Monday, February 23, 2009
♥ Love Letdown
Yes, that's it. I reallyreallyreallyreally want to let go.
I catch him looking at me or either that, he's looking at the ghost behind me. That sucks. I don't know why we're wasting time pretending and ignoring.
I'm more serious than i can ever be and yet he thinks i'm playing.
UGH. yeah, like i cry in the middle of the night because of him and cos i was playing.
Someone shake this guy awake. For him, i'd burn.
The cold, hard brutal truth?
I'm far too deep to be shaken by his younger self photos.
I'm beyond hopeless into this beautiful stranger.
& he doesn't see it.
kill me? It hurts and i get jealous when i see him talking to another girl unlike how we can never have a long conversation. I'm so stupid, really i am.
I mean, lonelyboy and me could've been together....but i just had to fall for this stranger that i claim to have fallen for and all. Please if you ever fall for me, don't tell me. It'll hurt you more than when you know i like someone else not you. Seriously. unless i like you back, that's different. ANYWAY,
today was ok....barely saw him. think he was waiting for me to walk down together? but like? i dk? OMG. i'm going nuts. Like, mentally unstable.
IGNORE THAT.
time to go chill down,
sarah.
xoxoxxx.
I catch him looking at me or either that, he's looking at the ghost behind me. That sucks. I don't know why we're wasting time pretending and ignoring.
I'm more serious than i can ever be and yet he thinks i'm playing.
UGH. yeah, like i cry in the middle of the night because of him and cos i was playing.
Someone shake this guy awake. For him, i'd burn.
The cold, hard brutal truth?
I'm far too deep to be shaken by his younger self photos.
I'm beyond hopeless into this beautiful stranger.
& he doesn't see it.
kill me? It hurts and i get jealous when i see him talking to another girl unlike how we can never have a long conversation. I'm so stupid, really i am.
I mean, lonelyboy and me could've been together....but i just had to fall for this stranger that i claim to have fallen for and all. Please if you ever fall for me, don't tell me. It'll hurt you more than when you know i like someone else not you. Seriously. unless i like you back, that's different. ANYWAY,
today was ok....barely saw him. think he was waiting for me to walk down together? but like? i dk? OMG. i'm going nuts. Like, mentally unstable.
IGNORE THAT.
time to go chill down,
sarah.
xoxoxxx.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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