASK FOR THIS! i didn't come here and sign up for some fall in infatuation/whatever and get messed up...AGAIN. AHHHHHHH! i think i need to switch brains...or heart! or both! srsly! or maybe a new life? i feel like a stalker. for watching him... he's not even all that. he's just..different....omg! not another one of those crushes play thing! please! go away stupid thing! i'm so sick& tired!
the only good thing is that i didn't scare him away with ex-emo-whatever disease. i just want to see him smile. be near him...and i'm satisfied. i sound like a stalker!!!!!!! UGH! i'm so gross! WHY NOW. WHY HIM. WHY ME!
AH! Vday in bout a week. hope there will be chocolates. hahah. last year wa fun. godiva from HIM*, big box of ferrero with 5 hershey white choco bar. omg. nonono. painful. ok, just hope this year will be good...he's currently on msn! but! away....watching tv. how nice. yes. he's gonna try to be nice...but abandoned me. oh well. that's life. ok, i think this is too much. i should really stop being such a freak. ahhhhhh. he brings out the freak in me? nahh, the real me. gosh. this is so weird!!!!!!
OHOH! PEOPLE in hcis! Assuar is going to canada to study! he's so nice& sweet! srsly. one of the most mature in our class last year first term. so sad he had to leave...stupid. he could have stayed! AHHH. so sad! anyway, smart ass is going canada.
i'm so drained but still loving,
sarah.
xoxoxxx.
studied history and math. trigo ratio. barely finished. srsly.
i've got a problem. i think i like beautiful stranger. like, i don't want to! but it's there. gosh. ok. i can't stop thinking of him! it's madness!!! i'm going nuts! when he doesn't reply, i can't concentrate on studying.....i start thinking why. i'm so done for... I DID NOT ASK FOR THIS! i didn't come here and sign up for some fall in infatuation/whatever and get messed up...AGAIN. AHHHHHHH! i think i need to switch brains...or heart! or both! srsly! or maybe a new life? i feel like a stalker. for watching him... he's not even all that. he's just..different....omg! not another one of those crushes play thing! please! go away stupid thing! i'm so sick& tired!
the only good thing is that i didn't scare him away with ex-emo-whatever disease. i just want to see him smile. be near him...and i'm satisfied. i sound like a stalker!!!!!!! UGH! i'm so gross! WHY NOW. WHY HIM. WHY ME!
AH! Vday in bout a week. hope there will be chocolates. hahah. last year wa fun. godiva from HIM*, big box of ferrero with 5 hershey white choco bar. omg. nonono. painful. ok, just hope this year will be good...he's currently on msn! but! away....watching tv. how nice. yes. he's gonna try to be nice...but abandoned me. oh well. that's life. ok, i think this is too much. i should really stop being such a freak. ahhhhhh. he brings out the freak in me? nahh, the real me. gosh. this is so weird!!!!!!
OHOH! PEOPLE in hcis! Assuar is going to canada to study! he's so nice& sweet! srsly. one of the most mature in our class last year first term. so sad he had to leave...stupid. he could have stayed! AHHH. so sad! anyway, smart ass is going canada.
i'm so drained but still loving,
sarah.
xoxoxxx.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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