Friday, April 25, 2008
♥ Visitor CarmelG in the house
Life's cool. having reproduction lessons with guys are just oh so ridiculously freaky yet funny. then i didn't participate in floorball which i suppose everyone's used to. Anyway, i was proposed to yesterday and given a flower arrangement. Coolness, to me. god's taking him away and maybe another. it's depressing. Let's hope for the best and the good. There's so much to type but i can only type this little. pathetic me. Anyway, loads coming. 27/30 for compo! HIGHEST once again. Must top every term and improve further. okay, that's about it.
with lotsa love,
sarah(:
Sarah agreed that she is one cock-less cockroach while i'm one mutated creature...oh, btw. this is carmel writing on sarah's retarded blog...
with lotsa love,
sarah(:
Sarah agreed that she is one cock-less cockroach while i'm one mutated creature...oh, btw. this is carmel writing on sarah's retarded blog...
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008
♥ My Fairytale;
if i walked a distance away from you, what would you do?
this feels so different, maybe this time god has plans for me with a different ending.
Hey there!
IT lesson is now and i am slacking. i seriously cannot do IT. Haven't been blogging for quite some time so now i'll make use of this time to make a short and retarded post. Life is pretty much more or less, QUITE the same. I'm currently still recupperating from my shock attack on Monday. It's the third day of being love-D& a love-R again but i dare say it feels so so so so very very different and i always get the tingles. Okay, can't say more here as he can read this. so, school's cool besides the fact that miss ida picks on me now for some weird and unknown reason. I can't be bothered, i rather not be monitor than try to act like THE boss and tell the guys what to do and get totally ignored by them- WASTE OF BREATH, ENERGY&TIME. i'll do it without them useless things.
Summer passed and leaves fell,
and now i have a story to tell.
Love took every breathe from me,
but you changed that destiny.
Wake up early in the morning,
and life feels different.
Seemed as though twilight started yesterday,
and now begins a whole new chapter.
with love
&till the next post,
sarah~
this feels so different, maybe this time god has plans for me with a different ending.
Hey there!
IT lesson is now and i am slacking. i seriously cannot do IT. Haven't been blogging for quite some time so now i'll make use of this time to make a short and retarded post. Life is pretty much more or less, QUITE the same. I'm currently still recupperating from my shock attack on Monday. It's the third day of being love-D& a love-R again but i dare say it feels so so so so very very different and i always get the tingles. Okay, can't say more here as he can read this. so, school's cool besides the fact that miss ida picks on me now for some weird and unknown reason. I can't be bothered, i rather not be monitor than try to act like THE boss and tell the guys what to do and get totally ignored by them- WASTE OF BREATH, ENERGY&TIME. i'll do it without them useless things.
Summer passed and leaves fell,
and now i have a story to tell.
Love took every breathe from me,
but you changed that destiny.
Wake up early in the morning,
and life feels different.
Seemed as though twilight started yesterday,
and now begins a whole new chapter.
with love
&till the next post,
sarah~
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Sunday, April 20, 2008
♥ Cos Tonight I Feel So Inspired
HEYHO!
Taking pictures of a purple balloon early in the morning, the first thing i did when i woke up. It has fallen now though, not flying anymore. I want flying balloons....Then, i slacked all the way. Ate quite a bit. OH! watched The Notebook AGAIN! It's really sad when Allie forgets Noah again! Then he cried....it's touching...but i didn't cry that much this time. I baked choco cookies! Smells so nice! Anyway, think that's about it.
Get Well Soon France!
For the rest, STAY HEALTHY.
XoxO,
Sarah~
Taking pictures of a purple balloon early in the morning, the first thing i did when i woke up. It has fallen now though, not flying anymore. I want flying balloons....Then, i slacked all the way. Ate quite a bit. OH! watched The Notebook AGAIN! It's really sad when Allie forgets Noah again! Then he cried....it's touching...but i didn't cry that much this time. I baked choco cookies! Smells so nice! Anyway, think that's about it.
Get Well Soon France!
For the rest, STAY HEALTHY.
XoxO,
Sarah~
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
♥ Feelings Show;
"all you have to do is to never ever let go"
BOO!
I WANT TO GET A FEVER ALREADY!
been missing 5 sessions of floorball already...hehe. OHOHOH! I keep feeling ill, but can't fall ill..
fought with dad in the morning, cried a lot!
Now, everything's fine and I CAN HAVE THE SLEEPOVER!
YAY!!!!!!!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE...i don't know.
haha.
Anyway, having a small math test tomorrow, hope i'll ace it despite the fact that my brain is burning and i can barely think. Maybe going out with the big scary people for lunch if mummy allows then it's to math tution. I love math! I finally got un-emptied and can write poems! Today during reading period, started doodling and stuff. Caught someone's eye and he turned back to his paper and started writing something on the paper in front of him. OH! I LOVE BLOCK WRITING! By Carmel~ Art Club is FUN! haha. JoJo became Jo o, Sarah became S and Carmel became Camel! I love times like this where i go crazy with laughter. Geog was fine, english was HORRIBLE! WILL BE PERFORMING AS A FAT BOY ON MONDAY! like, WTH.........i want to be a girl and ME. Plus, will be performing in front of whole of sec 2 level! DAMN. Haha. okok. Want to concentrate on msn and other stuff so,
Ciao~
BOO!
I WANT TO GET A FEVER ALREADY!
been missing 5 sessions of floorball already...hehe. OHOHOH! I keep feeling ill, but can't fall ill..
fought with dad in the morning, cried a lot!
Now, everything's fine and I CAN HAVE THE SLEEPOVER!
YAY!!!!!!!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE...i don't know.
haha.
Anyway, having a small math test tomorrow, hope i'll ace it despite the fact that my brain is burning and i can barely think. Maybe going out with the big scary people for lunch if mummy allows then it's to math tution. I love math! I finally got un-emptied and can write poems! Today during reading period, started doodling and stuff. Caught someone's eye and he turned back to his paper and started writing something on the paper in front of him. OH! I LOVE BLOCK WRITING! By Carmel~ Art Club is FUN! haha. JoJo became Jo o, Sarah became S and Carmel became Camel! I love times like this where i go crazy with laughter. Geog was fine, english was HORRIBLE! WILL BE PERFORMING AS A FAT BOY ON MONDAY! like, WTH.........i want to be a girl and ME. Plus, will be performing in front of whole of sec 2 level! DAMN. Haha. okok. Want to concentrate on msn and other stuff so,
Ciao~
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Monday, April 14, 2008
♥ Once, Twice & i shall stop at Thrice
i can't help but wonder,
you said you loved me;
but how do you do that when don't even understand me?
Don't you get it, that's the reason for what happened. People think it's my fault but right now i have my prove, thanks for helping me prove that i am right. That your not up to it to handle a girl like me. I guess you still wouldn't understand because the maturity level is not there for you to handle this and everything that would have been coming. If i didn't end it then, it would have been worse.
Would things have been any better if i had kept my mouth shut?
No, i'm sorry. If yes for you, i don't know what to say but again your proving me right even more. Things could have ended up worse.
Hey fellow suffer-er,
nothing much happened today. English was fine, recess was so out, assembly and V&L were alright, art was art, lunch was okay, music was boring and math was fantastic. I actually passed the class test! I had fever on Friday but still managed to finish the test and get 13.5/20 for it. Yeah, i know no big but it's actually good!
I need to talk to you*, your the only one who could make me smile. I still love you and it's been half a year now. I keep holding on because you are real and what no one else could ever be. You made me realise that love is not a game and woke me up from all the play. Somehow you never left.& Now, i'm giving you my best. You know why i sent that random song My Best? Because i love that song, it's how i feel for you. Hope to see you soon.
Your the dearest to my heart and no one gets to me the way you do.
With Love,
SarahG~
THANK YOU ZOEY FOR ALL YOUR HELP~
you said you loved me;
but how do you do that when don't even understand me?
Don't you get it, that's the reason for what happened. People think it's my fault but right now i have my prove, thanks for helping me prove that i am right. That your not up to it to handle a girl like me. I guess you still wouldn't understand because the maturity level is not there for you to handle this and everything that would have been coming. If i didn't end it then, it would have been worse.
Would things have been any better if i had kept my mouth shut?
No, i'm sorry. If yes for you, i don't know what to say but again your proving me right even more. Things could have ended up worse.
Hey fellow suffer-er,
nothing much happened today. English was fine, recess was so out, assembly and V&L were alright, art was art, lunch was okay, music was boring and math was fantastic. I actually passed the class test! I had fever on Friday but still managed to finish the test and get 13.5/20 for it. Yeah, i know no big but it's actually good!
I need to talk to you*, your the only one who could make me smile. I still love you and it's been half a year now. I keep holding on because you are real and what no one else could ever be. You made me realise that love is not a game and woke me up from all the play. Somehow you never left.& Now, i'm giving you my best. You know why i sent that random song My Best? Because i love that song, it's how i feel for you. Hope to see you soon.
Your the dearest to my heart and no one gets to me the way you do.
With Love,
SarahG~
THANK YOU ZOEY FOR ALL YOUR HELP~
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
♥ LOVEs
Plans For Birthday, 17 May 08, Saturday:
1) go out and catch a movie
2) eat
3) shop
4) laugh
ZOBO! help me make sure Teresa, Cheryl, YOURSELF, Liz, France&Abi can come!
Tell them that they MUST be free on the 17 of may for at least 5 hours on that day! OHHH! I miss all of them horribly including you!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH! i'm going insane! Hope to see you lovelies ASAP.
With Love,
Sarah~
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♥ My Best
rest on my shoulders,
& know that forever i give you my best.
Hey there! it's been really long since i last blogged. Got quite a lot of stuff from Japan, kyuoto or however it's spelt. Got two charms, a branded bag and now i really want a new dress from Godpa's wedding! Don't want to go back to school.
To ZOBO dear,
wow. haha. YEAH! definitely MUST meet up! Especially when my birthday comes, all of your MUST MUST oh PLEASE make some time to celebrate it with me. Probably meet for a few hours, catch a movie and stuff. OH! I MISS ALL OF YOU A LOT! Like, A LOT A LOT A LOT! I almost cried reading your tags! Flood more! i don't care! Yeah, we can't cling on to things that are fading i suppose. HCIS is fine but the students, wow. It's still livable i guess. OH! your going to crack up when you see my bangs! I'm so different and weird! I definitely want to see you guys especially TERESA ASAP! Send her my love! haha.
Love ya too(:
i've lost everything i had to write my poetry.
i feel so empty.
oh well.
toodles~
& know that forever i give you my best.
Hey there! it's been really long since i last blogged. Got quite a lot of stuff from Japan, kyuoto or however it's spelt. Got two charms, a branded bag and now i really want a new dress from Godpa's wedding! Don't want to go back to school.
To ZOBO dear,
wow. haha. YEAH! definitely MUST meet up! Especially when my birthday comes, all of your MUST MUST oh PLEASE make some time to celebrate it with me. Probably meet for a few hours, catch a movie and stuff. OH! I MISS ALL OF YOU A LOT! Like, A LOT A LOT A LOT! I almost cried reading your tags! Flood more! i don't care! Yeah, we can't cling on to things that are fading i suppose. HCIS is fine but the students, wow. It's still livable i guess. OH! your going to crack up when you see my bangs! I'm so different and weird! I definitely want to see you guys especially TERESA ASAP! Send her my love! haha.
Love ya too(:
i've lost everything i had to write my poetry.
i feel so empty.
oh well.
toodles~
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Wednesday, April 09, 2008
♥ Really High In The Sky
don't let those strangers know, they only want to bring you down with it.
i am having mixed feelings. I just hate it when strangers know about it, the whole pressure comes back and then the phobia....screws everything up...
Hey,
today was fine. Just fine. thoughts are rushing into my mind and it's really scary. I thought i could forget love but, i am wrong. Anyway, swimming almost killed me. Chinese was...different and fun. Science was kind of boring. IT was fun-filled. My day in whole was fine except that i feel handicapped. So i will just end here because i somehow can't think properly and type anything else that happened so,
Ciao~
i am having mixed feelings. I just hate it when strangers know about it, the whole pressure comes back and then the phobia....screws everything up...
Hey,
today was fine. Just fine. thoughts are rushing into my mind and it's really scary. I thought i could forget love but, i am wrong. Anyway, swimming almost killed me. Chinese was...different and fun. Science was kind of boring. IT was fun-filled. My day in whole was fine except that i feel handicapped. So i will just end here because i somehow can't think properly and type anything else that happened so,
Ciao~
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♥ Lasting Thoughts ; My Memories
Dear Zoey, this post shall be dedicated to you lovely.
how's life for you? Remember to relax yeah? Tried visiting once but it was a day where none of your were free. I suppose we've drifted quite a bit because of the distance God puts our friendship to test over. Hope on my birthday we could probably get together and go catch a movie or something! just for a while as i have cathecism anyway. I miss you guys! HCIS just can't beat KC when it comes to fun. Like, seriously. It's like i'm in some american movie where the student body consists of the bitchy girls and arrogant weird guys and all. haha. It's a wide variety.
I miss you guys loads. Oh. I cut bangs and i look like a barbie doll! haha. But, i'll be keeping it long again and to the side again but to the left this time.
hope your doing well and life's alright.
With Love,
roxytwin.
haha.
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Tuesday, April 08, 2008
♥ I'm That Tree Hugger
The cactus said a hug would be nice but my thorns will cut you like a thousand knifes, so just hug my flower with your eyes.
Hey Hey Hey~
Yes dear Zoey, i shall post pictures ASAP. I am just too tired to do it today. Maybe tomorrow. Gosh. Today was fun but my hands are just really unlucky. My handwriting was unusual, i couldn't use the chopsticks properly and for mass, had to wheelbarrow my way twice and JoJo was so fast that i fell once and now my fingers hurt as i type. So, not much left to say or rather i don't want to blog anymore.
Bye Lovely~
Juno Soundtrack rocks as much as the movie itself.
Hey Hey Hey~
Yes dear Zoey, i shall post pictures ASAP. I am just too tired to do it today. Maybe tomorrow. Gosh. Today was fun but my hands are just really unlucky. My handwriting was unusual, i couldn't use the chopsticks properly and for mass, had to wheelbarrow my way twice and JoJo was so fast that i fell once and now my fingers hurt as i type. So, not much left to say or rather i don't want to blog anymore.
Bye Lovely~
Juno Soundtrack rocks as much as the movie itself.
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Sunday, April 06, 2008
♥ Early Winter
Life feels so empty, one more year of wait before we meet. It's so sad and depressing ;
tears roll but don't surface.
Sports Day sucked much.
Woke up early just to waste my while though cam-whoring was fun.
I just don't get HCIS and the students, fun doesn't seem to be in almost all of them.
It's so boring, no warm hugs, no warm hello's from all, no friendly smile, no going all wild and crazy for a bit and the worst is not just that. Most of them just are so bitchy and the guys, arrogant and sensitive. GOSH. like, CHILLAX already.
Anyway,
today was okay. Watched American Dreamz which is so BORING.
Slacked, ate, played with clay and also, spent some time with someone and also, Sam left early! parted with tears, mine wasn't obvious but it was really horrible. So here i am typing out my past.
Sister's getting from bad to worse with her attitude.
Gonna Stop....
Ciao~
Here.
tears roll but don't surface.
Sports Day sucked much.
Woke up early just to waste my while though cam-whoring was fun.
I just don't get HCIS and the students, fun doesn't seem to be in almost all of them.
It's so boring, no warm hugs, no warm hello's from all, no friendly smile, no going all wild and crazy for a bit and the worst is not just that. Most of them just are so bitchy and the guys, arrogant and sensitive. GOSH. like, CHILLAX already.
Anyway,
today was okay. Watched American Dreamz which is so BORING.
Slacked, ate, played with clay and also, spent some time with someone and also, Sam left early! parted with tears, mine wasn't obvious but it was really horrible. So here i am typing out my past.
Sister's getting from bad to worse with her attitude.
Gonna Stop....
Ciao~
Here.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Saturday, April 05, 2008
♥ That Young Summer Love;
which never ended, never will and never can be.
HeyHEyHEY.
I don't know why i bother blogging but i'm bored so, heck. Currently lost of words and expressions/emotions. Going to PP soon to get stuff for me and projectwork materials. Mum&Dad's leaving for tokyo at midnight today! HEE. Ok, i just remembered i'm supposed to look for dance courses for moi, so ciao~
HeyHEyHEY.
I don't know why i bother blogging but i'm bored so, heck. Currently lost of words and expressions/emotions. Going to PP soon to get stuff for me and projectwork materials. Mum&Dad's leaving for tokyo at midnight today! HEE. Ok, i just remembered i'm supposed to look for dance courses for moi, so ciao~
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Friday, April 04, 2008
♥ Fabulous Fourteen
Happy Birthday best friend Jeremy!
the pain of your absence in my life fades away slowly ;
doubt you still think we'll be eventually.
Hey There!
Okay, i will stop asking how's life anymore as nobody answers me anyway. Sorry for late replies on the tagboard! Just that i'm trying to abstain from going online too much now. i have my other priorities now! Need to get things cleared and straight still but, doesn't seem to matter to anyone anyhow. Mum sms-ed me during chinese to say that the new car has come and that it is beautiful. will be sitting on it in about 5 mins time! Can't wait! Life's okay for me and i think that maybe it's true that now's not the time for stuff and that if it really is meant to be, it'll all work out eventually. Let's test our love/ whatever. wow. It's time to go now. haha. CIAO~
will try to post later~
the pain of your absence in my life fades away slowly ;
doubt you still think we'll be eventually.
Hey There!
Okay, i will stop asking how's life anymore as nobody answers me anyway. Sorry for late replies on the tagboard! Just that i'm trying to abstain from going online too much now. i have my other priorities now! Need to get things cleared and straight still but, doesn't seem to matter to anyone anyhow. Mum sms-ed me during chinese to say that the new car has come and that it is beautiful. will be sitting on it in about 5 mins time! Can't wait! Life's okay for me and i think that maybe it's true that now's not the time for stuff and that if it really is meant to be, it'll all work out eventually. Let's test our love/ whatever. wow. It's time to go now. haha. CIAO~
will try to post later~
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
♥ Not Me ;
i can't hate you and i don't think i should love you,
and now i'm lost of what to do.
They keep talking about the last songs and words, but my poems will never have it's last of you.
Hey there,
yesterday was a depressing day but now i am much "happier" on the outside anyway. there's swimming today and i am super pysched for it somehow some reason. The weekend is nearing and so is floorball CCA which i plan to quit ASAP. i have decided to do endorsed, dance related obviously. First, i shall find a coach and a place that teaches ammateur dancers like me. OH! mum&dad will be out of town to Tokyo for a week, they'll be leaving this Saturday midnight. I'm not excited about that cos then travelling for classes and a lot of things will have to be done alone. Sorry besty, haven't been able to go online because i've been busy. i'll try to go on9 tonight, i need to do so ASAP. Get some things straight and cleared. poems have yet to be written for days, i plan to finish my 500th poem this year. GOOD ONES at it. School life's currently not what i dig but yeah, it's okay.
Love life's, going quite fun though there's some stuff i need to clear up, if he still loves me and whether there will be a next time so i'll know if to keep my hopes there or just kill the inner me. Don't give up your PR, i'm not saying you have to be mine for life, we can meet other people but let that be a promise that there will be a next time if you feel the same way i do. if not, forget me no matter how bad it hurts i won't bother you about it ever again. That, is probably all i can promise you. I'm now trying to let go of you a little, give us some space for now till the near future. Nothing seems to work, i can't move on without you in my life but i know i have to go on so we'll wait for the near future because now this is all we can handle.
When different entered,
it stood out obivously.
nothing could measure up,
or could ever be.
love is unpredictable,
it can be unbelievable.
nothing could be so powerful,
and yet so beautiful.
Okay, orders to get off blogger.
Ciao~
it's time to end here.
and now i'm lost of what to do.
They keep talking about the last songs and words, but my poems will never have it's last of you.
Hey there,
yesterday was a depressing day but now i am much "happier" on the outside anyway. there's swimming today and i am super pysched for it somehow some reason. The weekend is nearing and so is floorball CCA which i plan to quit ASAP. i have decided to do endorsed, dance related obviously. First, i shall find a coach and a place that teaches ammateur dancers like me. OH! mum&dad will be out of town to Tokyo for a week, they'll be leaving this Saturday midnight. I'm not excited about that cos then travelling for classes and a lot of things will have to be done alone. Sorry besty, haven't been able to go online because i've been busy. i'll try to go on9 tonight, i need to do so ASAP. Get some things straight and cleared. poems have yet to be written for days, i plan to finish my 500th poem this year. GOOD ONES at it. School life's currently not what i dig but yeah, it's okay.
Love life's, going quite fun though there's some stuff i need to clear up, if he still loves me and whether there will be a next time so i'll know if to keep my hopes there or just kill the inner me. Don't give up your PR, i'm not saying you have to be mine for life, we can meet other people but let that be a promise that there will be a next time if you feel the same way i do. if not, forget me no matter how bad it hurts i won't bother you about it ever again. That, is probably all i can promise you. I'm now trying to let go of you a little, give us some space for now till the near future. Nothing seems to work, i can't move on without you in my life but i know i have to go on so we'll wait for the near future because now this is all we can handle.
When different entered,
it stood out obivously.
nothing could measure up,
or could ever be.
love is unpredictable,
it can be unbelievable.
nothing could be so powerful,
and yet so beautiful.
Okay, orders to get off blogger.
Ciao~
it's time to end here.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Tuesday, April 01, 2008
♥ Old Life
"afternoon i fell a sleep in my living room, it's one of those moments"
Hey Stranger,
how's life going on? do you miss your old life where feelings were nowhere near missing of someone or people who will be there for you and understands you better than those of in your new life? i do. I can't rewind time and i can't have a perfect life after meeting such perfect strangers, so i'll make the best of it. I'm depressed and it's IT, i feel like breaking down and i don't know why. Maybe it's just for now, maybe not. All i know is that, things are definitely changing around here. if life doesn't change, we do. is it not that? Well, nothing much has been happening, blogging seems depressing now so bye.
Day 6 of forgetting everything that reminds me of you;
it's because it's about time we're moving on,
aren't i right?
Hey Stranger,
how's life going on? do you miss your old life where feelings were nowhere near missing of someone or people who will be there for you and understands you better than those of in your new life? i do. I can't rewind time and i can't have a perfect life after meeting such perfect strangers, so i'll make the best of it. I'm depressed and it's IT, i feel like breaking down and i don't know why. Maybe it's just for now, maybe not. All i know is that, things are definitely changing around here. if life doesn't change, we do. is it not that? Well, nothing much has been happening, blogging seems depressing now so bye.
Day 6 of forgetting everything that reminds me of you;
it's because it's about time we're moving on,
aren't i right?
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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