Thursday, April 30, 2009
♥ Back To The Start
it's really not that simple.
i'm not your tool,
and i don't like it.
where's the familiar warmth when you need it.
where's the secure hands you know you're safe in.
why did you have to make me grow to hate myself and you.
why do you have to make me feel so ugly.
why do you try to make me what you want me to be.
&the worse is that everybody says they understand.
do you really?
fucking bronchitis is back.
i can't breathe properly.
it hurts.
why can't you see i just need something real,
Sarah.
i'm not your tool,
and i don't like it.
where's the familiar warmth when you need it.
where's the secure hands you know you're safe in.
why did you have to make me grow to hate myself and you.
why do you have to make me feel so ugly.
why do you try to make me what you want me to be.
&the worse is that everybody says they understand.
do you really?
fucking bronchitis is back.
i can't breathe properly.
it hurts.
why can't you see i just need something real,
Sarah.
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
♥ Everyone's At It
i keep falling harder, and i pray this isn't over.
i think this is a fairly depressing month.
BUT i know MAY will be a love month.
At least for me.
i hope.
So right, everybody's either in or out of love,
but i'm like neither here nor there.
more scoop in privated blog?
LOL.
everything's private now?
cos when our eyes meet,
i lose the words to speak.
YAY! THURSDAY TOMORROW!
SLACK DAY, and Friday's hol!
&&SAT is like a blast?
maybe.hopefully.
math=goner.
heck.
too tired....srlsy.
they don't even give a damn anyway.
you look at me with sad eyes,
and i hope what i think aren't lies.
cos i start to want to see you,
but i don't know what i should do.
S O S,
Sarah.
xoxo.
i think this is a fairly depressing month.
BUT i know MAY will be a love month.
At least for me.
i hope.
So right, everybody's either in or out of love,
but i'm like neither here nor there.
more scoop in privated blog?
LOL.
everything's private now?
cos when our eyes meet,
i lose the words to speak.
YAY! THURSDAY TOMORROW!
SLACK DAY, and Friday's hol!
&&SAT is like a blast?
maybe.hopefully.
math=goner.
heck.
too tired....srlsy.
they don't even give a damn anyway.
you look at me with sad eyes,
and i hope what i think aren't lies.
cos i start to want to see you,
but i don't know what i should do.
S O S,
Sarah.
xoxo.
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
♥ I Need You,
we're all so vulnerable.
and in my case,
i'm too vulnerable.
lsy you're actually right.
my stupid heart just can't be left alone for even just a bit.
but there's this strange feeling,
of wanting.
&the worse is that it's hurting,
Sarah.
xo.
"she wants a boyfriend, but she only gets one night stands."
when's it my turn?.
and in my case,
i'm too vulnerable.
lsy you're actually right.
my stupid heart just can't be left alone for even just a bit.
but there's this strange feeling,
of wanting.
&the worse is that it's hurting,
Sarah.
xo.
"she wants a boyfriend, but she only gets one night stands."
when's it my turn?.
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♥ irrevocable fall,
i'm so damn tired, i just want to sleep?
gosh, everybody's locking up their blogs.
soon i should lock mine too?
nahh.
OH! MY COMPUTER HAS BEEN REVIVED~
hallelujah~
oh gosh, everybody has someone to like.
&&i'm like caught in the middle.
so confusing.
gosh.
i'm so blank.
I want to move on.
finally got 4 8's!
and math test tomorrow.....
chinese review due....
DT report...
Geog hw on thurs...
=.= OH AND DRAMA!
haish!
would you feel it too?
Sarah.
xoxo.
gosh, everybody's locking up their blogs.
soon i should lock mine too?
nahh.
OH! MY COMPUTER HAS BEEN REVIVED~
hallelujah~
oh gosh, everybody has someone to like.
&&i'm like caught in the middle.
so confusing.
gosh.
i'm so blank.
I want to move on.
finally got 4 8's!
and math test tomorrow.....
chinese review due....
DT report...
Geog hw on thurs...
=.= OH AND DRAMA!
haish!
would you feel it too?
Sarah.
xoxo.
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Monday, April 27, 2009
♥ Forever In My Heart,
i don't think i should give up, but what's the point?
17 May, 17 May.
I know it'll be a special day.
&i hope one day you'd wake up and realize.
everything this girl could give.
&everything she would give.
i don't ask for your love,
but to just see me standing right in front of you.
I can't say which is worse.
Loving someone but he only sees right through you,
or loving someone and hurting, and you get all worn out.
gosh, am i making sense?
I am horribly tired.
of everything.
srsly.
Love, do you know what is love?
It is not just a strong feeling you think it of.
It's more than just defining it yourself.
It's where the hurt doesn't seem so bad anymore,
and...
that you're life becomes a fairytale, so unreal.
I don't talk to you because i'm scared.
I don't feel that way for you.
I just want to be friends, you're too precious to lose.
Cos i need someone to be there when the whole world's gone.
Do you honestly know what love is?
Cos i don't believe it comes so easily.
That you can love someone so easily.
What is love but a word we all desperately seek.
That somehow in our lives it has made itself scarce.
Is it really that simple?
i can't stop thinking back,
and trying so hard not to regret.
i remember that night,
we tried so hard.
Still it turned into a fight,
Sarah.
xoxo.
hold me in your arms through the night,
i don't want this to turn into another fight.
il&my somehow.
as much as i don't want to.
&the nearly healed wounds,
they start to reopen.
17 May, 17 May.
I know it'll be a special day.
&i hope one day you'd wake up and realize.
everything this girl could give.
&everything she would give.
i don't ask for your love,
but to just see me standing right in front of you.
I can't say which is worse.
Loving someone but he only sees right through you,
or loving someone and hurting, and you get all worn out.
gosh, am i making sense?
I am horribly tired.
of everything.
srsly.
Love, do you know what is love?
It is not just a strong feeling you think it of.
It's more than just defining it yourself.
It's where the hurt doesn't seem so bad anymore,
and...
that you're life becomes a fairytale, so unreal.
I don't talk to you because i'm scared.
I don't feel that way for you.
I just want to be friends, you're too precious to lose.
Cos i need someone to be there when the whole world's gone.
Do you honestly know what love is?
Cos i don't believe it comes so easily.
That you can love someone so easily.
What is love but a word we all desperately seek.
That somehow in our lives it has made itself scarce.
Is it really that simple?
i can't stop thinking back,
and trying so hard not to regret.
i remember that night,
we tried so hard.
Still it turned into a fight,
Sarah.
xoxo.
hold me in your arms through the night,
i don't want this to turn into another fight.
il&my somehow.
as much as i don't want to.
&the nearly healed wounds,
they start to reopen.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Saturday, April 25, 2009
♥ Thirteen Day
i won't love you.
i promise. yesterday was the worse.
never gone through a more unlucky day!
using dad&mum's computer atm.
gonna get a mac lappy soon.
dad's gonna ask his friend to bring it over.
they're coming soon.
thank gosh.
so anyway,
pissed off a teacher and interrupted class and got scolded?
for like once since long ago.
lol, sounds nerd-ish?
no wait, not.
then dt, kept dropping beads!
until i lost a good amount of probs worth $1-2SGD.
bad! money gone!
UGH.
then i ran up for math class, resulting in a massive head spinning of 2 periods.
was lost as hell during chem,sorta.
yet my brains somehow managed to function.
cathe was horror, being the oldest.
but i lived through it.
not as bad as first lesson.
Today was awesome,
went to some migrant school.
it was sad, and i couldn't be more happier to help and give that money i did for lent.
srsly, i would've given more....
they were so happy to get the dictionaries and stuffed toys and sweets.
just for the stuffed toys, they were so excited and wanted them so badly.
and here i am, taking it all in.
i wonder, what's more sad.
then went to the fundraiser,
earrings just went so wrong but at least four got sold.
1 to hansika and 3 to hedy.
i got ripped off by hedy.
lol.
Hansika was like so nice to pay 10RMB just for a pair.
thank you Hansika.
it went ok(:
OH! ME&HANSIKA WENT TO EAT THE OH SO DELICIOUS FROZEN YOGHURT CALLED SWEET TART!
plain flavour with gummies and mangos.
so sweettttt.
bought earrings made by mark's mum.
food.
got a free OPI manicure.
by some place called dragonfly.
promotion~
dinner at Orang Three,
movies.
bought he's just not that into you.
is it PG????
cos ratings here are kinda screwed.
so tired,
well that's bout it.
sean's party this sat.....haish.
i sometimes think that maybe it didn't have to be this way.
if only....
i let my heart hurt more than it should have.
oh, Aunt Cat got me Chomel earrings for my birthday.
first bday present.
and i have a plan wrapped in my mind, thinking would it turn out the way i want it to?
dance routine = zilch, zero, nada.
gotta get my focus back.
maybe, we'll be.
dead beat,
Sarah.
xo.
i promise. yesterday was the worse.
never gone through a more unlucky day!
using dad&mum's computer atm.
gonna get a mac lappy soon.
dad's gonna ask his friend to bring it over.
they're coming soon.
thank gosh.
so anyway,
pissed off a teacher and interrupted class and got scolded?
for like once since long ago.
lol, sounds nerd-ish?
no wait, not.
then dt, kept dropping beads!
until i lost a good amount of probs worth $1-2SGD.
bad! money gone!
UGH.
then i ran up for math class, resulting in a massive head spinning of 2 periods.
was lost as hell during chem,sorta.
yet my brains somehow managed to function.
cathe was horror, being the oldest.
but i lived through it.
not as bad as first lesson.
Today was awesome,
went to some migrant school.
it was sad, and i couldn't be more happier to help and give that money i did for lent.
srsly, i would've given more....
they were so happy to get the dictionaries and stuffed toys and sweets.
just for the stuffed toys, they were so excited and wanted them so badly.
and here i am, taking it all in.
i wonder, what's more sad.
then went to the fundraiser,
earrings just went so wrong but at least four got sold.
1 to hansika and 3 to hedy.
i got ripped off by hedy.
lol.
Hansika was like so nice to pay 10RMB just for a pair.
thank you Hansika.
it went ok(:
OH! ME&HANSIKA WENT TO EAT THE OH SO DELICIOUS FROZEN YOGHURT CALLED SWEET TART!
plain flavour with gummies and mangos.
so sweettttt.
bought earrings made by mark's mum.
food.
got a free OPI manicure.
by some place called dragonfly.
promotion~
dinner at Orang Three,
movies.
bought he's just not that into you.
is it PG????
cos ratings here are kinda screwed.
so tired,
well that's bout it.
sean's party this sat.....haish.
i sometimes think that maybe it didn't have to be this way.
if only....
i let my heart hurt more than it should have.
oh, Aunt Cat got me Chomel earrings for my birthday.
first bday present.
and i have a plan wrapped in my mind, thinking would it turn out the way i want it to?
dance routine = zilch, zero, nada.
gotta get my focus back.
maybe, we'll be.
dead beat,
Sarah.
xo.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
♥ Exposed,
is there really love in this world?
cos all i see is the broken pieces.
i say i'm over you,
but i can't mean it.
"you know what sucks about falling for a guy you know you're not right for.
you fall anyway thinking he might be different."
boy, you've made me a fool.
i can deny it, but deep down i know it's not true.
i try to forget you. i really do.
this life is unbearable.
please, do not say you know me or say you go through it too.
it's too much hurting for one to bear.
too much let down.
&the worse is that the whole world has their back to you,
there's no one to go to.
where's the love in this world, cos all i feel is the pain and cold.
i try not to break down, but it just keeps coming.
making me fall harder each time.
but i stand, just to fall.
please don't say you know me.
laugh if you want,
but don't say you know me.
cos i'm not that girl you see.
that smiling face, is my false pretence.
the laughter, is to drown out my tears.
i'm not okay.
is there anybody out there who doesn't just care about themselves?
is there anybody out there who will show me that this world isn't just for hurting?
is there anybody that just wants to care?
anybody to help me and save me from myself.
i don't know why i still hold on,
Sarah.
xo.
i've tried to kill thoughts of you,
but there's nothing i can do.
i'm sorry.
cos all i see is the broken pieces.
i say i'm over you,
but i can't mean it.
"you know what sucks about falling for a guy you know you're not right for.
you fall anyway thinking he might be different."
boy, you've made me a fool.
i can deny it, but deep down i know it's not true.
i try to forget you. i really do.
this life is unbearable.
please, do not say you know me or say you go through it too.
it's too much hurting for one to bear.
too much let down.
&the worse is that the whole world has their back to you,
there's no one to go to.
where's the love in this world, cos all i feel is the pain and cold.
i try not to break down, but it just keeps coming.
making me fall harder each time.
but i stand, just to fall.
please don't say you know me.
laugh if you want,
but don't say you know me.
cos i'm not that girl you see.
that smiling face, is my false pretence.
the laughter, is to drown out my tears.
i'm not okay.
is there anybody out there who doesn't just care about themselves?
is there anybody out there who will show me that this world isn't just for hurting?
is there anybody that just wants to care?
anybody to help me and save me from myself.
i don't know why i still hold on,
Sarah.
xo.
i've tried to kill thoughts of you,
but there's nothing i can do.
i'm sorry.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009
♥ Love Is For Fools
boy, i didn't even say i loved you.
just a mere crush, and i wanted to get to know you.
i didn't want to be with you immediately.
i don't know you, but you don't know me either.
what is love, but just a game to you.
i still can't let go.
i can't move on, and it's already done.
how do you forget, if it's everything you have?
i didn't ask for this.
i just hope it'll leave soon.
because it's bringing me nowhere but down that dark place.
where hurt lies, waiting.
i'm so scared, and you don't even care.
blame it on infatuation?
gosh, you can't be real.
i've thought about someone like you,
but never expected it to come true.
please just go away,
my heart doesn't need you for another day.
i can say that i miss you,
but that doesn't mean i love you.
i can fall for someone like you,
but that doesn't mean i want to be with you.
really,
i wasn't counting on forever, but i didn't want to be your lover.
is it that hard to understand?
was i really being rude?
i wasn't the one to broadcast to the whole world to fk off.
i wasn't the one who assumed you were in love with me?
go figure,
it's this new thing everybody feels.
infatuation.
i don't love,
Sarah.
xo.
just a mere crush, and i wanted to get to know you.
i didn't want to be with you immediately.
i don't know you, but you don't know me either.
what is love, but just a game to you.
i still can't let go.
i can't move on, and it's already done.
how do you forget, if it's everything you have?
i didn't ask for this.
i just hope it'll leave soon.
because it's bringing me nowhere but down that dark place.
where hurt lies, waiting.
i'm so scared, and you don't even care.
blame it on infatuation?
gosh, you can't be real.
i've thought about someone like you,
but never expected it to come true.
please just go away,
my heart doesn't need you for another day.
i can say that i miss you,
but that doesn't mean i love you.
i can fall for someone like you,
but that doesn't mean i want to be with you.
really,
i wasn't counting on forever, but i didn't want to be your lover.
is it that hard to understand?
was i really being rude?
i wasn't the one to broadcast to the whole world to fk off.
i wasn't the one who assumed you were in love with me?
go figure,
it's this new thing everybody feels.
infatuation.
i don't love,
Sarah.
xo.
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Monday, April 20, 2009
♥ sarahBIRD
now the secret's out.
a lot of people know=.=
damn it?.
goshy, gosh gosh.
Brenna is so lucky to be able to talk to such a charming person.
OH!& she taught me how to catch birds!
i shall try it one day.
hahahha, if i get a chance.
do you think there's a slight chance you'd feel it too.
and that i'm no more invisible to you.
boy open up your eyes,
Sarah.
xoxo.
a lot of people know=.=
damn it?.
goshy, gosh gosh.
Brenna is so lucky to be able to talk to such a charming person.
OH!& she taught me how to catch birds!
i shall try it one day.
hahahha, if i get a chance.
do you think there's a slight chance you'd feel it too.
and that i'm no more invisible to you.
boy open up your eyes,
Sarah.
xoxo.
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
♥ Silent Wishes
&in my heart i kept wishing to see you there.
i guess if you really want something badly, you'll somehow get it in the end.
i kept it in my heart that you would show, and you did.
i melted instantly when our eyes met.
i get this crazy feeling of happiness.
i start to hold on to a kind of hope.
&maybe we'll be together,
but this time i'm not counting on forever.
now my head's in a swirl and i still can't help but think,
will we be?
can we be.
somehow i just grew to need you.
Went to RFC, was ok.
tired, spinning, hot, happy and yet let down.
it was real satisfaction,
and this guy has made me believe in love again.
he's not the most handsome guy on earth,
but for all my hurting he is worth.
he's something to believe in,
something worth living for.
BIRD flu and sister sorethroat.
UGH.
down and out,
Sarah.
xoxo.
i guess if you really want something badly, you'll somehow get it in the end.
i kept it in my heart that you would show, and you did.
i melted instantly when our eyes met.
i get this crazy feeling of happiness.
i start to hold on to a kind of hope.
&maybe we'll be together,
but this time i'm not counting on forever.
now my head's in a swirl and i still can't help but think,
will we be?
can we be.
somehow i just grew to need you.
Went to RFC, was ok.
tired, spinning, hot, happy and yet let down.
it was real satisfaction,
and this guy has made me believe in love again.
he's not the most handsome guy on earth,
but for all my hurting he is worth.
he's something to believe in,
something worth living for.
BIRD flu and sister sorethroat.
UGH.
down and out,
Sarah.
xoxo.
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Saturday, April 18, 2009
♥ Last Dance,
and we it goes on, even as the music stops.
KCdance got GOLD WITH HONOURS BABY!
LE MAGNIFIC!
last was gold, now gold with honours?
the best(:
ill again, UGH
so friggin fragile.
and the stupid loser coming in june?
is like MIA.
today is study day,
tomorrow shall be a "blast".
forget you,
Sarah
xo.
KCdance got GOLD WITH HONOURS BABY!
LE MAGNIFIC!
last was gold, now gold with honours?
the best(:
ill again, UGH
so friggin fragile.
and the stupid loser coming in june?
is like MIA.
today is study day,
tomorrow shall be a "blast".
forget you,
Sarah
xo.
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Friday, April 17, 2009
♥ Still Around
i try, even as the inner me die.
yeah, damn it.
infatuation.
go away
screww you..
first was english, too hyper to think
chinese was cool
dt was a waste of time
lunch-hist proj
math was math
hist, presented, test back
chem was notes
&yet i don't miss a second not wanting to see your face again.
you bring backk the love i once felt
the hurt i had
the scars they hide
and my heart opens up again so willingly and lovingly
R&J play made me think,
why can't we just fall in love without having to think?
why do we even have to reason ith love when it is irrational?
&everything in love is never wrong,
just right.
and everything leads back to him
it doesn't seem wrong doing any of what i do
just right.
i don't love anybody,
i don't want to
infatuation please find someone else to hurt,
Sarah
xo.
yeah, damn it.
infatuation.
go away
screww you..
first was english, too hyper to think
chinese was cool
dt was a waste of time
lunch-hist proj
math was math
hist, presented, test back
chem was notes
&yet i don't miss a second not wanting to see your face again.
you bring backk the love i once felt
the hurt i had
the scars they hide
and my heart opens up again so willingly and lovingly
R&J play made me think,
why can't we just fall in love without having to think?
why do we even have to reason ith love when it is irrational?
&everything in love is never wrong,
just right.
and everything leads back to him
it doesn't seem wrong doing any of what i do
just right.
i don't love anybody,
i don't want to
infatuation please find someone else to hurt,
Sarah
xo.
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Thursday, April 16, 2009
♥ Forget You
you won't feel it too, so why can't i let go of you.
today is ok, overrated.
blame everything on Vince, if you need someone to blame anyway
lousylousylousy day
unsatisfied.
27/ 1112
oh boy
You just see right through me,
Sarah
xo
today is ok, overrated.
blame everything on Vince, if you need someone to blame anyway
lousylousylousy day
unsatisfied.
27/ 1112
oh boy
You just see right through me,
Sarah
xo
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
♥ Make It Mine,
boy maybe i am doing too much.
sorry, i just can't let go like that.
though i just want to be friends.
you got me this new feeling,
and so fast it starts hurting.
please don't let this be done,
when it hasn't even begun.
give me a chance to be a friend,
and not just bring this to an end.
i don't ask for you to love me,
but give me a chance to find my remedy.
OHMYGOSH.
!!!????@@@@@@@#### BROUGHT BACK THOSE FEELINGS INTO ME.
IT JUST CAME OUT AND OMG.
damn, i'm so dead.
please stop, i don't like where this is going.
my heart can't stand anymore hurting.
don't say you love me,
Sarah.
xoxo.
satisfaction much?.
sorry, i just can't let go like that.
though i just want to be friends.
you got me this new feeling,
and so fast it starts hurting.
please don't let this be done,
when it hasn't even begun.
give me a chance to be a friend,
and not just bring this to an end.
i don't ask for you to love me,
but give me a chance to find my remedy.
OHMYGOSH.
!!!????@@@@@@@#### BROUGHT BACK THOSE FEELINGS INTO ME.
IT JUST CAME OUT AND OMG.
damn, i'm so dead.
please stop, i don't like where this is going.
my heart can't stand anymore hurting.
don't say you love me,
Sarah.
xoxo.
satisfaction much?.
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
♥ Outside Looking In,
&i'm sick of all this hurting, and i don't see any reason in this breaking.
omgggggggg, kill me.
Infatuation has struck again.
Forget it, i shall just go on and not bother.
It is imperative i do not care.
I don't.
Really.
wtv.
It's a lil' feeling that will go away. like the rest.
It's just a matter of time.
School was pretty slack today.
Math, Chem, Lunch, Geog and Dance.
Math was alright.
Saw the Ashim dude, everyone was hysterical much?
I would be too anyway if i saw one of them loves.
Chem was fun?
Yang Jie as lab partner! A bit cool.
Lunch was same old fooling around and slacking.
Geog = recap on physical geog?
Sustainable Development(:
I miss Miss Tan.
Dance was a complete waste of time.
May i complain,
i want to join SYF dammit!
STUPIDSTUPID, should've stayed in KC.
hohoho, Zo went for SYF.
How was it love?
I'm sure you did just fine(:
Lucky you...i always wanted to do SYFdance sicne i got in KCdanceclub.
Oh well, miss those before CCA times.
but Miss Wee was freaky.
THOUGH,
i feel really mixed up and tired now.
i bet i don't make sense.
&i really have to get down to work before i screw up.
He doesn't even know my name anyway,
Sarah.
xo.
omgggggggg, kill me.
Infatuation has struck again.
Forget it, i shall just go on and not bother.
It is imperative i do not care.
I don't.
Really.
wtv.
It's a lil' feeling that will go away. like the rest.
It's just a matter of time.
School was pretty slack today.
Math, Chem, Lunch, Geog and Dance.
Math was alright.
Saw the Ashim dude, everyone was hysterical much?
I would be too anyway if i saw one of them loves.
Chem was fun?
Yang Jie as lab partner! A bit cool.
Lunch was same old fooling around and slacking.
Geog = recap on physical geog?
Sustainable Development(:
I miss Miss Tan.
Dance was a complete waste of time.
May i complain,
i want to join SYF dammit!
STUPIDSTUPID, should've stayed in KC.
hohoho, Zo went for SYF.
How was it love?
I'm sure you did just fine(:
Lucky you...i always wanted to do SYFdance sicne i got in KCdanceclub.
Oh well, miss those before CCA times.
but Miss Wee was freaky.
THOUGH,
i feel really mixed up and tired now.
i bet i don't make sense.
&i really have to get down to work before i screw up.
He doesn't even know my name anyway,
Sarah.
xo.
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Monday, April 13, 2009
♥ Why I Hate Twilight
Why I Hate Twilight
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♥ My Heart Will Go On,
I SAID DIE, DIE DIE DIE DIE ALREADY!
I HATE YOU.
i'm so tired i could plonk on my bed and continue sleeping my life away.
yes, it is that bad.
omg.
PEOPLE ARE TAGGING MY BLOG.
WOW.
hahah, that's cos of geog lesson. wth.
oh, how i miss floorball.
omg, this thing called Why I Hate Twilight.
SO DAMN FUNNY.
go read, it's like kinda true you know.
&&all those s'holes who keep saying out loud how this guy likes me cna just shut it.
ugh. SRSLY!
Invasion of privacy much?
losers.
this is our time now,
Sarah.
xo.
I HATE YOU.
i'm so tired i could plonk on my bed and continue sleeping my life away.
yes, it is that bad.
omg.
PEOPLE ARE TAGGING MY BLOG.
WOW.
hahah, that's cos of geog lesson. wth.
oh, how i miss floorball.
omg, this thing called Why I Hate Twilight.
SO DAMN FUNNY.
go read, it's like kinda true you know.
&&all those s'holes who keep saying out loud how this guy likes me cna just shut it.
ugh. SRSLY!
Invasion of privacy much?
losers.
this is our time now,
Sarah.
xo.
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
♥ Broken,
"hitting walls and getting scars, only makes you who you are"
Broken Bridges is a nice show.
It's those really deep kinda shows, and the girl sings really good.
Like, really strong.
With lyrics that sting and is so true.
Haircut/trim, was ace!
The guy is so cute! Like, the one who washed my hair.
He talked to me, and omg.
The way the massage is so good.
I'm like better now.
oh, and eye contact.
serial eye contact.
lemagnific much baby.
&&BROWNIE! I walked her!
She's becoming like brown cow!
Eating GRASS&leaves.
Then brown cow came, and he was like the usual stupid him.
I really question his age............srsly...
Though,
today was refreshing.
but i'm totally lagging behind for homework and projects?
i needed today though.
oh, i went to church.
happy easter loves,
Sarah
xox.
Broken Bridges is a nice show.
It's those really deep kinda shows, and the girl sings really good.
Like, really strong.
With lyrics that sting and is so true.
Haircut/trim, was ace!
The guy is so cute! Like, the one who washed my hair.
He talked to me, and omg.
The way the massage is so good.
I'm like better now.
oh, and eye contact.
serial eye contact.
lemagnific much baby.
&&BROWNIE! I walked her!
She's becoming like brown cow!
Eating GRASS&leaves.
Then brown cow came, and he was like the usual stupid him.
I really question his age............srsly...
Though,
today was refreshing.
but i'm totally lagging behind for homework and projects?
i needed today though.
oh, i went to church.
happy easter loves,
Sarah
xox.
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Saturday, April 11, 2009
♥ Six Candles,
"&when i'm done, give me the strength to carry on."
woke up, played around with sexy.
went down for breakfast.
slacked,
went to m&s.
dizzy, light, weak, tired, drained once again.
mum says i'm more weak and might fall more ill.
had mocha ice blended coffee, delicious.
tiramisu cake.
can't really remember much, really tired somehow.
made a new bracelet, loving it.
attached my heart to it.
Right,
HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY,
Theresa.
Happy Birthday idiotFRANCE,
continue being an idiot and come to china please(:
ily, and if youre an idiot i'll be one with you too.
i think.
COME TO CHINA!
Happy Belated Birthday Hazel.
.
..
...
probably not going to be read by them but it's the thought that counts as always.
for could you be the one for me,
Sarah.
xo.
woke up, played around with sexy.
went down for breakfast.
slacked,
went to m&s.
dizzy, light, weak, tired, drained once again.
mum says i'm more weak and might fall more ill.
had mocha ice blended coffee, delicious.
tiramisu cake.
can't really remember much, really tired somehow.
made a new bracelet, loving it.
attached my heart to it.
Right,
HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY,
Theresa.
Happy Birthday idiotFRANCE,
continue being an idiot and come to china please(:
ily, and if youre an idiot i'll be one with you too.
i think.
COME TO CHINA!
Happy Belated Birthday Hazel.
.
..
...
probably not going to be read by them but it's the thought that counts as always.
for could you be the one for me,
Sarah.
xo.
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Friday, April 10, 2009
♥ Good Friday,
don't be fooled, i'm not that holy.
church soon though.
finally watched a walk to remember again.
oh, and watched the bucket list too.
slept a lot today, still feeling super tired.
ate chocolate.
oh well right.
chem project chem project chem project chem project.
kill me,
Sarah.
xo.
church soon though.
finally watched a walk to remember again.
oh, and watched the bucket list too.
slept a lot today, still feeling super tired.
ate chocolate.
oh well right.
chem project chem project chem project chem project.
kill me,
Sarah.
xo.
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Thursday, April 09, 2009
♥ ohmygosh,
today is a ohmygosh day.
weird thing just happened.
anyway, this is not a story for this blog to hold. hahahhaha.
wtv.
eh, i'm so drained and tired and zonked?
bcos of drama i think.
STUPID STUPID teacher, laughing at me when i'm ill.
OH, and he is stupidly bias!
don't feel like oging to school....
we'll see.
oh, and vince is like ultra dumb?
mark is so marker.
and omg luh.
idk what i'm saying?
okok,
night.
all i wanted,
Sarah.
xo.
weird thing just happened.
anyway, this is not a story for this blog to hold. hahahhaha.
wtv.
eh, i'm so drained and tired and zonked?
bcos of drama i think.
STUPID STUPID teacher, laughing at me when i'm ill.
OH, and he is stupidly bias!
don't feel like oging to school....
we'll see.
oh, and vince is like ultra dumb?
mark is so marker.
and omg luh.
idk what i'm saying?
okok,
night.
all i wanted,
Sarah.
xo.
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Wednesday, April 08, 2009
♥ confirm,
PLEASE HOLY CRAP PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COMEEEEEEEEEE.
ILYILYILYILYILY. COME!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHH, I PROMISE I WILL AKNOWLEDGE YOUR PRESENCE AT THE AIRPORT!
PLEASE COME! LIKE STAY WITH ME, OMG. IT'LL BE SO FUN.
AHHHHHH.
&I'M STAYING BACK AT OE FOR THE SUMMER HOLS!
AHHHH, SO COOL. BUT IT'S SO FAR FROM VIVO.
DAMMIT.
AHHHHHHHHHH.
WE'RE JUST TWO HAPPY PEOPLE,
LIZ-ARAH.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO.
COME! ILYILYILYILY.IMYIMYIMYIMYIMY MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE!
FLY HERE YOU BIRD/DUMBBLACK/IDIOT/JUST COME!!!!!!!!!!!
omfg, so sorry i didn't call.
don't be mad.
please don't be mad at me.
ily&my!
OMG, i used my 500th post on you and realised it only about 5 days later. hahahahha.
ILYILYILYILYILY. COME!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHH, I PROMISE I WILL AKNOWLEDGE YOUR PRESENCE AT THE AIRPORT!
PLEASE COME! LIKE STAY WITH ME, OMG. IT'LL BE SO FUN.
AHHHHHH.
&I'M STAYING BACK AT OE FOR THE SUMMER HOLS!
AHHHH, SO COOL. BUT IT'S SO FAR FROM VIVO.
DAMMIT.
AHHHHHHHHHH.
WE'RE JUST TWO HAPPY PEOPLE,
LIZ-ARAH.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO.
COME! ILYILYILYILY.IMYIMYIMYIMYIMY MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE!
FLY HERE YOU BIRD/DUMBBLACK/IDIOT/JUST COME!!!!!!!!!!!
omfg, so sorry i didn't call.
don't be mad.
please don't be mad at me.
ily&my!
OMG, i used my 500th post on you and realised it only about 5 days later. hahahahha.
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
♥ Tragic,
those memories so sweet, makes my tongue burn.
damn, medicine's working. hands are shaking.
anyway, i'm happy today.
used sexy to do lots of things(:
i wonder how many people know my blog and actually read it.
it'll be amazing.
cos to me, this thing's just dead so i shall post the minimum.
no school again....bu tomorrow!
EASTER'S COMING hon!
i love new found glory.
i'm so random, oh!
i watched confessions of a shopaholic, it is awesome!
so sweet, the cliche.
those heart rending sad true stories.
why do we love cliches so much.
i'm missing CCA!!!!
I'M MISSING CCA DAMMIT!
ugh! mum says i have bronchitis.
hohoho, hurts to breathe...and i'm taking in deep breaths.
you know.
haha.
i lost my sanity and my body is in ruins.
watched the notebook and juno again.
i want moulin rouge!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no way, mum just told me i may not go to school tomorrow again.
WTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTH.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
PLEASE. I AM SICK OF HOME.
i'm going mad........................
haiyo. how now.
need to recover for Friday!
big plan.
get blown away~
want to go back in july to sentosa and just get high.
eating food that cost only 2bucks each, travelling through the night.
getting blisters and getting scared of heights.
that memory is unforgettable, and even he couldn't take the fun away.
have fun with the sunset and the cool breeze while singing.
couples behind us while we laughed and nothing else really mattered.
i need that back.
071108.
ilymutatnt&beaver. let's escape this world again.
even if it's someplace else.
you intoxicate me,
Sarah.
xoxoxxx.
damn, medicine's working. hands are shaking.
anyway, i'm happy today.
used sexy to do lots of things(:
i wonder how many people know my blog and actually read it.
it'll be amazing.
cos to me, this thing's just dead so i shall post the minimum.
no school again....bu tomorrow!
EASTER'S COMING hon!
i love new found glory.
i'm so random, oh!
i watched confessions of a shopaholic, it is awesome!
so sweet, the cliche.
those heart rending sad true stories.
why do we love cliches so much.
i'm missing CCA!!!!
I'M MISSING CCA DAMMIT!
ugh! mum says i have bronchitis.
hohoho, hurts to breathe...and i'm taking in deep breaths.
you know.
haha.
i lost my sanity and my body is in ruins.
watched the notebook and juno again.
i want moulin rouge!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no way, mum just told me i may not go to school tomorrow again.
WTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTH.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
PLEASE. I AM SICK OF HOME.
i'm going mad........................
haiyo. how now.
need to recover for Friday!
big plan.
get blown away~
want to go back in july to sentosa and just get high.
eating food that cost only 2bucks each, travelling through the night.
getting blisters and getting scared of heights.
that memory is unforgettable, and even he couldn't take the fun away.
have fun with the sunset and the cool breeze while singing.
couples behind us while we laughed and nothing else really mattered.
i need that back.
071108.
ilymutatnt&beaver. let's escape this world again.
even if it's someplace else.
you intoxicate me,
Sarah.
xoxoxxx.
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Monday, April 06, 2009
♥ Inflamed,
shanghai has drained almost all the life out of me,
please stop.
school tomorrow,
homework stays at zilch.
test = goner.
study later, at least to feel smart.
ohh it's just so awful, it hurts.
still on medicine.
really tired.
pain.
nevergoing.
x.
please stop.
school tomorrow,
homework stays at zilch.
test = goner.
study later, at least to feel smart.
ohh it's just so awful, it hurts.
still on medicine.
really tired.
pain.
nevergoing.
x.
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Sunday, April 05, 2009
♥ Smile(:
you're back!
but i didn't pick up,
was freaking out when i found out.
SORRY, trying to reach you but as out for church and buying stuff.
just came back, gonna text ya.
Yeah, everyone has their days i s'pose.
but mine's everlasting.
smile, cos that's bout all we got..
1 month, 2 weeks to go.
but it wouldn't feel the same anyway.
&this is for the loved,
Sarah.
xoxo.
find me somewhere else,
i've decided to runaway.
but i didn't pick up,
was freaking out when i found out.
SORRY, trying to reach you but as out for church and buying stuff.
just came back, gonna text ya.
Yeah, everyone has their days i s'pose.
but mine's everlasting.
smile, cos that's bout all we got..
1 month, 2 weeks to go.
but it wouldn't feel the same anyway.
&this is for the loved,
Sarah.
xoxo.
find me somewhere else,
i've decided to runaway.
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Saturday, April 04, 2009
♥ Never Changing, Going Pain
please, just leave my fked up life and go infatuate on someone else.
cos i'm not the one to rely on, for you to lean on.
i want to go back Lord.
please.
now.
i can't take it anymore.
cos i'm not the one to rely on, for you to lean on.
i want to go back Lord.
please.
now.
i can't take it anymore.
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Friday, April 03, 2009
♥ Miss Popularity
people are trying so hard to be someone else, but what do they know.
the higher you want to climb, the harder you will fall.
don't try too hard, it's not worth it.
"the halls are filled with voices whispering, who likes who"
headache just hit again.
it goes on and on and on.
stupid world.
Bride Wars is not a comedy.
i'm out.
can't get you out of my mind,
Sarah.
the higher you want to climb, the harder you will fall.
don't try too hard, it's not worth it.
"the halls are filled with voices whispering, who likes who"
headache just hit again.
it goes on and on and on.
stupid world.
Bride Wars is not a comedy.
i'm out.
can't get you out of my mind,
Sarah.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Thursday, April 02, 2009
♥ Now,
i probably thought i'd never get over you in the past,
but i've finally learnt to let go of you and all i felt.
i've stiffened up all the more,
but thing is i finally moved on from you.
i admit,
i loved you.
probably still do. all the things i went through,
and until now i still wish all you said were true..
i bet you didn't know,
i really tried.
It was a fling,
until that day i lost my heart to you.
i still think of you and wonder how you are.
though you probably hate me to the core.
i'm moving on because it's too much to keep holding on to something that's already done long ago. you taught me to love and to hate. at least it seemed like love.
now the memories&pain turn into a real scar, that i shall forever live with.
i don't regret any of it.
wow, i think my migraine jsut disappeared. 4am-39degresscelcius.
barely slept. i think. i hate sleeping now.
oh well, missed school.
have to take part in PE soon.
&&i thought Simlaoshi was worse.
watched 21, such a awesome show.
and Rachel Getting Married. Another kinda pointless show.
Sad, but didn't get it. Maybe it's the head.
you're a song i just have to keep replaying in my mind,
Sarah.
but i've finally learnt to let go of you and all i felt.
i've stiffened up all the more,
but thing is i finally moved on from you.
i admit,
i loved you.
probably still do. all the things i went through,
and until now i still wish all you said were true..
i bet you didn't know,
i really tried.
It was a fling,
until that day i lost my heart to you.
i still think of you and wonder how you are.
though you probably hate me to the core.
i'm moving on because it's too much to keep holding on to something that's already done long ago. you taught me to love and to hate. at least it seemed like love.
now the memories&pain turn into a real scar, that i shall forever live with.
i don't regret any of it.
wow, i think my migraine jsut disappeared. 4am-39degresscelcius.
barely slept. i think. i hate sleeping now.
oh well, missed school.
have to take part in PE soon.
&&i thought Simlaoshi was worse.
watched 21, such a awesome show.
and Rachel Getting Married. Another kinda pointless show.
Sad, but didn't get it. Maybe it's the head.
you're a song i just have to keep replaying in my mind,
Sarah.
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Wednesday, April 01, 2009
♥ the special one is finally ILL,
hohoho.
it's that love bug.
haha.
so i wake up at 2am crying and not meaning to.
with a massive migraine that was killing me along with my stupid foot.
it was as if i really was finally dying.
hmmm,
then i searched blindly for the thermometer, with my left eye irrevocably tearing.
took my temperature and got beautiful numbers.
by then i was affirmative i had gotten Permanent Head Damage.
Kept waking up and tried to fall back asleep.
Woke up for school, temperature went down after taking strong medicine.
Went to school, just to miss about half of it.
back home, temp went rocketing for no reason.
migraine came back.
throat got worse.
in all, i feel like crap now.
&&mum wants me to stay home tomorrow and not go to school.
think i lost my voice.
&everybody's watching as you fall,
Sarah.
tchau~
it's that love bug.
haha.
so i wake up at 2am crying and not meaning to.
with a massive migraine that was killing me along with my stupid foot.
it was as if i really was finally dying.
hmmm,
then i searched blindly for the thermometer, with my left eye irrevocably tearing.
took my temperature and got beautiful numbers.
by then i was affirmative i had gotten Permanent Head Damage.
Kept waking up and tried to fall back asleep.
Woke up for school, temperature went down after taking strong medicine.
Went to school, just to miss about half of it.
back home, temp went rocketing for no reason.
migraine came back.
throat got worse.
in all, i feel like crap now.
&&mum wants me to stay home tomorrow and not go to school.
think i lost my voice.
&everybody's watching as you fall,
Sarah.
tchau~
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