Monday, July 28, 2008
♥ Messed Up Complication
Yes, i'm blogging again.
I feel so pathetic and really warm.
So, i can't decide what to think....to just go along with his words.
Or ignore those words and pretend they didn't stab me like a million knives.
Dang.
Speaking words so oridnary,
yet hot to the touch.
Melting like ice to water,
i've never love this much.
Follow my lead,
into my heart so weak.
Love it like you'd never,
and don't just say forever.
Love so tender,
and i promise true dear.
Time to switch off those blinding lights and sleep.
ciao~
xoxoxxxx.
I feel so pathetic and really warm.
So, i can't decide what to think....to just go along with his words.
Or ignore those words and pretend they didn't stab me like a million knives.
Dang.
Speaking words so oridnary,
yet hot to the touch.
Melting like ice to water,
i've never love this much.
Follow my lead,
into my heart so weak.
Love it like you'd never,
and don't just say forever.
Love so tender,
and i promise true dear.
Time to switch off those blinding lights and sleep.
ciao~
xoxoxxxx.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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♥ Done& Gone
no matter what you say, you're still not getting it your way.
Was it wrong that i just didn't want to lead you on? Sorry, next time i'll just keep it to myself.
Have you ever had your good intentions shapeshift into some negative thing before you? I have. It sucks, i swear. I'm not like your bloody ex luh! WTF. Never compare me with her please. Loving someone who doesn't feel it back is your burden to bear....why make it others? ARGH. FYI, YOU STARTED THIS DAMN FIGHT. FRIENDS LUH. WHAT DO YOU THINK? HUH? You think you're the only frickin person who can feel pain? Become her? I will never be her. I'm me. I told you even before i got into this frickin school that i will never change like that! I can't stop you from being frickin who you are and how you feel. I'm damn not asking to be back with you! WTH is your damn problem? SERIOUSLY. SURE! MY PLEASURE. I'll go away! I'll never talk to you again since you seem so damn keen on it. I promise, once i step out, it's forever.
Today, was a damn bore.
I wish to melt into a puddle of water and travel as water vapour.
i love ice cream/frozen yoghurt mochi.
damn damn damn. 180-standing broad jump. 36-S&R. 14 IPUs. 11.1- Shuttle Run. 30Sit-Ups.
300th poem over and out.
remember the first time i knew,
it was then i thought it would be something new.
Just to find out it was the same,
me being hurt again.
cheers to sweet memories,
the ones that taste so bittersweet.
& that was for you, my love.
xoxoxxx,
loves.
Was it wrong that i just didn't want to lead you on? Sorry, next time i'll just keep it to myself.
Have you ever had your good intentions shapeshift into some negative thing before you? I have. It sucks, i swear. I'm not like your bloody ex luh! WTF. Never compare me with her please. Loving someone who doesn't feel it back is your burden to bear....why make it others? ARGH. FYI, YOU STARTED THIS DAMN FIGHT. FRIENDS LUH. WHAT DO YOU THINK? HUH? You think you're the only frickin person who can feel pain? Become her? I will never be her. I'm me. I told you even before i got into this frickin school that i will never change like that! I can't stop you from being frickin who you are and how you feel. I'm damn not asking to be back with you! WTH is your damn problem? SERIOUSLY. SURE! MY PLEASURE. I'll go away! I'll never talk to you again since you seem so damn keen on it. I promise, once i step out, it's forever.
Today, was a damn bore.
I wish to melt into a puddle of water and travel as water vapour.
i love ice cream/frozen yoghurt mochi.
damn damn damn. 180-standing broad jump. 36-S&R. 14 IPUs. 11.1- Shuttle Run. 30Sit-Ups.
300th poem over and out.
remember the first time i knew,
it was then i thought it would be something new.
Just to find out it was the same,
me being hurt again.
cheers to sweet memories,
the ones that taste so bittersweet.
& that was for you, my love.
xoxoxxx,
loves.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Sunday, July 27, 2008
♥ Balancing On A Fine Thread
& i'm still trying to find a path on love, to follow through.
Enough crap on everything. I tried but was told to shove off in a way i never wanted to be ever told/treated. But, who cares. Claimed to want nothing but friendship and now i get crap. Bloody liar. Yeah, sure, i don't need your trust anyway. You live your life, i'll mess up mine and live it that way. I don't care if he breaks my heart. I don't care what you think. Your words are so contradicting and i don't hate you still. Know why? COS YOU'LL NOT HAVE IT YOUR WAY. HA. Which guy has ever tried hard to get me? None. You can give up now, i don't care. Who i'm with and what i become, shall not affect you. Like as if life is all butterflies and rainbows. UGH.
Droplets of pain shed,
all along knowing what laid ahead.
Last summers' butterflies,
slowly turning into moths of the past.
All that is left,
of what is broken.
No one ever knew,
what this heart took to mend.
Flowers so colourful,
taking the face of first love.
First so beautiful and charming,
then to wither and die.
Your words stale in my heart,
i shouldn't have cared right from the start.
i shall grant your wish,
xoxoxxx.
ciao love.
so after all that's happened,
am i just to forget?
Enough crap on everything. I tried but was told to shove off in a way i never wanted to be ever told/treated. But, who cares. Claimed to want nothing but friendship and now i get crap. Bloody liar. Yeah, sure, i don't need your trust anyway. You live your life, i'll mess up mine and live it that way. I don't care if he breaks my heart. I don't care what you think. Your words are so contradicting and i don't hate you still. Know why? COS YOU'LL NOT HAVE IT YOUR WAY. HA. Which guy has ever tried hard to get me? None. You can give up now, i don't care. Who i'm with and what i become, shall not affect you. Like as if life is all butterflies and rainbows. UGH.
Droplets of pain shed,
all along knowing what laid ahead.
Last summers' butterflies,
slowly turning into moths of the past.
All that is left,
of what is broken.
No one ever knew,
what this heart took to mend.
Flowers so colourful,
taking the face of first love.
First so beautiful and charming,
then to wither and die.
Your words stale in my heart,
i shouldn't have cared right from the start.
i shall grant your wish,
xoxoxxx.
ciao love.
so after all that's happened,
am i just to forget?
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Friday, July 25, 2008
♥ Love You Till The End
don't crush this heart so weak,
& please heed these words this lips speak.
Hey Hey Ho~
YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME.
I totally learnt how to say colourful words in french.
obviously i forgot...
ANYWAY.
Fort Siloso was cool! In a way.....andandand! Carmel, Chiaoooooooo& Shelly came over....
AHHAHAH. I spit pretzels at GiGi! The stupid laughing bird and retarded snobbish snail were so funny luh. cam-whoring with carmel's macbook was awesome! Played with fishes, went to paris, touched the moon, take pictures with cushions at a waterfall and rode a roller coaster. The effects made it so fun and funny, i swear, that photo booth application rocked my yesterday. Oh, it was so hard concentrating on PW script! HAHAHAH. But it was done anyway.
Today, was....BORING to the max! I thought it was rather stupid....complete waste of time. Took bus 67 to kemganban MRT ALONE for the first darn time, mummy picked me up and we went to the petrol station to stock up on ice cream and crackers! Okay.
That's about it.
so crush my heart,
& walk away.
xoxoxxx.
i love you till the end~
& please heed these words this lips speak.
Hey Hey Ho~
YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME.
I totally learnt how to say colourful words in french.
obviously i forgot...
ANYWAY.
Fort Siloso was cool! In a way.....andandand! Carmel, Chiaoooooooo& Shelly came over....
AHHAHAH. I spit pretzels at GiGi! The stupid laughing bird and retarded snobbish snail were so funny luh. cam-whoring with carmel's macbook was awesome! Played with fishes, went to paris, touched the moon, take pictures with cushions at a waterfall and rode a roller coaster. The effects made it so fun and funny, i swear, that photo booth application rocked my yesterday. Oh, it was so hard concentrating on PW script! HAHAHAH. But it was done anyway.
Today, was....BORING to the max! I thought it was rather stupid....complete waste of time. Took bus 67 to kemganban MRT ALONE for the first darn time, mummy picked me up and we went to the petrol station to stock up on ice cream and crackers! Okay.
That's about it.
so crush my heart,
& walk away.
xoxoxxx.
i love you till the end~
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
♥ Just Pretend
i told him that i love him then i tore his world apart.
I could swear i wanted it to last, but it all happened so fast.
Hey there faithful reader,
thanks for making me feel normal and that i'm not typing to myself, monologing. So today was kinda boring, i was pissed at Mr Reddy, somehow. Saw corn run so darn fast.....prettyboy runs but can't kick a ball properly. OH WELL. THEN, geog was boring. science, failed the stupid test and went high......math was fine. Ate lunch, had a one to 2 class with Miss Sim........Slacked.......stupid inter class.....stood at the soccer court, taking down scores. S'Kay. This day could be Awesome. It seemed like so much happened. Quite a bit happening. Tomorrow is the dang Art Expo....I GET TO SKIP HALF AN HOUR OF ENGLISH! HALLELUJAH! Dang mrs ng...put me in charge of thrash.....then the weird girl is in charge for the booth, IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ME! I don't want to be under her! the dangit weird person.
Okay.
Today was fun with Carmel when we were sooooo high cos we failed our science test.....and during the "tution".
tears fall to the ground,
as to the harmonious screams we sing along.
xoxoxxx,
rocker out.
I could swear i wanted it to last, but it all happened so fast.
Hey there faithful reader,
thanks for making me feel normal and that i'm not typing to myself, monologing. So today was kinda boring, i was pissed at Mr Reddy, somehow. Saw corn run so darn fast.....prettyboy runs but can't kick a ball properly. OH WELL. THEN, geog was boring. science, failed the stupid test and went high......math was fine. Ate lunch, had a one to 2 class with Miss Sim........Slacked.......stupid inter class.....stood at the soccer court, taking down scores. S'Kay. This day could be Awesome. It seemed like so much happened. Quite a bit happening. Tomorrow is the dang Art Expo....I GET TO SKIP HALF AN HOUR OF ENGLISH! HALLELUJAH! Dang mrs ng...put me in charge of thrash.....then the weird girl is in charge for the booth, IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ME! I don't want to be under her! the dangit weird person.
Okay.
Today was fun with Carmel when we were sooooo high cos we failed our science test.....and during the "tution".
tears fall to the ground,
as to the harmonious screams we sing along.
xoxoxxx,
rocker out.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Monday, July 21, 2008
♥ ha
please don't say words you don't mean, it'll probably hurt later on.
Yeah, IFD. Road marshalling was okay....got to hear some weird stuff.. but whatever. Probably ain't true anyway. UH. I stood there like an idiot taking pictures....and then went back...didn't change to costume.....went on stage.... 2 INTEGRITY TOTALLY OWNS. WE WON~ Fine, i couldn't participate, but i contributed.........wth. Yeah, that's about it. Interesting huh?....wth.eck. stayed back for art...............
boring.
boring.
boring.
yadayadayada. staying back again...interclass....
till the time comes,
this is my last.
xoxoxxx,
ciao~
Yeah, IFD. Road marshalling was okay....got to hear some weird stuff.. but whatever. Probably ain't true anyway. UH. I stood there like an idiot taking pictures....and then went back...didn't change to costume.....went on stage.... 2 INTEGRITY TOTALLY OWNS. WE WON~ Fine, i couldn't participate, but i contributed.........wth. Yeah, that's about it. Interesting huh?....wth.eck. stayed back for art...............
boring.
boring.
boring.
yadayadayada. staying back again...interclass....
till the time comes,
this is my last.
xoxoxxx,
ciao~
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Sunday, July 20, 2008
♥ Another Busy Week
prove me i am wrong, but you're so impossible.
Hey there~
So i've decided to blog just before the busy week starts. I feel like some empty idiot posting stuff just to clear the system for more pain to enter. How idiotic. Anyway, tomorrow duty for council and art, yes i'm a retard. Double time.....GOSH. I could just DIE. Then, there's wednesday, with all the ushering and stuff. GUESS WHAT. Gigi and I totally ripped part of drews' painting! OMFG. then i pieced it back. Well, technically it wasn't our fault! It's Mrs Ng's messiness! I was kind enough to piece it back with some effort. Of course, i could have left it like that, but Mrs Ng would have probably freak . SO, tomorrow's the day when the JAP wannabe's kick in. Awesome. SO, till the next post rocker~
i miss my lovely dudettes like, a heck lots.
shit, i need some time away from all this crap.
xoxoxxx,
ciao.
STOPSTOPSTOP ALL YOUR FREAKING CRAP! GOSH. i could spout a page full of profanities and you would somehow think i'm talking about you. DO WHATEVER okay? Just relax dude. Friends, i could promise. But It'd take a hell long time if you ever expect me to open up to you.
Sarah's reading PS I Love You and is so darn emotional.
xo.
Hey there~
So i've decided to blog just before the busy week starts. I feel like some empty idiot posting stuff just to clear the system for more pain to enter. How idiotic. Anyway, tomorrow duty for council and art, yes i'm a retard. Double time.....GOSH. I could just DIE. Then, there's wednesday, with all the ushering and stuff. GUESS WHAT. Gigi and I totally ripped part of drews' painting! OMFG. then i pieced it back. Well, technically it wasn't our fault! It's Mrs Ng's messiness! I was kind enough to piece it back with some effort. Of course, i could have left it like that, but Mrs Ng would have probably freak . SO, tomorrow's the day when the JAP wannabe's kick in. Awesome. SO, till the next post rocker~
i miss my lovely dudettes like, a heck lots.
shit, i need some time away from all this crap.
xoxoxxx,
ciao.
STOPSTOPSTOP ALL YOUR FREAKING CRAP! GOSH. i could spout a page full of profanities and you would somehow think i'm talking about you. DO WHATEVER okay? Just relax dude. Friends, i could promise. But It'd take a hell long time if you ever expect me to open up to you.
Sarah's reading PS I Love You and is so darn emotional.
xo.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Saturday, July 19, 2008
♥ Still Remember That Love
As soon as summer re-begins,
love seeks the heart within.
All the love a heart could hold,
was all that she gave right from the beginning.
so why can't you see,
all that's in me.
Gave all that a heart could offer,
but ended up in state of disaster.
Picked up the mess of what was left,
and getting told that it was for the best.
boy i hate it that you don't understand,
& that you blame it on me having so many insecurities.
emu, take away the U and replace it with O.
ha...
xo.
love seeks the heart within.
All the love a heart could hold,
was all that she gave right from the beginning.
so why can't you see,
all that's in me.
Gave all that a heart could offer,
but ended up in state of disaster.
Picked up the mess of what was left,
and getting told that it was for the best.
boy i hate it that you don't understand,
& that you blame it on me having so many insecurities.
emu, take away the U and replace it with O.
ha...
xo.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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♥ 1stdaylovecameback
the heat's getting to my brain, i promise.
"so after he leaves me helpless, i'm the one to blame for being myself?"
hi.
haha.
i have no more strength to shout or talk or be hyper.
haha. haha. ok, so today i went to SC for breakfast and then home, then to HFC for the damn talk which was so damn short when it was supposed to be 3 hours!
got cheated of my feelings mann.
ok.
then it started raining.
i was seriosuly pissed at the weather.
haha.
bought stuff to eat and drink from 7/11 and then headed to the retarded lizabeths' house.
She&Nat, totally sapped the life out of me.
It's amazing i can still stand.
thenthenthen, i went home.
ok.
yesterday, wasted 1 hour at least at school.
cos of the unawesome person.
ok, then stayed until 6, 6 plus?
it was okay, just really tired.
plus my stupid throat was burning at 12 in the night.
pure torture.
Totally passed PE though i tried the standing broad jump once for fun. hahaha.
it's fun!
like, i jumped 188!
IMPROVED! hee. but stupid school bermudas didn't let me jump properly.....
OH WELL. STILL HAPPY WITH THE RESULTS~
SO.
life. sucks. obviously. stupid idiot broke my heart and now blames me.
SORRY I couldn't be the type of girl to let the same person who broke my heart, back INTO IT.
frickin irritating, isn't it time we both moved on?
i'm not the type of girl to wait, so sorry.
warned him before.
I'm a sad case, yes i know but i don't really care. I go to emotional peoples' blogs and get emotional. Save me. I just can't help myself. When you wish to tell someone secretly that you love them, indirectly, how are they supposed to know it's really her/him? Oh gosh. I'm so lost, it's anotehr emtional attack. I hope it'll fade. I can't stand myself. I'm so darn tired cos being hyper while playingg TABOO was just too much for my ill heart to bear. Hate this stupid throat. 3rd bottle down.
reading PS I Love You....
oh, i have to get history on jap food, culture, trad costumes and history.
plus two trays. thank you lord for the Thai classmates who are awesome!
I'd die without them, having to do everything.....
ok. that's all for now i hope.
xoxoxxx,
ciao people.
"so after he leaves me helpless, i'm the one to blame for being myself?"
hi.
haha.
i have no more strength to shout or talk or be hyper.
haha. haha. ok, so today i went to SC for breakfast and then home, then to HFC for the damn talk which was so damn short when it was supposed to be 3 hours!
got cheated of my feelings mann.
ok.
then it started raining.
i was seriosuly pissed at the weather.
haha.
bought stuff to eat and drink from 7/11 and then headed to the retarded lizabeths' house.
She&Nat, totally sapped the life out of me.
It's amazing i can still stand.
thenthenthen, i went home.
ok.
yesterday, wasted 1 hour at least at school.
cos of the unawesome person.
ok, then stayed until 6, 6 plus?
it was okay, just really tired.
plus my stupid throat was burning at 12 in the night.
pure torture.
Totally passed PE though i tried the standing broad jump once for fun. hahaha.
it's fun!
like, i jumped 188!
IMPROVED! hee. but stupid school bermudas didn't let me jump properly.....
OH WELL. STILL HAPPY WITH THE RESULTS~
SO.
life. sucks. obviously. stupid idiot broke my heart and now blames me.
SORRY I couldn't be the type of girl to let the same person who broke my heart, back INTO IT.
frickin irritating, isn't it time we both moved on?
i'm not the type of girl to wait, so sorry.
warned him before.
I'm a sad case, yes i know but i don't really care. I go to emotional peoples' blogs and get emotional. Save me. I just can't help myself. When you wish to tell someone secretly that you love them, indirectly, how are they supposed to know it's really her/him? Oh gosh. I'm so lost, it's anotehr emtional attack. I hope it'll fade. I can't stand myself. I'm so darn tired cos being hyper while playingg TABOO was just too much for my ill heart to bear. Hate this stupid throat. 3rd bottle down.
reading PS I Love You....
oh, i have to get history on jap food, culture, trad costumes and history.
plus two trays. thank you lord for the Thai classmates who are awesome!
I'd die without them, having to do everything.....
ok. that's all for now i hope.
xoxoxxx,
ciao people.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Friday, July 18, 2008
♥ AwesomeNESS
i love you too baby.
HEYA.
I'm down with the damn sore throat bug.
I'm frickin tired but somehow, am amazingly AWAKE.
DUDE, i'm like overwhelmed with LOTS of emotions.
HAHAHAHA. I feel high.
on strepsils.
honey, the replacement of sugar.
get it?
NVM.
Haven't been on the computer for quite a while. Got lots of duties.
haha.
anyway,
that's about it for now.
& baby when i'm fast asleep,
it's then my heart knows you're a part of me.
xoxoxxx.
spin the top, to the floor and drop.
awesome dude,
ciao~
HEYA.
I'm down with the damn sore throat bug.
I'm frickin tired but somehow, am amazingly AWAKE.
DUDE, i'm like overwhelmed with LOTS of emotions.
HAHAHAHA. I feel high.
on strepsils.
honey, the replacement of sugar.
get it?
NVM.
Haven't been on the computer for quite a while. Got lots of duties.
haha.
anyway,
that's about it for now.
& baby when i'm fast asleep,
it's then my heart knows you're a part of me.
xoxoxxx.
spin the top, to the floor and drop.
awesome dude,
ciao~
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
♥ I Love You Too Baby
"i remember when the world stood still, the first time we kissed"
you intoxicate me baby.
HeyHO!
DONE WITH FEW SETS OF EIGHTS WITH SOME EFFORT.
I'm so dead tired.
totally screwed up today's science stupid test.
ME AND GIGI WERE LIKE, I GIVE UP.
cos we didn't even study AT ALL.
So awesome mann.
OHOHOH!
Bought the jap uniform for international friendship day on sunday with other stuff. I GOT A HAMBURGER PHONE! SO AWESOME! NOW I JUST NEED A LINE. haha.
stayed back yesterday till 6 for inter class competition.
static touch is so awesome dude! SERIOUSLY.
My feet is pain-ing la.
so damn annoying la-h.
HAHA.
okok.
Seriously, Taylor Lautner is HOTTER THAN DARN ROBERT PATTINSON.
no math today. mr tan was OOA today.
Ben's mum gave me a lift home~
haha.
damn aaron and kenneth came home.
THEY DON'T WANT TO GIVE ME MY FIFTY BUCKS!
WTF!
HAHAHHA.
crap story that i was with k for 2 secs......
OH.
i was majorly cranky during the morning.
shouted at the class to shut up, obviously they started again....
then totally got pissed at Shelly countless of times, but seriously....
anyway, these few days happened.
haha.
whatever mann.
if you cared, you'd ask me yourself for the rest.
for now,
ciao~
you intoxicate me baby.
HeyHO!
DONE WITH FEW SETS OF EIGHTS WITH SOME EFFORT.
I'm so dead tired.
totally screwed up today's science stupid test.
ME AND GIGI WERE LIKE, I GIVE UP.
cos we didn't even study AT ALL.
So awesome mann.
OHOHOH!
Bought the jap uniform for international friendship day on sunday with other stuff. I GOT A HAMBURGER PHONE! SO AWESOME! NOW I JUST NEED A LINE. haha.
stayed back yesterday till 6 for inter class competition.
static touch is so awesome dude! SERIOUSLY.
My feet is pain-ing la.
so damn annoying la-h.
HAHA.
okok.
Seriously, Taylor Lautner is HOTTER THAN DARN ROBERT PATTINSON.
no math today. mr tan was OOA today.
Ben's mum gave me a lift home~
haha.
damn aaron and kenneth came home.
THEY DON'T WANT TO GIVE ME MY FIFTY BUCKS!
WTF!
HAHAHHA.
crap story that i was with k for 2 secs......
OH.
i was majorly cranky during the morning.
shouted at the class to shut up, obviously they started again....
then totally got pissed at Shelly countless of times, but seriously....
anyway, these few days happened.
haha.
whatever mann.
if you cared, you'd ask me yourself for the rest.
for now,
ciao~
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Thursday, July 10, 2008
♥ Never Sure
TAYLOR LAUTNER OWNS ROBERT PATTINSON'S ARSE!
yepp~
TAYLOR LAUTNER IS HOTHOTHOT.
model material, actor, singer!
"baby come carry me away. One Love, One Love, One Love."
So everytime you smile my heart goes "BOOM BOOM BOOM".
HEY~
Frickin spammer spoilt my mood earlier on but i shall ignore as it's nothing much.
So, school was fine.
Super tired though.
meeting.
rain.
home at 7 plus going on 8.
one love that i'm sure of,
ciao.
xoxoxxx.
if you could only let us know each other,
we could tell whether it is love or lust.
From these tender lips,
spill the truth of the heart.
From those misleading eyes,
this heart follows into a labyrinth.
yepp~
TAYLOR LAUTNER IS HOTHOTHOT.
model material, actor, singer!
"baby come carry me away. One Love, One Love, One Love."
So everytime you smile my heart goes "BOOM BOOM BOOM".
HEY~
Frickin spammer spoilt my mood earlier on but i shall ignore as it's nothing much.
So, school was fine.
Super tired though.
meeting.
rain.
home at 7 plus going on 8.
one love that i'm sure of,
ciao.
xoxoxxx.
if you could only let us know each other,
we could tell whether it is love or lust.
From these tender lips,
spill the truth of the heart.
From those misleading eyes,
this heart follows into a labyrinth.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Wednesday, July 09, 2008
♥ Can't Help But Wait
"if you give me a chance i will love you right"
cos i know i can do better.
ANDREW CHU IS DUMB.
that's sad news HCIS,
dumb VP...
OH WELL.
I LOVE TAYLOR LAUTNER.
HOTHOTHOT!
xoxoxxx.
cos i know i can do better.
ANDREW CHU IS DUMB.
that's sad news HCIS,
dumb VP...
OH WELL.
I LOVE TAYLOR LAUTNER.
HOTHOTHOT!
xoxoxxx.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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♥ Sunset Romance
i just can't explain the way i feel, maybe it's not real.
math test was alright.
boring day.
annoying yan.
GOSH.
YOU BLOODY IDIOT. I so hate you right now! FINE. If you're not in pain, GO AWAY. Stop being all weird. I don't know who you've become. Don't want to give a second chance to love. HAPPY? ARGH. WHATEVER. i can't be bothered anymore.
Damn this feeling. I promise this is totally crap, he's ignoring me. How awesome....WTF. ARGH. I want to freaking scream right now.
my life,
condemned.
this love,
hopeless.
to all,
goodbye.
& baby do you know how cold it is without you?
i miss you.
math test was alright.
boring day.
annoying yan.
GOSH.
YOU BLOODY IDIOT. I so hate you right now! FINE. If you're not in pain, GO AWAY. Stop being all weird. I don't know who you've become. Don't want to give a second chance to love. HAPPY? ARGH. WHATEVER. i can't be bothered anymore.
Damn this feeling. I promise this is totally crap, he's ignoring me. How awesome....WTF. ARGH. I want to freaking scream right now.
my life,
condemned.
this love,
hopeless.
to all,
goodbye.
& baby do you know how cold it is without you?
i miss you.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Tuesday, July 08, 2008
♥ Friggin FOOSH!
words seem useless at this point, one makes me speechless and the other would just be pointless if i was to say anything.
"the more in love you are, the more irrational it all becomes"
& in case you're wondering, foosh is NOT a word. Not that i know of anyway.
so i'll start off with school,
Mass Exercise was boring, couldn't concentrate on the notes! My favourite food was there?
NVM.
Break, totally numbed my arms with 4 cold drinks? Oh...saw *&%*%*%^ .
no contact today.just *$#@& looking at **.
Geog, crammed and mugged-test-totally blanked for one qns, think i lost about 4marks. WTH.
Science, she went through the practical worksheet and i kept laughing that she called me. I couldn't be bothered. SORRY. Just that, she is BORING.
Math, did some random questions.
i think i got into council.
wtheck?
haha.
waited half an hour, got home.
if you think what you infer is right, go right ahead and do what you want-forget me-i'm sorry, this is me. It's not like me to give my heart away to someone who let THAT happen to me once. ONCE is enough, and it's not like you're the first to let it happen.
I'm a Love Fool, i know better. I've given up on all these, you should've known better. Tell me, what's there to talk about that won't lead to any of these? You're not the only one in pain. You want to know what i think? WHY THE HELL DID YOU HAVE TO CHANGE? it sucks mann. seriously, i'm over all of it.
what if those lips,
give these feelings away without a warning.
& those eyes that burn my heart,
if only you knew.
with you my heart seems to open up,
and let you in.
you're the first to do that,
knock me off my feet surprisingly.
I try to make sense of what i'm feeling,
all the logic that i'm suddenly losing.
I think twice if it's love,
something real and sweet finally.
Somehow i try to fall deeper,
but restriction holds my feelings.
xoxo.
won't you tell me what to think?
you're eyes are just so misleading.
"the more in love you are, the more irrational it all becomes"
& in case you're wondering, foosh is NOT a word. Not that i know of anyway.
so i'll start off with school,
Mass Exercise was boring, couldn't concentrate on the notes! My favourite food was there?
NVM.
Break, totally numbed my arms with 4 cold drinks? Oh...saw *&%*%*%^ .
no contact today.just *$#@& looking at **.
Geog, crammed and mugged-test-totally blanked for one qns, think i lost about 4marks. WTH.
Science, she went through the practical worksheet and i kept laughing that she called me. I couldn't be bothered. SORRY. Just that, she is BORING.
Math, did some random questions.
i think i got into council.
wtheck?
haha.
waited half an hour, got home.
if you think what you infer is right, go right ahead and do what you want-forget me-i'm sorry, this is me. It's not like me to give my heart away to someone who let THAT happen to me once. ONCE is enough, and it's not like you're the first to let it happen.
I'm a Love Fool, i know better. I've given up on all these, you should've known better. Tell me, what's there to talk about that won't lead to any of these? You're not the only one in pain. You want to know what i think? WHY THE HELL DID YOU HAVE TO CHANGE? it sucks mann. seriously, i'm over all of it.
what if those lips,
give these feelings away without a warning.
& those eyes that burn my heart,
if only you knew.
with you my heart seems to open up,
and let you in.
you're the first to do that,
knock me off my feet surprisingly.
I try to make sense of what i'm feeling,
all the logic that i'm suddenly losing.
I think twice if it's love,
something real and sweet finally.
Somehow i try to fall deeper,
but restriction holds my feelings.
xoxo.
won't you tell me what to think?
you're eyes are just so misleading.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Monday, July 07, 2008
♥ Winter Tears
"he said, the clouds i can handle. But i can't fight an eclipse."
"take care of my heart -i left it with you"
25 days+ till release of breaking dawn, twilight saga.
31 days to my damn teeth are finally free.
School, tomorrow -geog test.
day after tomorrow -math test.
yet, i'm happy cos i get to...........
anyway,i'm 3/4's done with eclipse and read new moon finished already.
It's just awesome! I mean the books. I want to buy The Host, sounds interesting. Still, twilight series is nicer. So back to Earth-life-i think i'm pretty much dead. Nothing much going on except that i can't seem to stop thinking of him. It's in control, but whenever i have space to think, it's about him! WTHECK.
Went for dental and got totally disappointed! ONE MORE DARN MONTH!!!!! ARGH!
went to baker's inn for lunch, the market place for groceries then home. Slacked all the way. Read eclipse. I want my own Edward. Haha. I know, stop dreaming. HECK. Supposed to study for geog test but i left my geog textbook and notes in school. So, it's mugging and cramming tomorrow. OH WELL. I CAN DO IT.
Did i mention, i'm ushering for the Art Fest thing? Missing 1 period of Math in the morning, staying back from 1:10-5:10, then celebration for the success i suppose. Not confirmed.
I feel lifeless.
I totally hate that guys in general are being really weird to me! Like, ARGH! annoying...I mean, why can't they just be themselves? Are they that bad? Well, some guys just simply love sucking my blood without knowing and if i complain/scold, they play the messed-up-attitude card. SERIOUSLY! GOSH.
Okay.
chill down time.
Could you please just say it in my face instead of putting annoying crossed out messages?
If you think you are, you are. Stop finding self-pity or attention. WTHECK. like, i hate it when someone wants to say it but doesn't dare. Okay, i don't hate anyone....never really did. I'll hate you only if you do.
i'm talking to myself. great.
& do you know each time our eyes meet,
it's like you set my heart on fire.
xoxoxxx.
"take care of my heart -i left it with you"
25 days+ till release of breaking dawn, twilight saga.
31 days to my damn teeth are finally free.
School, tomorrow -geog test.
day after tomorrow -math test.
yet, i'm happy cos i get to...........
anyway,i'm 3/4's done with eclipse and read new moon finished already.
It's just awesome! I mean the books. I want to buy The Host, sounds interesting. Still, twilight series is nicer. So back to Earth-life-i think i'm pretty much dead. Nothing much going on except that i can't seem to stop thinking of him. It's in control, but whenever i have space to think, it's about him! WTHECK.
Went for dental and got totally disappointed! ONE MORE DARN MONTH!!!!! ARGH!
went to baker's inn for lunch, the market place for groceries then home. Slacked all the way. Read eclipse. I want my own Edward. Haha. I know, stop dreaming. HECK. Supposed to study for geog test but i left my geog textbook and notes in school. So, it's mugging and cramming tomorrow. OH WELL. I CAN DO IT.
Did i mention, i'm ushering for the Art Fest thing? Missing 1 period of Math in the morning, staying back from 1:10-5:10, then celebration for the success i suppose. Not confirmed.
I feel lifeless.
I totally hate that guys in general are being really weird to me! Like, ARGH! annoying...I mean, why can't they just be themselves? Are they that bad? Well, some guys just simply love sucking my blood without knowing and if i complain/scold, they play the messed-up-attitude card. SERIOUSLY! GOSH.
Okay.
chill down time.
Could you please just say it in my face instead of putting annoying crossed out messages?
If you think you are, you are. Stop finding self-pity or attention. WTHECK. like, i hate it when someone wants to say it but doesn't dare. Okay, i don't hate anyone....never really did. I'll hate you only if you do.
i'm talking to myself. great.
& do you know each time our eyes meet,
it's like you set my heart on fire.
xoxoxxx.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
8:18 PM
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Saturday, July 05, 2008
♥ Remember
"you make it hard to smile, because you make it hard to breathe"
yeah.
So today, it's to the carnival thing with liz and meeting hazel. If it turns boring, we'll go to parkway. Oh. Probably going to Laguna for dinner.........I'm so darn bored. I want to talk to the "owner" of Anderson Ice Cream. I'm weird, screwed, messed up, and rotting. 2 more hours...I bet we'll be late! i mean it's elizabeth! Just playing aight? So, that's it i guess. I'm trying to get rid of the feeling! It's annoying! I've never known i could be like this.
the sunset commences the end,
while sunrise is just another awkward beginning.
the sun has seemed to stop rising for love,
and in my life i dare not think anew of this feeling.
xoxo,
sarah.
so long my dear, i shouldn't love you.
yeah.
So today, it's to the carnival thing with liz and meeting hazel. If it turns boring, we'll go to parkway. Oh. Probably going to Laguna for dinner.........I'm so darn bored. I want to talk to the "owner" of Anderson Ice Cream. I'm weird, screwed, messed up, and rotting. 2 more hours...I bet we'll be late! i mean it's elizabeth! Just playing aight? So, that's it i guess. I'm trying to get rid of the feeling! It's annoying! I've never known i could be like this.
the sunset commences the end,
while sunrise is just another awkward beginning.
the sun has seemed to stop rising for love,
and in my life i dare not think anew of this feeling.
xoxo,
sarah.
so long my dear, i shouldn't love you.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Friday, July 04, 2008
♥ TWILIGHT
OMFG
TAYLOR LAUTNER.
TAYLOR LAUTNER is acting in twilight as the awesome jacob black.
WTHECK.
AHAHHAHAH.
IT'S THE BOMB!
I MEAN, HE'S HOT.
OK.
BYE.
OMFG.
SO COOL LUH!!!!!
Another Cinderella Story rocks a lot too!!!!!!!
selena gomez dancing with drew seeley!
wtheck!
awesome mann!
ok.
bye.
TAYLOR LAUTNER.
TAYLOR LAUTNER is acting in twilight as the awesome jacob black.
WTHECK.
AHAHHAHAH.
IT'S THE BOMB!
I MEAN, HE'S HOT.
OK.
BYE.
OMFG.
SO COOL LUH!!!!!
Another Cinderella Story rocks a lot too!!!!!!!
selena gomez dancing with drew seeley!
wtheck!
awesome mann!
ok.
bye.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
10:00 PM
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Thursday, July 03, 2008
♥ I Like Corn, Do You?
HAHAH. Okay, only certain people will understand.
Anyway, i'm feeling super weird luh....
damn the interview.
I'm a super freak, i love cam-whoring during CCA. OMFG. It was awesome! Seriously! Okay, and relaxing by doing weird but fun dances with Carmel to the awesome songs we love just simply ROCKS. Okay, i can't remember what i wanted to say...OMFG. i want to talk to corn..it's just so fun. Uhm. right. will be taking off braces this coming monday. WANT TO GET BUDDY GLASSES! UBER MUST. Watched trailers during art too and i wanna watch mama mia, twilight(OMFG SO MUST) and i forgot what. ok. nvm. i feel annoyed. bye~
Anyway, i'm feeling super weird luh....
damn the interview.
I'm a super freak, i love cam-whoring during CCA. OMFG. It was awesome! Seriously! Okay, and relaxing by doing weird but fun dances with Carmel to the awesome songs we love just simply ROCKS. Okay, i can't remember what i wanted to say...OMFG. i want to talk to corn..it's just so fun. Uhm. right. will be taking off braces this coming monday. WANT TO GET BUDDY GLASSES! UBER MUST. Watched trailers during art too and i wanna watch mama mia, twilight(OMFG SO MUST) and i forgot what. ok. nvm. i feel annoyed. bye~
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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