Tuesday, February 24, 2009
♥ Love Foolery
why don't you all just shut up and leave your comments to your self right?
Most of you just don't know what it's like to be me, gosh. GET A LIFE.
Don't steal mine!
NEVER cry over a guy, it makes you more vulnerable.
Today was uber tiring somehow. SHIPMENT FINALLY CAME. everything's in a damn mess. COMPUTER'S UP! WHOO. FINALLY. THE LUXURY of not having to share a laptop with 3 siblings.
Yes, i just got rejected. Why am i so stupid? Oh right! Cos i just a airhead who's supposed not to feel and just hurt like crap. WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH. WHY.
I will forget him,
i just don't understand why he had to go and ask b whether i was serious.
maybe i should just really be a nun.
maybe i should just give up.
maybe i should stop liking nice, beautiful strangers who act nice to you but stop there.
Cos that's where i fall and flat on the face.
Then you hurt and everybody's just too busy hurting themselves to give you a second look and care. What is my friggin problem? I never let myself fall this hard before.
WHY NOW. WHY HERE. I'm such a disaster for a girl who just wants to finally lean on something real. Once again, i'm fked up. & i brought it upon myself.
the truth hurts too much,
sarah.
sorry, i just forgot how to love.
PLEASE leave me alone. PLEASE. I don't want to hurt like this or feel like shit. But i do, and it sucks. I never intended to fk up my whole life while thinking i finally found something real. I just want someone to be there.
I promise myself from this day, i won't let myself hurt for no reason anymore.
Not because some guy thought he was being nice.
Most of you just don't know what it's like to be me, gosh. GET A LIFE.
Don't steal mine!
NEVER cry over a guy, it makes you more vulnerable.
Today was uber tiring somehow. SHIPMENT FINALLY CAME. everything's in a damn mess. COMPUTER'S UP! WHOO. FINALLY. THE LUXURY of not having to share a laptop with 3 siblings.
Yes, i just got rejected. Why am i so stupid? Oh right! Cos i just a airhead who's supposed not to feel and just hurt like crap. WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH. WHY.
I will forget him,
i just don't understand why he had to go and ask b whether i was serious.
maybe i should just really be a nun.
maybe i should just give up.
maybe i should stop liking nice, beautiful strangers who act nice to you but stop there.
Cos that's where i fall and flat on the face.
Then you hurt and everybody's just too busy hurting themselves to give you a second look and care. What is my friggin problem? I never let myself fall this hard before.
WHY NOW. WHY HERE. I'm such a disaster for a girl who just wants to finally lean on something real. Once again, i'm fked up. & i brought it upon myself.
the truth hurts too much,
sarah.
sorry, i just forgot how to love.
PLEASE leave me alone. PLEASE. I don't want to hurt like this or feel like shit. But i do, and it sucks. I never intended to fk up my whole life while thinking i finally found something real. I just want someone to be there.
I promise myself from this day, i won't let myself hurt for no reason anymore.
Not because some guy thought he was being nice.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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