Saturday, February 28, 2009
♥ Love; Like
"One day you'll find that the pain's still there but it doesn't hurt quite so much.
But it doesn't ever really go away, does it?
No, it doesn't ever really go away."
people are always trying to figure out what is love and what is like,
i therefore conclude.
like is the short relationships/feelings we have for someone.
Love, a mere strong feeling that brings you up high for as long as it can hold.
Everything, will let you down in the end.
Read Let's Get Lost by sarra manning in bout 2 and a half hours tops.
awesome, totally what i was looking for.
sorta.
So, i'm still ill.
have a massive head ache and feeling uncomfortable..
thinking of lust and love.
it always starts from lust...does it?
well, it has to start somewhere...
I, am just stuck lost in the middle of somewhere.
I feel wasted, why do i feel wasted.
i can't even bloody do any homework or research..
everybody's out having a blast while i sit here like a totally loser.
Thank you Lord for condemning me into a total freak and retard.
UGH.
I HATE BEING AT THE TOP.
LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE.
I rather knew everybody and everybody didn't know me.
It's like, your life is some movie and EVERYONE's watching you and thinks your life is all pretty flowers, rainbows and ponies.
I'm so damn disgusted with myself.
Too cliche, the "pretty" face girl with a life that seems perfect to everyone.
Doesn't hurt, easy life, misunderstood.
UGH. Someone "up there" change the script already?!
I so need a life, i need to get out of these four walls.
GOSH, how cliche can i get?
I wish i could fade, disappear or die.
Either seems really really better than living.
well, tempp just went up. screw this. i'm dying.
YAY.
HALLELUJAH, ironic. i was suppsoed to go to church.
UGH. STRESS MUCH? Everybody's stressing......
for what? To die. I'm crapping again.
SHUCKS. better go. may update later.
nothing lasts forever,
you should know that by now.
tell me what you feel,
and convince me that it's real.
i don't want to be decieved,
and fooled when i believed.
it's just that words mean nothing,
ever since it started all this hurting.
nothing lasts forever,
you've should have known by now.
sarah.
xo, out.
Note to self:
1. need plain black/navy blue jacket for school.
2. WITH POCKETS.
3. go out with people.
4. stop rotting between these four walls.
5. get out of china happily.
6. don't date anyone if possible.
7. if not possible, find a good guy.
8. don't screw up yourself any further while staying here.
9. try to not be such a retard.
10. get a life.
But it doesn't ever really go away, does it?
No, it doesn't ever really go away."
people are always trying to figure out what is love and what is like,
i therefore conclude.
like is the short relationships/feelings we have for someone.
Love, a mere strong feeling that brings you up high for as long as it can hold.
Everything, will let you down in the end.
Read Let's Get Lost by sarra manning in bout 2 and a half hours tops.
awesome, totally what i was looking for.
sorta.
So, i'm still ill.
have a massive head ache and feeling uncomfortable..
thinking of lust and love.
it always starts from lust...does it?
well, it has to start somewhere...
I, am just stuck lost in the middle of somewhere.
I feel wasted, why do i feel wasted.
i can't even bloody do any homework or research..
everybody's out having a blast while i sit here like a totally loser.
Thank you Lord for condemning me into a total freak and retard.
UGH.
I HATE BEING AT THE TOP.
LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE.
I rather knew everybody and everybody didn't know me.
It's like, your life is some movie and EVERYONE's watching you and thinks your life is all pretty flowers, rainbows and ponies.
I'm so damn disgusted with myself.
Too cliche, the "pretty" face girl with a life that seems perfect to everyone.
Doesn't hurt, easy life, misunderstood.
UGH. Someone "up there" change the script already?!
I so need a life, i need to get out of these four walls.
GOSH, how cliche can i get?
I wish i could fade, disappear or die.
Either seems really really better than living.
well, tempp just went up. screw this. i'm dying.
YAY.
HALLELUJAH, ironic. i was suppsoed to go to church.
UGH. STRESS MUCH? Everybody's stressing......
for what? To die. I'm crapping again.
SHUCKS. better go. may update later.
nothing lasts forever,
you should know that by now.
tell me what you feel,
and convince me that it's real.
i don't want to be decieved,
and fooled when i believed.
it's just that words mean nothing,
ever since it started all this hurting.
nothing lasts forever,
you've should have known by now.
sarah.
xo, out.
Note to self:
1. need plain black/navy blue jacket for school.
2. WITH POCKETS.
3. go out with people.
4. stop rotting between these four walls.
5. get out of china happily.
6. don't date anyone if possible.
7. if not possible, find a good guy.
8. don't screw up yourself any further while staying here.
9. try to not be such a retard.
10. get a life.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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