Thursday, February 26, 2009
♥ Infatuation, Leave Me Alone
second dose of medicines. yes. it's kicking in.
fever. flu. sore throat.
may not make it tomorrow.
could barely concentrate today...but there's important stuff! how.
die. dead. dead-er.
plus there's gonna be a third dose later...i'm bound to konk out really fast..
i can't even think clearly now!
like, i just lost all my thoughts.
oh well, at least you readers are spared of my feelings crap.
DT and chinese homework soon. GOSH.
omg. something so damn HIL-arious during drama.
i saw hilary on the clip of Oedipus the King animation! THE BROCOLI.
&& mr potato is married to brocolli woman.
yay. ilydumbblond.
i need a nurse...i still want to go to school tomorrow if i can get out of bed tomorrow..
i barely could stand today morning.
i'm such a sad kid.
went a lil' high in drama.
wellwell.
HE talked to me.
tried as much to ignore, but ugh.
nvm.
clouded thoughts.
much to think.
headache.
higher fever.
die.
no thank you.
i don't make much sense?
i'm editing cos i just read something really really painful.
it HAPPENED. as in, really happened.
a jerk cheated on a girl..she gave her heart and all, but he just made her fall.
wth. why are guys so fked up? && it doesn't matter that if someone really likes him, he can just break their heart somehow.
pitying only hurts.
pretending hurts.
one-sided relationships hurt.
but of all, i rather hurt because a guy didn't like me.
but it hurts to the core when someone cheats on you and gives you lame excuses like how he didn't want to hurt you.
rejection. it's better than pretence or lies.
oh well, inexperience.
young. what else?
Wouldn't it be nice if we needn't go through infatuation..or there was a book to help us all through it? Or maybe a manual on how to tell if a guy genuinely likes you? It's those jerks that give girls insecurity...that makes other good guys work for something if they were true.
It's just so sad how this world truly lives on infatuation...and no one bothers about love much.
It's just about finding it and desperately forcing yourself to think it is love. What is love, who knows. It has no face, no heart. It lives with no soul, and it lives by itself. But if you mistake it for infatuation, it makes you hurt. Maybe that's why i'm hurting so much. Maybe it's why we all hurt so much. Love wants you to know it's coming, so stop looking. But we just can't help but desperately seek it and hold on to infatuation. Everyone wants to be loved. Everyone NEEDS to be love.
It hurts, but we still reach out for it. Yearn for it. We just want a chance at love, to have something real. It's not always the one being dumped who's hurting. Ever thought that dumping someone isn't as easy as it looks? There's two sides to a lot of things. Open up and see, it doesn't just work one way. Maybe, just maybe there's another side you don't see. Stop judging. I would know. She's not a slut just because she dumped him..he liked someone else...still does. She just wants something real. It's not her fault all of them were the same...They all changed as soon as they got her.
She crumbled to pieces breaking up with them because she thought he really was the one...but she gets blamed.
& when she really tried and pretended, it just hurt her more and messed her up. She really fell so deep...but she ended up with nothing except a keychain to remind her of her past which hurt to the core.
Believe me, that's real. So stop judging with your eyes.
Things are always not what they seem. Life, isn't so simple. If you look hard enough, you'll probably see something you don't now.
this is where it ends,
sarah.
xoxoxx.
fever. flu. sore throat.
may not make it tomorrow.
could barely concentrate today...but there's important stuff! how.
die. dead. dead-er.
plus there's gonna be a third dose later...i'm bound to konk out really fast..
i can't even think clearly now!
like, i just lost all my thoughts.
oh well, at least you readers are spared of my feelings crap.
DT and chinese homework soon. GOSH.
omg. something so damn HIL-arious during drama.
i saw hilary on the clip of Oedipus the King animation! THE BROCOLI.
&& mr potato is married to brocolli woman.
yay. ilydumbblond.
i need a nurse...i still want to go to school tomorrow if i can get out of bed tomorrow..
i barely could stand today morning.
i'm such a sad kid.
went a lil' high in drama.
wellwell.
HE talked to me.
tried as much to ignore, but ugh.
nvm.
clouded thoughts.
much to think.
headache.
higher fever.
die.
no thank you.
i don't make much sense?
i'm editing cos i just read something really really painful.
it HAPPENED. as in, really happened.
a jerk cheated on a girl..she gave her heart and all, but he just made her fall.
wth. why are guys so fked up? && it doesn't matter that if someone really likes him, he can just break their heart somehow.
pitying only hurts.
pretending hurts.
one-sided relationships hurt.
but of all, i rather hurt because a guy didn't like me.
but it hurts to the core when someone cheats on you and gives you lame excuses like how he didn't want to hurt you.
rejection. it's better than pretence or lies.
oh well, inexperience.
young. what else?
Wouldn't it be nice if we needn't go through infatuation..or there was a book to help us all through it? Or maybe a manual on how to tell if a guy genuinely likes you? It's those jerks that give girls insecurity...that makes other good guys work for something if they were true.
It's just so sad how this world truly lives on infatuation...and no one bothers about love much.
It's just about finding it and desperately forcing yourself to think it is love. What is love, who knows. It has no face, no heart. It lives with no soul, and it lives by itself. But if you mistake it for infatuation, it makes you hurt. Maybe that's why i'm hurting so much. Maybe it's why we all hurt so much. Love wants you to know it's coming, so stop looking. But we just can't help but desperately seek it and hold on to infatuation. Everyone wants to be loved. Everyone NEEDS to be love.
It hurts, but we still reach out for it. Yearn for it. We just want a chance at love, to have something real. It's not always the one being dumped who's hurting. Ever thought that dumping someone isn't as easy as it looks? There's two sides to a lot of things. Open up and see, it doesn't just work one way. Maybe, just maybe there's another side you don't see. Stop judging. I would know. She's not a slut just because she dumped him..he liked someone else...still does. She just wants something real. It's not her fault all of them were the same...They all changed as soon as they got her.
She crumbled to pieces breaking up with them because she thought he really was the one...but she gets blamed.
& when she really tried and pretended, it just hurt her more and messed her up. She really fell so deep...but she ended up with nothing except a keychain to remind her of her past which hurt to the core.
Believe me, that's real. So stop judging with your eyes.
Things are always not what they seem. Life, isn't so simple. If you look hard enough, you'll probably see something you don't now.
this is where it ends,
sarah.
xoxoxx.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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