Monday, June 30, 2008
♥ Vulnerable
"just because you're hurt, doesn't mean you can't bleed"
i can't be alone, that's just impossible
Hey there.
Yeah, i feel so f-ed up now. Just had a battle on the arena, aVSs MSN version. Today was pure kill-me-lessons-already-are-doing-a-real-slow-job-day. ARGH. i forgot to bring home the blue form! I'm just really messed up now. Don't know how, don't know why. I need to get a grip, starting with my bad habit of wanting something so much then after getting it, just dumping it. I'm screwed up. AH!! I'm so caught up in dreams. I need help, serious help.
So, i just can't think of a better and easier way to let it out since dancing is out-my stuff.
As tears drop to the ground,
i taste the bitterness from my lips.
The world seems to only know hate,
& no one can seem to stand out.
ARGH! I NEED TO DANCE. I CAN'T GO ON. FREAK IT ALREADY! WTHECK DID I EVER LEAVE....So f-ed up here...
sorry.
down.
xoxoxxx.
i can't be alone, that's just impossible
Hey there.
Yeah, i feel so f-ed up now. Just had a battle on the arena, aVSs MSN version. Today was pure kill-me-lessons-already-are-doing-a-real-slow-job-day. ARGH. i forgot to bring home the blue form! I'm just really messed up now. Don't know how, don't know why. I need to get a grip, starting with my bad habit of wanting something so much then after getting it, just dumping it. I'm screwed up. AH!! I'm so caught up in dreams. I need help, serious help.
So, i just can't think of a better and easier way to let it out since dancing is out-my stuff.
As tears drop to the ground,
i taste the bitterness from my lips.
The world seems to only know hate,
& no one can seem to stand out.
ARGH! I NEED TO DANCE. I CAN'T GO ON. FREAK IT ALREADY! WTHECK DID I EVER LEAVE....So f-ed up here...
sorry.
down.
xoxoxxx.
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Sunday, June 29, 2008
♥ It'sYou
for you see, you don't see the way i hurt baby.
it simply kills me at times like these.
I'm having mixed emotions. don't really feel like posting, but i am. somehow. i miss poetry.
i love deep stuff.
i feel so crapped up.
the walls close in,
as a new end begins.
everything suddenly seems frozen,
as i lay so still, broken.
suddenly thoughts of you overwhelm me,
i'm left speechless.
my mind is nothing but of blank,
just hope you won't forget me nevertheless.
YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME. i needed it.
I LOVE MY SLEEPDEPRIVERS.
xoxoxxx.
it simply kills me at times like these.
I'm having mixed emotions. don't really feel like posting, but i am. somehow. i miss poetry.
i love deep stuff.
i feel so crapped up.
the walls close in,
as a new end begins.
everything suddenly seems frozen,
as i lay so still, broken.
suddenly thoughts of you overwhelm me,
i'm left speechless.
my mind is nothing but of blank,
just hope you won't forget me nevertheless.
YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME. i needed it.
I LOVE MY SLEEPDEPRIVERS.
xoxoxxx.
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Friday, June 27, 2008
♥ One& Only Love
HAHAHHAHAHAHHA.
Second ELizabeth?
NO THANK YOU.
I want to be ME.
Not the crazy person with mental disorders(:
I'm just crazy baby.
WHOAH.
School's the ultimate.
i love zobo, aibo, C.A.S.S.Y Rhapsody and LIZARAH!
& baby did i tell you,
i still do miss you.
just tonight i shall sing to the stars my sorrows,
and of everything you should know,
I Love You so.
xoxoxxx.
ciao~
Second ELizabeth?
NO THANK YOU.
I want to be ME.
Not the crazy person with mental disorders(:
I'm just crazy baby.
WHOAH.
School's the ultimate.
i love zobo, aibo, C.A.S.S.Y Rhapsody and LIZARAH!
& baby did i tell you,
i still do miss you.
just tonight i shall sing to the stars my sorrows,
and of everything you should know,
I Love You so.
xoxoxxx.
ciao~
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
♥ Lizarah, Two Happy People/Besties
OMFG.
ILY SARAHBETH!
AHAHHHAHAHAAHAHAHHAH.
OMFG.
WE ARE THE RETARDS WHO JUST ROCK YOUR SHUCKLING WORLD!
ADMIT IT!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAH!
ok.
bye.
ILY ZOBO&AIBO!~
xxoxxx.
I LOVE LIFEHOUSE&SECONDHANDSERENADE&SWITCHFOOT&JESSEMCCARTNEY&WILLIAMMOSELEY
& LUKEMABLY&
LIZARAH.
ILY SARAHBETH!
AHAHHHAHAHAAHAHAHHAH.
OMFG.
WE ARE THE RETARDS WHO JUST ROCK YOUR SHUCKLING WORLD!
ADMIT IT!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAH!
ok.
bye.
ILY ZOBO&AIBO!~
xxoxxx.
I LOVE LIFEHOUSE&SECONDHANDSERENADE&SWITCHFOOT&JESSEMCCARTNEY&WILLIAMMOSELEY
& LUKEMABLY&
LIZARAH.
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
♥ I'mNotHigh
HEY.
SCHOOL'S COOL.
Except that i wish to be able to sleep! Can't seem to sleep since sunday night. HORRIBLE. I'm so cranky and tired after school....I like totally walked off when sean refused to go home..ANYWAY, read finished "How To Be Popular" and it is awesome! SERIOUSLY. AWESOME. Anyway, nothing much to post. Just wanted to post something.
ciao love~
xxoxxx.
SCHOOL'S COOL.
Except that i wish to be able to sleep! Can't seem to sleep since sunday night. HORRIBLE. I'm so cranky and tired after school....I like totally walked off when sean refused to go home..ANYWAY, read finished "How To Be Popular" and it is awesome! SERIOUSLY. AWESOME. Anyway, nothing much to post. Just wanted to post something.
ciao love~
xxoxxx.
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Sunday, June 22, 2008
♥ SCHOOL TOMORROW!
OMFG.
SCH TOMORROW!
SAW NEW TIMETABLES!
AWESOME!!!!!!
AHHAHAHAH.
CHEWLAOSHI IS OUR FT.
I THINK.
IT SAID THERE ANYWAY.
HAHAHAHHAHAH.
BIRDYCORN HAS MENTAL DISORDERS!
BUT ILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILY loads!!!!
HAPPY EARLY 14TH BIRTHDAY CRAZY!
WE ROCK!
THE SARABETH/LIZARAH TEAM.
YEAH!
AHHAHAHAHAHHA.
I understand you're in the stage of denial.
it's okay, you'll soon come to accept your imperfect self(:
hahahhahahahhahahahahah.
ILY~
ciaociao now~
xxxoxxx.
SCH TOMORROW!
SAW NEW TIMETABLES!
AWESOME!!!!!!
AHHAHAHAH.
CHEWLAOSHI IS OUR FT.
I THINK.
IT SAID THERE ANYWAY.
HAHAHAHHAHAH.
BIRDYCORN HAS MENTAL DISORDERS!
BUT ILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILY loads!!!!
HAPPY EARLY 14TH BIRTHDAY CRAZY!
WE ROCK!
THE SARABETH/LIZARAH TEAM.
YEAH!
AHHAHAHAHAHHA.
I understand you're in the stage of denial.
it's okay, you'll soon come to accept your imperfect self(:
hahahhahahahhahahahahah.
ILY~
ciaociao now~
xxxoxxx.
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♥ SCHOOL TOMORROW!
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Saturday, June 21, 2008
♥ SUPERBSAT/SUN
OMFGOMFGOMFG.
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA.
LIZ GOT SURPRISED!
SO DAMN COOL.
WILL BE SEEING YA'LL TOMORROW AND WE MUST CAM-WHORE LOTS!!!!!!!!!
AHAHHAHAHHAHAH.
IL&MY GUYS! HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHHA.
BIRDYCORN, this is my advanced birthday post to you in case i can't come online on tuesday! ILY LOADS though you seriosuly have mental disorderS. YES. with the capital S. AHAHHAHAHHA. Okay, i seriously hope you'll like what i made for you and don't thrash it in front of me. My heart will break. Did you know, you're like the best MENTAL friend i've ever had? Cos you're the only one i have! COOLNESS RIGHT? WE'll be the bangs.crazy.rockinn.bombPEOPLE. AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHHAH.
NOT FORGETTING ZOEY! OMFG. YOU'RE SO UPTIGHT! okay. TENSED. RELAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAX.
ILY ZOEY! I wish i could have been there to make your birthday really special and bomb you with gifts!!!!! ILYILYILYILYILYILYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!
&&FRANCE! FOR ACTUALLY BOTHERING TO READ MY BLOG! HAHAHHAHAHAHA. ILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILY~
THE REST, HECK. NAHH! I LOVE CHERYLKUEKZHIMIN! OMFGOMFGOMFG. WHY don't you talk to me anymore?IMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMY ILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYTTTTTTTTTTTT~!~!!!!!!!! I MISS DANCE MANN! AHHAHAhahHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
abiGAIL! YOU'RE SACARSM ROCKS MY shuckles. whatever that is. AHHAHAHAHAHAHA. ILYILYILYILYILYILYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMY!!!! YOU NEVER TALK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ABIGAIL! I LOVE IRRITATING YOU! TALKTOME! I SHALL IRRITATE/PESTER YOU TOMORROW!!!!!!
TERRIBLETERESA! NEVER ASK ME OUT! NVM. ILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMY
ALOT! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. I MISS DANCE! I MISS YOU! YOU SWEET AND NEUTRAL FRIEND!! WILL SEE YOU TOMORROW!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
xxoxxoxoxxxx,
sarah.
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DADADADADADADADADA.
SCHOOL'S IN A DAY!
OMGOMGOMG.
MY FRICKIN HAIR IS MAKING ME FRICKIN ANNOYED.
HI.
Okay.
Seriously, i need to get a grip. So, today, boring.
I'm so damn tired! i'm going to stay up today and sleep like a log tomorrow!
I THINK.
I just feel like it.
I'm getting emotional again...
I miss Zoey, Liz, Ryl, France, Teresa and abiGAIL.& so much more.
KILL ME ALREADY.
I'M SO BORED.
NEED TO GET PRESENTS.
xoxoxxx
SCHOOL'S IN A DAY!
OMGOMGOMG.
MY FRICKIN HAIR IS MAKING ME FRICKIN ANNOYED.
HI.
Okay.
Seriously, i need to get a grip. So, today, boring.
I'm so damn tired! i'm going to stay up today and sleep like a log tomorrow!
I THINK.
I just feel like it.
I'm getting emotional again...
I miss Zoey, Liz, Ryl, France, Teresa and abiGAIL.& so much more.
KILL ME ALREADY.
I'M SO BORED.
NEED TO GET PRESENTS.
xoxoxxx
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
♥ FullTimeFriend
Hi,
GET SMART WAS THE AWLSOME-STL.
Ok. Liz, wtheck are you talking bout on your post today?
GOSH.
are you seriously ill?
i'm so right about you, yesterday? everything i said? You, being mentally ill and all?HAHAH.
Ok, anyway, today was pure studying and boredom.
i've got nothing else to type sep that my fingers and feet are killing me.
xoxx.
GET SMART WAS THE AWLSOME-STL.
Ok. Liz, wtheck are you talking bout on your post today?
GOSH.
are you seriously ill?
i'm so right about you, yesterday? everything i said? You, being mentally ill and all?HAHAH.
Ok, anyway, today was pure studying and boredom.
i've got nothing else to type sep that my fingers and feet are killing me.
xoxx.
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Monday, June 16, 2008
♥ ABSOLUTEluahgterfunhypedupFREAKIT.
i'm high.
LIKE.
OMFG.
WE'RE GOING TO WATCH GET SMART FOR FREE. PRACTICALLY.
WTHECK.
I'M HYPED UP BY LIZ!
HAHAHHAAHHAHA.
FREE SEATING.
OMFG.
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAH.
OH.
i've got an extra bone at my foot! i can't run long distance! GOT MC.
SUPERB.
it's for life though.
kinda sad.
that isn't going to stop me from DANCING though!
OHOHOHOHOHOHOH.
CAN'T DO FLOORBALL AND 2.4km!
HAHHAHAH.
SO FUN-NEE.
I'm high.
ok.
i'm LAX-ing.
ermmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
hi.
ok.
bye~
LOVELIFE.
LIKE.
OMFG.
WE'RE GOING TO WATCH GET SMART FOR FREE. PRACTICALLY.
WTHECK.
I'M HYPED UP BY LIZ!
HAHAHHAAHHAHA.
FREE SEATING.
OMFG.
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAH.
OH.
i've got an extra bone at my foot! i can't run long distance! GOT MC.
SUPERB.
it's for life though.
kinda sad.
that isn't going to stop me from DANCING though!
OHOHOHOHOHOHOH.
CAN'T DO FLOORBALL AND 2.4km!
HAHHAHAH.
SO FUN-NEE.
I'm high.
ok.
i'm LAX-ing.
ermmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
hi.
ok.
bye~
LOVELIFE.
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Sunday, June 15, 2008
♥ A Beautiful Mess
"well it kind of hurts when the kinds of words you write, turn themselves into knives"
-Jason Mraz
Dear Blog,
Yeah, it's been a while again. I've stopped using the comp too much. It's boring at home and therefore i shall make an effort for more outings. Tomorrow, going to see the doctor about my stubborn foot. Finally, after half of a year. Inline Skating is fun. Let's hang out sometime, friends. Friday was skating, dinner at parkway then tution at Roxy. Saturday was a pure waste of precious time most of the day. I really should start doing work. Today, another boring day, i shall just turn on PS I Love You and start crying to my pathetic miserable self. Okay, got news from GiGi that first, "DEAR JOHN" by the one and only NICHOLAS SPARKS IS GOING TO BE TURNED INTO A FILM! HELL YEAH! &&& Channing Tatum is starring as JOHN. OHMG MUCH. COOLNESS. Uhm.....okay.
hey there friend or foe,
i've come back to write in peace of what i feel. I give up Love, stop hurting. What's the good of feeling you when it hurts so much? Love is never boastful nor conceited, jealous and so much more. Than this must be something else. I'm done, i just killed my own living heart. I just want to go out and have fun cos it'll be pointless crying now. Words i wish to speak would just turn to silence to your ears. Reasoning doesn't seem to worth anything. Anyway, with all due respect.
xxx,
sarah.
-Jason Mraz
Dear Blog,
Yeah, it's been a while again. I've stopped using the comp too much. It's boring at home and therefore i shall make an effort for more outings. Tomorrow, going to see the doctor about my stubborn foot. Finally, after half of a year. Inline Skating is fun. Let's hang out sometime, friends. Friday was skating, dinner at parkway then tution at Roxy. Saturday was a pure waste of precious time most of the day. I really should start doing work. Today, another boring day, i shall just turn on PS I Love You and start crying to my pathetic miserable self. Okay, got news from GiGi that first, "DEAR JOHN" by the one and only NICHOLAS SPARKS IS GOING TO BE TURNED INTO A FILM! HELL YEAH! &&& Channing Tatum is starring as JOHN. OHMG MUCH. COOLNESS. Uhm.....okay.
hey there friend or foe,
i've come back to write in peace of what i feel. I give up Love, stop hurting. What's the good of feeling you when it hurts so much? Love is never boastful nor conceited, jealous and so much more. Than this must be something else. I'm done, i just killed my own living heart. I just want to go out and have fun cos it'll be pointless crying now. Words i wish to speak would just turn to silence to your ears. Reasoning doesn't seem to worth anything. Anyway, with all due respect.
xxx,
sarah.
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
♥ Bottled Up
Take Me Away.
HEY YOU.
Been some time that i've blogged huh? Well, Monday wasn't much for me. Tuesday was the first inline skating lesson, basics-not as easy as you might think-done. Then went to school to pay school fees, came home and slacked all the way. Today, skating lesson was cancelled due to bad weather. Now, i'm bored to death and just wanna GO OUT. Only allowed to go out next week. Tuesday is booked by Liz.
& i have dental on that day. Maybe i'll go for dental in the morning.
GOSH.
I feel so messed up now, just wanna SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
Love led me along a path,
and guided me through pain.
Frost with the physcial feeling,
and dying from the mental torturing.
Lips sealed with secrets,
and heart sewn back with lies.
Secrets filled with pure truth,
and lies covered with bitterness.
Lost and confusion mixed,
and pain remains fixed.
till the pain dies or floods,
this post remains my last.
HEY YOU.
Been some time that i've blogged huh? Well, Monday wasn't much for me. Tuesday was the first inline skating lesson, basics-not as easy as you might think-done. Then went to school to pay school fees, came home and slacked all the way. Today, skating lesson was cancelled due to bad weather. Now, i'm bored to death and just wanna GO OUT. Only allowed to go out next week. Tuesday is booked by Liz.
& i have dental on that day. Maybe i'll go for dental in the morning.
GOSH.
I feel so messed up now, just wanna SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
Love led me along a path,
and guided me through pain.
Frost with the physcial feeling,
and dying from the mental torturing.
Lips sealed with secrets,
and heart sewn back with lies.
Secrets filled with pure truth,
and lies covered with bitterness.
Lost and confusion mixed,
and pain remains fixed.
till the pain dies or floods,
this post remains my last.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Sunday, June 08, 2008
♥ Half Dead
Literally.
Relax.
Just so zonked from staying up/
reading.
Woke up countless times.
Sean's on the plane,
coming home.
With PRESENTS.
presents to me, are just physical materials that prove someone actually remembers you.
i have been forced to blog.
& therefore,
i have.
HAHAH.
UncleE&AuntS's wedding yest.
Superb.
Crazy Guy Cousin.
Tired.
xxoxxox,
sarah.
Relax.
Just so zonked from staying up/
reading.
Woke up countless times.
Sean's on the plane,
coming home.
With PRESENTS.
presents to me, are just physical materials that prove someone actually remembers you.
i have been forced to blog.
& therefore,
i have.
HAHAH.
UncleE&AuntS's wedding yest.
Superb.
Crazy Guy Cousin.
Tired.
xxoxxox,
sarah.
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Friday, June 06, 2008
♥ I Promise, True
so many hearts broken, but it's not like you're the only one.
grow up.
please.
i've had my turn.
Dear blogger/you/reader/love,
I try to be me, very hard and yet, people prevent me from doing so. Sure, i've got my flaws but, who doesn't? Please call IMH if you've none, or get help. It's your own problem if you can't see it like others. She's no better. Though her life is much smoother than mine, in terms of THAT, that doesn't mean she's a perfect pretty pooch. yeah yeah, guys like her. But they know she's a damn flirt. So in what way, does that make her any better? Though she's a athelete and received flowers on Valentines Day, i don't think i'm inferior to her in ANY way. No one will bring me down, and no one can tell me who to be. Should have seen it all coming, you and her plus her puppet are so close. Leave me out of your life, please do.
WOAH.
I just totally let go. HEY THERE.
i shall try to be cheery about this small matter though i really had to type out all those(:
Woke up at 9:30 completely, went to Parkway, bought stuff and now i am listening to Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade. That song just gets to me! OH. Tution in 2 hours 50 mins time. So ready mann!
To PiDo,
ILY. You're not online~ Waiting but you're not talking~
I promise you my heart until the day you break it.
PS BLOG PLEASE(:
With this,
i end here....
sarah.
grow up.
please.
i've had my turn.
Dear blogger/you/reader/love,
I try to be me, very hard and yet, people prevent me from doing so. Sure, i've got my flaws but, who doesn't? Please call IMH if you've none, or get help. It's your own problem if you can't see it like others. She's no better. Though her life is much smoother than mine, in terms of THAT, that doesn't mean she's a perfect pretty pooch. yeah yeah, guys like her. But they know she's a damn flirt. So in what way, does that make her any better? Though she's a athelete and received flowers on Valentines Day, i don't think i'm inferior to her in ANY way. No one will bring me down, and no one can tell me who to be. Should have seen it all coming, you and her plus her puppet are so close. Leave me out of your life, please do.
WOAH.
I just totally let go. HEY THERE.
i shall try to be cheery about this small matter though i really had to type out all those(:
Woke up at 9:30 completely, went to Parkway, bought stuff and now i am listening to Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade. That song just gets to me! OH. Tution in 2 hours 50 mins time. So ready mann!
To PiDo,
ILY. You're not online~ Waiting but you're not talking~
I promise you my heart until the day you break it.
PS BLOG PLEASE(:
With this,
i end here....
sarah.
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Thursday, June 05, 2008
♥ Big Skinny Liar
I'm sick of the world critizing me and never ending of negativety.
Nobody asked you to love me,
thought you would be matured enough to handle everything.
guess i'm wrong.
once again.
You can never be him, see why?
you can't understand.
More to come soon,
i end here today.
xoxxo,
sarah.
Nobody asked you to love me,
thought you would be matured enough to handle everything.
guess i'm wrong.
once again.
You can never be him, see why?
you can't understand.
More to come soon,
i end here today.
xoxxo,
sarah.
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Tuesday, June 03, 2008
♥ rush-ED
HEY YA!
YesYesYes. I'll post more pictures asap. I promise. I'm so tired and i don't know why. I'm feeling super lost and just want to sleep soon. UHM....
Today, woke up and drank milk then went to my room and finished reading The Choice. It was super nice! Then was lunch, played, watched TV, talked to PiDo, slacked, played. Watched more TV and then ate dinner and here i am using the computer, blogging and going to upload pictures for keepsake. Gosh, i love you baby! You always know how to make me smile! HAHAH. Oh! Today is such a bore! I so wanna go out ASAP. HAVE FUN is the main priority.
More to come soon,
ciao for now~
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Monday, June 02, 2008
♥ Love
you're my everything& all that i would need.
Hey you!
Have you ever had somebody trying to teach you how to be you? Your own parent perhaps? I do anyway. It is annoying and i appreciate the sharing part, but definitely not the part where i am asked to change. I feel extremely uncomfortable and i always know that i want to be me. Today, time flew really fast for me and i think that i wasted a lot of time besides the fact that i slept more than usual. I barely ate, somehow my appetite went down since camp. Maybe it's just cause of my annoying throat. i just wish i could lie on my bed and talk to IT* right now, waiting for IT to come online. Feels so weird and i'm really cranky today for some reason i do NOT know. Everybody's so sick of life and i agree that i used to think that way but now, i just look forward to the future. Though sometimes i wish i could die on the spot? I guess i want to be more realistic. Anyway, that's all for today.
ciao~
Hey you!
Have you ever had somebody trying to teach you how to be you? Your own parent perhaps? I do anyway. It is annoying and i appreciate the sharing part, but definitely not the part where i am asked to change. I feel extremely uncomfortable and i always know that i want to be me. Today, time flew really fast for me and i think that i wasted a lot of time besides the fact that i slept more than usual. I barely ate, somehow my appetite went down since camp. Maybe it's just cause of my annoying throat. i just wish i could lie on my bed and talk to IT* right now, waiting for IT to come online. Feels so weird and i'm really cranky today for some reason i do NOT know. Everybody's so sick of life and i agree that i used to think that way but now, i just look forward to the future. Though sometimes i wish i could die on the spot? I guess i want to be more realistic. Anyway, that's all for today.
ciao~
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Sunday, June 01, 2008
♥ BACK& drained
HELLO YOU!
I'M BACK FINALLY!
Camp? We'll get to that soon aye?
SO! Okay, i am so very tired from church camp which was horrible without my handphone! I feel so happy~ haha.
Okay, i'll start with the very first night of torture. Reached the camp site at like 8 plus? Had briefing and supper, stayed awake till 2 and woke up at 4:45? Major mistake! Felt super sleepy and zonked with the others. OH! We made new friends too! Dion, Risa, Christene and Elizabeth GOH. Okay, i just had to type that. Then, the next morning, i fell ill! If i'm not wrong. Sabrina nursed me and Eunice gave me vita C which didn't work... I'm so lost. Anyway, yeah. I managed to miss some stuff and get some beauty rest! Which was great cos i felt really really really HORRIBLE. Anyway, after everything it was time for super and, the people were so pissed at us that we had a 30mins lecture on our behaviour. It was draining even more of my energy somehow. I was in my "PJ's" when i went down to the prayer room. Then, went up and fell asleep after awhile and woke up at 7:30. I still feel tired. Today, we had sessions, OMG. i broke down at the letters part.
I'm not EMO~
Had lunch, i actually ate a meal by myself! First time...
Sang and sang and laughed.
Had mass, and soon we got our hp's back and stupid, crazy James took my hp and didn't want to give luh! I snatched it and ran back. THEN, it was CAM-WHORING TIME! MAJOR SATISFIED though i look like a weirdo~ Anyway, reached HF around 4 plus and waited for daddy to pick me up with Natasha who left earlier than me. THERE'S CAMP NEXT YEAR AGAIN! GOSH! The two guys said so. The temporary YFs? okay, that's about it.
Ciao~
I'M BACK FINALLY!
Camp? We'll get to that soon aye?
SO! Okay, i am so very tired from church camp which was horrible without my handphone! I feel so happy~ haha.
Okay, i'll start with the very first night of torture. Reached the camp site at like 8 plus? Had briefing and supper, stayed awake till 2 and woke up at 4:45? Major mistake! Felt super sleepy and zonked with the others. OH! We made new friends too! Dion, Risa, Christene and Elizabeth GOH. Okay, i just had to type that. Then, the next morning, i fell ill! If i'm not wrong. Sabrina nursed me and Eunice gave me vita C which didn't work... I'm so lost. Anyway, yeah. I managed to miss some stuff and get some beauty rest! Which was great cos i felt really really really HORRIBLE. Anyway, after everything it was time for super and, the people were so pissed at us that we had a 30mins lecture on our behaviour. It was draining even more of my energy somehow. I was in my "PJ's" when i went down to the prayer room. Then, went up and fell asleep after awhile and woke up at 7:30. I still feel tired. Today, we had sessions, OMG. i broke down at the letters part.
I'm not EMO~
Had lunch, i actually ate a meal by myself! First time...
Sang and sang and laughed.
Had mass, and soon we got our hp's back and stupid, crazy James took my hp and didn't want to give luh! I snatched it and ran back. THEN, it was CAM-WHORING TIME! MAJOR SATISFIED though i look like a weirdo~ Anyway, reached HF around 4 plus and waited for daddy to pick me up with Natasha who left earlier than me. THERE'S CAMP NEXT YEAR AGAIN! GOSH! The two guys said so. The temporary YFs? okay, that's about it.
Ciao~
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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