Sunday, September 07, 2008
♥ More Than My Life
please don't cry, and promise this won't be our last goodbye.
you'll be the smartest human dumb black love.
webcams may be lousy, but what choice left?
To My Dearests, and Loves:
I'm sorry this came as a shock and really sudden. I still have difficulty finding the right words to place here. The sms i sent to the few of you, help me pass word okay(to abi and teresa)?thanks. Please Liz, i'm not about to die. It's official that we're going, and the duration is uncertain still. there's just about a few percent chance my life will change it's course again. I doubt so. I've been thinking, like the day before school term started this year, it was only then that i realised i wouldn't be wtih you guys and that there wouldn't be anymore meeting up at the chairs at the foyer. No more rushing down to the canteen while deciding what to buy and more....no more taking bus and going crazy with whom to take bus with....that, was depressing enough to kill me and turn my whole world crazy. no more B.Fs....and no more going high with you guys. but then, it was a plus with all the holidays and weekends to see ya'll..... and school life without all of you is just...not right. & now, to another far far away place? I think i could just die on the spot. Once a year....as if barely seeing all of you is not bad enough. I miss and love you all horribly much. If you guys were to see me go, i wouldn't want to see any tears... I know it's not a 100%, but it's 90% confirmed.... what are the odds? I don't ever want to see us drift apart or lose contact. I love you all very much, more than i can say with words. Promise me that we'll go out a lot during the upcoming hols? xoxoxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
love always.
these tears suffice,
but freeze like ice.
tears down my mouth,
and the salt of sudden taste foul.
xxx
life is ok. school's in again starting tomorrow.
elizabeth: haha. Then sarah will get a shanghai boyfriend.
sarah: no. i know deep down you want one.
natasha: yeah elizabeth, you want one right.
right back at you dumb black!
gosh...i will miss all of these.......
& most of all, you too.
you'll be the smartest human dumb black love.
webcams may be lousy, but what choice left?
To My Dearests, and Loves:
I'm sorry this came as a shock and really sudden. I still have difficulty finding the right words to place here. The sms i sent to the few of you, help me pass word okay(to abi and teresa)?thanks. Please Liz, i'm not about to die. It's official that we're going, and the duration is uncertain still. there's just about a few percent chance my life will change it's course again. I doubt so. I've been thinking, like the day before school term started this year, it was only then that i realised i wouldn't be wtih you guys and that there wouldn't be anymore meeting up at the chairs at the foyer. No more rushing down to the canteen while deciding what to buy and more....no more taking bus and going crazy with whom to take bus with....that, was depressing enough to kill me and turn my whole world crazy. no more B.Fs....and no more going high with you guys. but then, it was a plus with all the holidays and weekends to see ya'll..... and school life without all of you is just...not right. & now, to another far far away place? I think i could just die on the spot. Once a year....as if barely seeing all of you is not bad enough. I miss and love you all horribly much. If you guys were to see me go, i wouldn't want to see any tears... I know it's not a 100%, but it's 90% confirmed.... what are the odds? I don't ever want to see us drift apart or lose contact. I love you all very much, more than i can say with words. Promise me that we'll go out a lot during the upcoming hols? xoxoxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
love always.
these tears suffice,
but freeze like ice.
tears down my mouth,
and the salt of sudden taste foul.
xxx
life is ok. school's in again starting tomorrow.
elizabeth: haha. Then sarah will get a shanghai boyfriend.
sarah: no. i know deep down you want one.
natasha: yeah elizabeth, you want one right.
right back at you dumb black!
gosh...i will miss all of these.......
& most of all, you too.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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