Wednesday, December 05, 2007
It's great to know everyone's having a good time.
at least they don't have to face what i'm going through..
-misery.
Don't blame me and go all negative; just zip it. I'm in a horrible mood, that i promise. Holidays suck. Why can't it be the 2nd of January where i get to start my new exciting fun filled life and leave this horrible place i actually call home, and not come back until late afternoon or afternoon. Orientation camp in SCHOOL! WHOO! Stuff about the headless ghost creeps me out but HEY! WHO GIVES A CARE! NOT ME ANYWAY. I need to make my getaway. Orientation camp is only for 2 days one night and i know it'll rock the crap outta me?!! I get to forget the pain and what so ever. I wonder if anybody still reads this blog...11th is coming. hope everybody makes it. I wash my hands off this friendship and gathering...I'm drained off all my energy and just wish to be busy with stuff that doesn't concern my family. It's tiring mann...i can't even go out now...ARGH. Study.Sleep.Eat.USEthe comp.ROT.THINK.OH JUST END IT HERE FOR ME ALREADY! HATe IT!...
Forced to watch The Green Mile. UBER sad..read 3 books so far. I feel useless. I must suggest to Mrs M to change MC dance to M dance or i'll probably be the laughing stock of all time. Can't wait for school to start...
words are useless,
when actions don't happen.
promises are nothing,
when broken.
till the end we say,
time tests us as we are apart.
slowly drifting when we're away,
unpredictable is the end.
yearning for true understanding,
the heart repeatedly broken.
nothing seems to make sense,
lost and afraid overwhelms the heart so weak.
someone help me please,
i'm dying and am lost of what to do.
are you the one to understand my needs,
the last piece left of me.
at least they don't have to face what i'm going through..
-misery.
Don't blame me and go all negative; just zip it. I'm in a horrible mood, that i promise. Holidays suck. Why can't it be the 2nd of January where i get to start my new exciting fun filled life and leave this horrible place i actually call home, and not come back until late afternoon or afternoon. Orientation camp in SCHOOL! WHOO! Stuff about the headless ghost creeps me out but HEY! WHO GIVES A CARE! NOT ME ANYWAY. I need to make my getaway. Orientation camp is only for 2 days one night and i know it'll rock the crap outta me?!! I get to forget the pain and what so ever. I wonder if anybody still reads this blog...11th is coming. hope everybody makes it. I wash my hands off this friendship and gathering...I'm drained off all my energy and just wish to be busy with stuff that doesn't concern my family. It's tiring mann...i can't even go out now...ARGH. Study.Sleep.Eat.USEthe comp.ROT.THINK.OH JUST END IT HERE FOR ME ALREADY! HATe IT!...
Forced to watch The Green Mile. UBER sad..read 3 books so far. I feel useless. I must suggest to Mrs M to change MC dance to M dance or i'll probably be the laughing stock of all time. Can't wait for school to start...
words are useless,
when actions don't happen.
promises are nothing,
when broken.
till the end we say,
time tests us as we are apart.
slowly drifting when we're away,
unpredictable is the end.
yearning for true understanding,
the heart repeatedly broken.
nothing seems to make sense,
lost and afraid overwhelms the heart so weak.
someone help me please,
i'm dying and am lost of what to do.
are you the one to understand my needs,
the last piece left of me.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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