Wednesday, April 02, 2008
♥ Not Me ;
i can't hate you and i don't think i should love you,
and now i'm lost of what to do.
They keep talking about the last songs and words, but my poems will never have it's last of you.
Hey there,
yesterday was a depressing day but now i am much "happier" on the outside anyway. there's swimming today and i am super pysched for it somehow some reason. The weekend is nearing and so is floorball CCA which i plan to quit ASAP. i have decided to do endorsed, dance related obviously. First, i shall find a coach and a place that teaches ammateur dancers like me. OH! mum&dad will be out of town to Tokyo for a week, they'll be leaving this Saturday midnight. I'm not excited about that cos then travelling for classes and a lot of things will have to be done alone. Sorry besty, haven't been able to go online because i've been busy. i'll try to go on9 tonight, i need to do so ASAP. Get some things straight and cleared. poems have yet to be written for days, i plan to finish my 500th poem this year. GOOD ONES at it. School life's currently not what i dig but yeah, it's okay.
Love life's, going quite fun though there's some stuff i need to clear up, if he still loves me and whether there will be a next time so i'll know if to keep my hopes there or just kill the inner me. Don't give up your PR, i'm not saying you have to be mine for life, we can meet other people but let that be a promise that there will be a next time if you feel the same way i do. if not, forget me no matter how bad it hurts i won't bother you about it ever again. That, is probably all i can promise you. I'm now trying to let go of you a little, give us some space for now till the near future. Nothing seems to work, i can't move on without you in my life but i know i have to go on so we'll wait for the near future because now this is all we can handle.
When different entered,
it stood out obivously.
nothing could measure up,
or could ever be.
love is unpredictable,
it can be unbelievable.
nothing could be so powerful,
and yet so beautiful.
Okay, orders to get off blogger.
Ciao~
it's time to end here.
and now i'm lost of what to do.
They keep talking about the last songs and words, but my poems will never have it's last of you.
Hey there,
yesterday was a depressing day but now i am much "happier" on the outside anyway. there's swimming today and i am super pysched for it somehow some reason. The weekend is nearing and so is floorball CCA which i plan to quit ASAP. i have decided to do endorsed, dance related obviously. First, i shall find a coach and a place that teaches ammateur dancers like me. OH! mum&dad will be out of town to Tokyo for a week, they'll be leaving this Saturday midnight. I'm not excited about that cos then travelling for classes and a lot of things will have to be done alone. Sorry besty, haven't been able to go online because i've been busy. i'll try to go on9 tonight, i need to do so ASAP. Get some things straight and cleared. poems have yet to be written for days, i plan to finish my 500th poem this year. GOOD ONES at it. School life's currently not what i dig but yeah, it's okay.
Love life's, going quite fun though there's some stuff i need to clear up, if he still loves me and whether there will be a next time so i'll know if to keep my hopes there or just kill the inner me. Don't give up your PR, i'm not saying you have to be mine for life, we can meet other people but let that be a promise that there will be a next time if you feel the same way i do. if not, forget me no matter how bad it hurts i won't bother you about it ever again. That, is probably all i can promise you. I'm now trying to let go of you a little, give us some space for now till the near future. Nothing seems to work, i can't move on without you in my life but i know i have to go on so we'll wait for the near future because now this is all we can handle.
When different entered,
it stood out obivously.
nothing could measure up,
or could ever be.
love is unpredictable,
it can be unbelievable.
nothing could be so powerful,
and yet so beautiful.
Okay, orders to get off blogger.
Ciao~
it's time to end here.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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