Sunday, November 30, 2008
♥ SLOOOW
just love for a minute, since not for infinite.
maybe then you'll find, the other half of your kind.
someone follow me to collect my camera~
someone follow me to collect my camera~
ps sorry boar, i can't let you in. you said you're feelings are not real...
let's leave it this way before we hurt more. ily. bon voyage.
Some words yet to be said,
of this feeling i'm afraid.
You say you're feelings' fade,
it all comes to you so easily.
I've tried so hard to trust,
believing this isn't lust.
Behind all this smiles,
is a girl who'd for you run miles.
So why do you make it hard,
when all she wants is your heart?
Is there a past you hide,
of which you've yet to confide.
Cause i'm sick of the pain,
the same ending in the rain.
Open your eyes,
and see the world more than lies.
Sew up the bleeding,
but it'll always be a scar fading.
Remember you're never alone,
i'd just wish you'd known.
Believe that i love you,
because i do that you too.
Before i go,
i hope you're not again low.
I will always be here,
even just to be you're listening ear.
I will be you're shoulder,
to the pain by the girl who left when she said forever.
Just know that we will be like a song,
with our memories never gone.
that's for you boar.
xo.
ill&out.
night.
maybe then you'll find, the other half of your kind.
someone follow me to collect my camera~
someone follow me to collect my camera~
ps sorry boar, i can't let you in. you said you're feelings are not real...
let's leave it this way before we hurt more. ily. bon voyage.
Some words yet to be said,
of this feeling i'm afraid.
You say you're feelings' fade,
it all comes to you so easily.
I've tried so hard to trust,
believing this isn't lust.
Behind all this smiles,
is a girl who'd for you run miles.
So why do you make it hard,
when all she wants is your heart?
Is there a past you hide,
of which you've yet to confide.
Cause i'm sick of the pain,
the same ending in the rain.
Open your eyes,
and see the world more than lies.
Sew up the bleeding,
but it'll always be a scar fading.
Remember you're never alone,
i'd just wish you'd known.
Believe that i love you,
because i do that you too.
Before i go,
i hope you're not again low.
I will always be here,
even just to be you're listening ear.
I will be you're shoulder,
to the pain by the girl who left when she said forever.
Just know that we will be like a song,
with our memories never gone.
that's for you boar.
xo.
ill&out.
night.
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Friday, November 28, 2008
♥ Honestly
so tell me honestly, do you really mean it when you said you love me
nobody's buying CDs...only one person.
HEYHEY.
i'l ill, and i started writing songs. hahahha.
dumb.
oh well. that's what happens when boredom kicks in.
The deafening screams,
the ending dreams.
If only i knew this ending,
i could have prevented the beginning.
Look at this heart,
of this girls' life you tore apart.
Was it ever in your plan,
to mean everything when you said it then.
I knew it just wasn't real,
but for you i'd be a fool.
You know i only live,
because you made me believe.
But everything comes to an end,
with pain and love hand in hand.
Don't you forget,
at least not this love you regret.
Many may think otherwise,
but to me it was all worth the cries.
You taught me to love myself,
and this will be a story i will tell.
To all that are lost,
of love and it's cost.
The dreams you made me hold on to,
and the lies you made to truth.
All i can say,
is i believed you all the way.
xo.
out&down.
nobody's buying CDs...only one person.
HEYHEY.
i'l ill, and i started writing songs. hahahha.
dumb.
oh well. that's what happens when boredom kicks in.
The deafening screams,
the ending dreams.
If only i knew this ending,
i could have prevented the beginning.
Look at this heart,
of this girls' life you tore apart.
Was it ever in your plan,
to mean everything when you said it then.
I knew it just wasn't real,
but for you i'd be a fool.
You know i only live,
because you made me believe.
But everything comes to an end,
with pain and love hand in hand.
Don't you forget,
at least not this love you regret.
Many may think otherwise,
but to me it was all worth the cries.
You taught me to love myself,
and this will be a story i will tell.
To all that are lost,
of love and it's cost.
The dreams you made me hold on to,
and the lies you made to truth.
All i can say,
is i believed you all the way.
xo.
out&down.
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
♥ dumdumdum
how can you say you love me, when clearly all you say are lies.
dum.di.dum.di.dum.dum.dum.
AHHAHAH. SLEEPOVER TIME. lots to plan. making earrings. OHOH. hee.
nvm.
can't reveal much. THEY are coming and i don't want to ruin it.
eh eh eh eh. i want to watch wild child. wtf....cinema's are screwed.....
23 is stuck...crap. i don't want to go insane...
ew. i feel so gross. haha. okok.
Anyway, selling my second CDs at:
Music: $2-$6!
Movies at $5-$10...
srsly. help me? i'll love you a lot.
most music CDs going at 3 bucks, movies mainly at $5.
gosh. people. even new ones like onerepublic, coldplay,the ting tings and stuff....
fine. not so new. but new enough....bought all with my own money.
FASTER make me rich, i'll love you. i need to buy presents...
okok.
srsly, help me kay. tks.
xo.
Want to plan Christmas Party.
sleepover.
outings.
and ewwww.
that's all.
kay.
baibye.
dum.di.dum.di.dum.dum.dum.
AHHAHAH. SLEEPOVER TIME. lots to plan. making earrings. OHOH. hee.
nvm.
can't reveal much. THEY are coming and i don't want to ruin it.
eh eh eh eh. i want to watch wild child. wtf....cinema's are screwed.....
23 is stuck...crap. i don't want to go insane...
ew. i feel so gross. haha. okok.
Anyway, selling my second CDs at:
Music: $2-$6!
Movies at $5-$10...
srsly. help me? i'll love you a lot.
most music CDs going at 3 bucks, movies mainly at $5.
gosh. people. even new ones like onerepublic, coldplay,the ting tings and stuff....
fine. not so new. but new enough....bought all with my own money.
FASTER make me rich, i'll love you. i need to buy presents...
okok.
srsly, help me kay. tks.
xo.
Want to plan Christmas Party.
sleepover.
outings.
and ewwww.
that's all.
kay.
baibye.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Sunday, November 23, 2008
♥ the loves are back
blahblahblackslheephlaveyloualnywlools.
load of crap(:
i want to sit in the rain and cry.
whee.
srsly,
someone save me.
The show the number 23, is ace.
madagascar 2, was not ace.
i want twilight soundtrack! & ts's album "Fearless"!
wtf.
vvvv lost.
nightnight.
xo.
load of crap(:
i want to sit in the rain and cry.
whee.
srsly,
someone save me.
The show the number 23, is ace.
madagascar 2, was not ace.
i want twilight soundtrack! & ts's album "Fearless"!
wtf.
vvvv lost.
nightnight.
xo.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Friday, November 21, 2008
♥ Breathe
" people like people but sometimes it don't work out "
I'm tired of sorrys.
babysitting.zonked.cramps.
i shall learn to live without you,
and live life the way i used to.
xo.
IMY LIZABIRD! & the other bird, chiao-er!
Lyguys.
I'm tired of sorrys.
babysitting.zonked.cramps.
i shall learn to live without you,
and live life the way i used to.
xo.
IMY LIZABIRD! & the other bird, chiao-er!
Lyguys.
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Thursday, November 20, 2008
♥ Cold As You
" & i know that you see what you doing to me, so tell me why "
all the reasons and excuses you make,
save them for we both know this is all about to fade.
i feel like i want to be with you, but i can't.
You only hurt me. I love you, but i can't. I don't want to.
I should really move on, i keep telling myself so.
I don't know how.
guess i just got too used to you as my life.
Hey?
hmm. not much. feels weird. want to sleep, hibernate.
uhmmmmmm. i looooooooove ...idk.
ugh. babysitting tomorrow. yeah.
oh well,
ta~
xo.
somehow i wish you'd still watch over me,
and this love you could see.
seriously, i need help.
all the reasons and excuses you make,
save them for we both know this is all about to fade.
i feel like i want to be with you, but i can't.
You only hurt me. I love you, but i can't. I don't want to.
I should really move on, i keep telling myself so.
I don't know how.
guess i just got too used to you as my life.
Hey?
hmm. not much. feels weird. want to sleep, hibernate.
uhmmmmmm. i looooooooove ...idk.
ugh. babysitting tomorrow. yeah.
oh well,
ta~
xo.
somehow i wish you'd still watch over me,
and this love you could see.
seriously, i need help.
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008
♥ No One Else
" can't help it if i wanna kiss you i the rain so "
stress. pack. study.
13 chapt.
math.
31st Jan.
China.
screw this.
I WANT TO GO OUT....
I need to go out.
i feel like going out.
this is gay.
i swear.
i can't go out!
ugh.
i fell yesterday.
so gay.
i feel really gay now.
gosh.
gaygaygay.
it hurts.
i don't know what hurts more.
the lies, or the bruises.
I srsly need a partner to go roam singapore.
anybody?
preferbly someone gay or is a female.
thanks.
I want to go shanghai oh so very much?
Nobody wants to go out.
so extremely gay!
C&R are like..AWAY.
UGH. & facebook is failing itself, and me.
Super GAY.
hate you, him and him.
fk off.
tks.
miss you guys terribly.
I bet I'm more fun than Melbourne.
(:
love,
xo.
stress. pack. study.
13 chapt.
math.
31st Jan.
China.
screw this.
I WANT TO GO OUT....
I need to go out.
i feel like going out.
this is gay.
i swear.
i can't go out!
ugh.
i fell yesterday.
so gay.
i feel really gay now.
gosh.
gaygaygay.
it hurts.
i don't know what hurts more.
the lies, or the bruises.
I srsly need a partner to go roam singapore.
anybody?
preferbly someone gay or is a female.
thanks.
I want to go shanghai oh so very much?
Nobody wants to go out.
so extremely gay!
C&R are like..AWAY.
UGH. & facebook is failing itself, and me.
Super GAY.
hate you, him and him.
fk off.
tks.
miss you guys terribly.
I bet I'm more fun than Melbourne.
(:
love,
xo.
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Saturday, November 15, 2008
♥ Roxanne
" why does my heart cry,
feelings i can't fight.
you're free to leave me,
just don't deceive me. "
watched Moulin Rouge again, bought the DVD yesterday.
so sad.
permed my frinch slightly...
getting "side" frinch back.
no texts/calls.
just walk away,
bid this love goodbye.
we both know we're through and done.
why do you hang on?
xox.
going aunty yok lee's place for farewell dinner.
ciao.
feelings i can't fight.
you're free to leave me,
just don't deceive me. "
watched Moulin Rouge again, bought the DVD yesterday.
so sad.
permed my frinch slightly...
getting "side" frinch back.
no texts/calls.
just walk away,
bid this love goodbye.
we both know we're through and done.
why do you hang on?
xox.
going aunty yok lee's place for farewell dinner.
ciao.
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Thursday, November 13, 2008
♥ Why
now you regret, so why don't you start to forget.
end it. fking end it.
i'm sick of your shit. damn liar.
i hate you.
go away.
go to your beloved ex.
i don't give a damn anymore, ok?
i waited for so long but no calls or sms.
damn.
was unwell and you passed me so many times like i was invisible.
to hell with you and your lies.
i'm over you.
go tell your lies to some other,
cause this time it's over.
xoxo.
out.
end it. fking end it.
i'm sick of your shit. damn liar.
i hate you.
go away.
go to your beloved ex.
i don't give a damn anymore, ok?
i waited for so long but no calls or sms.
damn.
was unwell and you passed me so many times like i was invisible.
to hell with you and your lies.
i'm over you.
go tell your lies to some other,
cause this time it's over.
xoxo.
out.
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
♥ That's The Way It Goes
"the greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and to be loved in return"
On Sunday, R&C came.
slacked in room first, then watch Moulin Rouge. SO DAMN SAD.
went out for dinner.
C stayed, R went home- slept at 12.
Monday, woke up early.
sleepy. school. checked papers. mum allowed c to stay again.
went to little india.
went to siglap centre to buy b&j's, ice cream and Cathy Glass books.
went home.
henna time, ate, watched notebook while snacking on cookie dough&milk buttons&maltesers.
fooled around.
slept at 10+++
Tuesday, SYOG.
roeing, wrestling, sailing, handball& triatholon.
ok.
diary entries for sim.
interview with Straits Times.
dance thing.
home.
comp.
dieded.
maybe i'll be one dead flame,
once this ends.
xo.
On Sunday, R&C came.
slacked in room first, then watch Moulin Rouge. SO DAMN SAD.
went out for dinner.
C stayed, R went home- slept at 12.
Monday, woke up early.
sleepy. school. checked papers. mum allowed c to stay again.
went to little india.
went to siglap centre to buy b&j's, ice cream and Cathy Glass books.
went home.
henna time, ate, watched notebook while snacking on cookie dough&milk buttons&maltesers.
fooled around.
slept at 10+++
Tuesday, SYOG.
roeing, wrestling, sailing, handball& triatholon.
ok.
diary entries for sim.
interview with Straits Times.
dance thing.
home.
comp.
dieded.
maybe i'll be one dead flame,
once this ends.
xo.
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Friday, November 07, 2008
♥ Mouth Shut Screams
N64 luh people. branded bags like celine, burbery and aigner going at lowest $30-$150 and for limited edition, $300 bucks? PLEASE!!!!
just text/call me. i'll send you pics.
help me(:
i'll love you a lot.
uhm, really.
Today was ACE/AWESOME/FUN/HYPE!
OHOHOHOHOH.
watched quantum of solace, met C&R to go SENTOSA.
first- pet lovers
second-daiso
third&last-SENTOSA.
then cab home.
i'm broke.
anyone want to sponser me?
hehe.
cursed gold class ticket.
today was just, the one of those really cool days. out the whole day.
plus, morning; went to club 21 bazaar.
been out the whole day....practically...
and tomorrow might be the same.
carnival, then home to shower and go to brianna's bday.
awesomeness.
may be having sleepover with C&R on sun-mon.
so awesome luh.
they never fail to crack me up, going high on the beach with people watching us.
ha.
the best.
ohoh.
making ourselves look weird,
classic.
love much.
xox.
out.
just text/call me. i'll send you pics.
help me(:
i'll love you a lot.
uhm, really.
Today was ACE/AWESOME/FUN/HYPE!
OHOHOHOHOH.
watched quantum of solace, met C&R to go SENTOSA.
first- pet lovers
second-daiso
third&last-SENTOSA.
then cab home.
i'm broke.
anyone want to sponser me?
hehe.
cursed gold class ticket.
today was just, the one of those really cool days. out the whole day.
plus, morning; went to club 21 bazaar.
been out the whole day....practically...
and tomorrow might be the same.
carnival, then home to shower and go to brianna's bday.
awesomeness.
may be having sleepover with C&R on sun-mon.
so awesome luh.
they never fail to crack me up, going high on the beach with people watching us.
ha.
the best.
ohoh.
making ourselves look weird,
classic.
love much.
xox.
out.
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Thursday, November 06, 2008
♥ Sell Your Heart
something about us went wrong, but forever will this memory be a song.
Wednesday was horror.
pure horror. went out after exam with mum till 5.
eating, walking, shopping, eating then shopping, and finally HOME.
my legs were hurting like hell yesterday.
Today, woke up, did PE project, ate, showered, went to school.
came home, painted nails, used comp, ate dinner, and now on the comp.
Tomorrow i am going to relax, have fun and forget everything for a while. So very tired still. I'm going out till late, i shall not answer any calls.
night.
xoxxx.
Wednesday was horror.
pure horror. went out after exam with mum till 5.
eating, walking, shopping, eating then shopping, and finally HOME.
my legs were hurting like hell yesterday.
Today, woke up, did PE project, ate, showered, went to school.
came home, painted nails, used comp, ate dinner, and now on the comp.
Tomorrow i am going to relax, have fun and forget everything for a while. So very tired still. I'm going out till late, i shall not answer any calls.
night.
xoxxx.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Tuesday, November 04, 2008
♥ Ever Mistakenly Fell In Love;
with someone you shouldn't have?
"that fire you ignited, good bad leave me undecided"
i'm breaking, pulled in all directions.
he doesn't want to listen, so what can i do when there's nothing left to do?
dang,dammit,damn.
i'm planning a farewell outing(:
Sentosa~
well maybe more than once.
watch the sunset and cam-whore.
go crazy.
want that tube!
ohohoh. i have decided,
i shall just be me.
RANDOM MUCH.
i'll be damned, math is tomorrow(:
easyeasyeasy. science was badbadbad.
ohno.
want to go for a big big big big big big big outing trail.
whoooooooooo.
out.
xox.
i can't be bothered anymore if you don't want to trust.
no calls, texts, messages. i'm done.
too much for me to take anymore.
"that fire you ignited, good bad leave me undecided"
i'm breaking, pulled in all directions.
he doesn't want to listen, so what can i do when there's nothing left to do?
dang,dammit,damn.
i'm planning a farewell outing(:
Sentosa~
well maybe more than once.
watch the sunset and cam-whore.
go crazy.
want that tube!
ohohoh. i have decided,
i shall just be me.
RANDOM MUCH.
i'll be damned, math is tomorrow(:
easyeasyeasy. science was badbadbad.
ohno.
want to go for a big big big big big big big outing trail.
whoooooooooo.
out.
xox.
i can't be bothered anymore if you don't want to trust.
no calls, texts, messages. i'm done.
too much for me to take anymore.
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Sunday, November 02, 2008
♥ Pained Love, Isn't It
" take the pain out of love and love won't exist "
go-awd. mugging. slacking. mugging. mugging.
dammit.
!!**&*&*!??!?!$?#%&U^%
so eff-ing tired. of everything.
chinese.
english.
geog was ace.
went to vivo after to meet mum&dad.
then they let me off~
damn.
watched lakeview terrace... it was apparently supposedly a comedy to carmel.
retard(:
then was HSM 3: senior year
quite cool yeah.
then the happened.
now, i'm suppose to be studying. but i'm feeling too heavy to continue.
anyway....
isn't it amazing that HSM is "lame" to some but the songs are catchy and the storyline not too bad? wtevr.
ohoh. wanna watch "yesman, N&N's infinite playlist, angus thongs and perfect snogging, madagascar 2, twilight, sex drive and igor". so awesome.
romance. nahh,
i just want to have fun and be who i am.
goshgoshgosh.
so here's the scoop,
i'm big time messedup.
want to watch Nights In Rodanthe luh.
science tmw.
i feel like crying much.
ha.
damn,
timeout.
this blog; RIP.
seeya in a few.
xo,
sarah.
go-awd. mugging. slacking. mugging. mugging.
dammit.
!!**&*&*!??!?!$?#%&U^%
so eff-ing tired. of everything.
chinese.
english.
geog was ace.
went to vivo after to meet mum&dad.
then they let me off~
damn.
watched lakeview terrace... it was apparently supposedly a comedy to carmel.
retard(:
then was HSM 3: senior year
quite cool yeah.
then the happened.
now, i'm suppose to be studying. but i'm feeling too heavy to continue.
anyway....
isn't it amazing that HSM is "lame" to some but the songs are catchy and the storyline not too bad? wtevr.
ohoh. wanna watch "yesman, N&N's infinite playlist, angus thongs and perfect snogging, madagascar 2, twilight, sex drive and igor". so awesome.
romance. nahh,
i just want to have fun and be who i am.
goshgoshgosh.
so here's the scoop,
i'm big time messedup.
want to watch Nights In Rodanthe luh.
science tmw.
i feel like crying much.
ha.
damn,
timeout.
this blog; RIP.
seeya in a few.
xo,
sarah.
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