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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

I LOVE THEM;
OH YES I DO!
and of course you, my dear.


HELLO. DANCE PRACTISE WAS JUST GROOL! BUT IT HURT. I'M ANNOYED WITH HER LUH. KEEP NAGGING. MAKING ME WALK WHEN MY DAMN LEG HURTS A LOT. IT'S TIRING! GOING OUT TOMORROW. OH. IT'S THE BOMB MANN! I HOPE IT'LL BE THE SAME- LOADS OF LAUGHTER AND FUN! I'M SURE IT WILL BE. TILL TOMORROW, CHAO!~

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Monday, October 29, 2007

everytime i fall,
everytime i cry,
everytime i break down,
they say it's just part of life.
The reason why all this happens- UNKNOWN.

Hello YOU! I am about to rot at home! SOMEONE COME TO MY PLACE!?!!! BOREDBOREDBORED. I don't want to go out; out of cash. It never happens, but it just did! GRRR. Trying to earn cash, earning less for so much effort- retarded leg. Someone help me. I'll teach you how to dance, pay me. JUST KIDDING ALREADY! No need for any insults. Sarah = Desperado = Cash!!! MONEY. LALA. I shall live with the few dollars. I don't like what i'm going through! Interview and test this friday! Kill me! PRESSURE!!!!!! i need your wishes dear friends! Pray for me!

Yours Sincerely,
Sarah~

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Sunday, October 28, 2007

Dear Love,
please come back and get rid of hate.
I Need You.


SO! HELLO ONCE AGAIN. Everything is so wrong! The interview and test are just 5 days away! I'm treated more like a slave of the house, my injury is minor but requires time to heal and yet, it's not given a chance to do so. I am out of words to say directly so, if you want just continue reading on if not, bye.

Everytime i start to see the Sun,
it does not last for long.
Soon my whole world caves in,
my heart is crushed once again.
The pain that keeps increasing,
the soul so lost.
The girl who screams for help,
but nobody seems to hear.

I try to restrain from crying,
but the tears just fall.
The life i cannot go through no more,
ends up worse than ever each time.
Maybe it was meant to be,
but then i ask why me.

When it all started,
everything was just fine.
When the end was near,
almost everyone just disppeared.
I'm all alone,
to fall and stand up.
Trying to stay strong,
i'd be a fool to believe everything is alright.

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

It's no more playing nice,
pain stabs me in the heart.
someone just help me end it all.

I'm like a slave, nobody seems to be bothered with my pa jiao eye and screwed up abnormal leg. What can i say? NOTHING. Having to pretend to be happy, keeping silent and forced to obey. That's my life for you. PART OF THE PART OF IT. You don't know me, don't commend on it.

Will i get in? They have faith in me, except for the ones who constantly bring me down. I need to know that we'll never be seperated, never.

Suddenly i feel shut out from everyone but strangers who care. I wouldn't say i am emotional,


Another boring day with a whole new feeling, it's back. It seems it's not leaving, would you be happy for me that i'll be stepping into a new world? Would you stop bringing me down and cursing me that i won't get in? I wish you would just see how important it is to get in, to not see them disappointed. They have so much faith in me. You have no idea.....

No idea how much this means to me, to make them prouf of me and not to be wrong about me. Be happy for me and don't ever let us fall apart is all i ask. We'll be friends till the end?
I Hope So.

-Nothing Left-
Chao.

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

The happy pretence leaves,
as pain slaps me on both cheeks.
just leave me to die already.

There's dance on thrusday and friday, thursday is leasson while friday, AUDITION! Hip hop dance today, tiring, legs are breaking now. Never should have done it! Anyway, nobody cares so i just can't be bothered. Whole series of events happened today, i can't be bothered to elaborate more. I feel depressed but i try to be happy, life's hard to live. I love you, faithful reader/s. Till the next time of another series of events, chao~

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Monday, October 22, 2007

Ironic's my new name,
laughter's my new friend.
SAY HI.

Lily Allen stands out, from all i've ever heard. The way she writes the lyrics sung uniquely. Today, is the start of Post-Exam Week and it's B-O-R-I-N-G! Learning how to speak malay with a teacher who nags at almost EVERYTHING sucks, leading to boredom. Beading just isn't as fascinating as when the time i first started but the shapes it forms with different methods of pulling the strings and stringing the beads simply amazes me somehow. Besides a bracelet, i manage to complete a ring with a design i thought of. It's NICE. That's all for now, will report more in time to come. Au Revoir~

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Saturday, October 20, 2007

The feeling of having disappointed someone;
yet that person tells you it's alright,
I broke down into tears but tried to hide it.

Yesturday, was THE WORSE DAY OF MY LIFE! Super huge break downs, minor wake up calls. I've once again disappointed them, i can't take this. I try to stay strong but i'm a pathetic weakling, i let this bring me down and still force myself to stand no matter how hard or how much it hurts. SO! France has a major HAIR DISASTER! Major crack ups yesturday, when she came to my house to TRY and fix it, didn't really help- the iron i mean. FOR THE HAIR. I feel like a major disappointment, just got to make things right. Cath is in a few hours time, Godpa's coming in a few hours of the few hours i shall be dying of boredom. I have, 10 more days till i receive the foreigner coming for homestay and about 16 more days till the interview to enter a whole new world. Until the next series of eventful events, chao~

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Thursday, October 18, 2007

Watch me cry;
these tears won't stop falling.

OH YO! CRAZY LIFE!!!!

C5, B3! ARGH! Anyway, went all crazy with ELIZABETH LEE playing 5,10,15,20! Tomorrow's gonna be totally crazy! crazy plans made! But, anxiety fills my mind. OKOK. so much going on, i can't even stop for a breather! AHHH. okay, sorry for the short post,
CHAO~

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Life is too tiring,
i just want to give up and die right here.
Stop comparing me;
just abandon me i rather die than live.

I hate you, leave me alone. I can't be the perfect daughter you want, i can't stop being me. So why don't you just give me away or leave me to die. I appreciate everything you do except when you wish i was someone else or try to change who i am and what i was meant to do. I am sure you wouldn't want me to change you or wish you were someone else you could never be. You make me shed tears of hate, increasing each day. Tiring to keep up the smile, agreeing with no choice, pretending to be happy. You think i have it all and that's where everyone's wrong. I'm always mistaken, never relieved of this pain. It keeps coming back to me and i'm helpless. Questions so absurd, answers unknown. I've been keeping this up for years and nobody sees i'm breaking down, i don't want to live anymore. Lord save this servant of yours, unworthy but she's begging you on her knees now. I just want to be happy, but that's just too much to ask for. It's tiring to hate, but it's not easy getting rid of the hatred that builds up slowly. Hurt by this world, yet i seem so happy. It's all just too true to believe-superficial life, happiness, everything. I try, believe me i do and i'm so sorry that i am useless, i can't even stand up- not anymore.

I HATE YOU! GO AWAY!

You scold others when they don't think it the way you do and here you are saying things which are untrue, tell me if i should just shut up but you make no sense. Your so unreasonable, you don't even see your destroying my life and your enjoying it. The tears don't want to stop falling, the pain just keeps adding... just kill me already, help me end this suffering.

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Monday, October 15, 2007

1VS4
girl vs boyS.
Sarah with the 4, 1 so meek, another so unique and the other 2 shall be forgotten.

Suddenly, the whole world's moving so fast i can barely catch up. I feel left behind and i suppose it's just a phase. Yes.yes. WHATEVER. Heard that, hate that. GOSH. Just Shut up and listen! I have lots to say and one thing is you don't get it. Nobody has ever so i'm not surprised nor shocked. Hate me dammit. I'm going out quite a lot, i need to stop and relax! Went out, detour, laughter oh Lord it was beautiful until the matured one came. First it was to kembangan to Tampines, to Whitesands, to Novena, to Cineleisure then back home all broken up. Tution, talk and now it's to the goggle box. I just think that P was the most friendliest if that's even a word anyway. I'm in love~~~ hahahha. shhhhh. with something, someone, somebody, some something. whee. I'm moving on and staying strong! oh darn it! I'm so young and yet going so crazy, i'm going to be ego but i am so good at seperating personal feelings from 'work'. A little anyway, YAY! OH. Fun awaits me! But till more excitement comes, chao~

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Friday, October 12, 2007

HOW I FEEL,
hate rules love;
pain never left and love never came.

The shouts once again are here. oh Lord, save me, this servant of yours. Screams, cries and hate seems to be the ruler of this world i have to live and each day i still yet try to be happy but deep inside it hurts and i'm bleeding. I just wish i could be as happy or half as happy as i used to be as a little girl. I can't be the perfect daughter, friend nor student or what so ever. My Life Sucks. You agree. One day, i try to believe i will find someone strong enough to be with me no matter what the circumstances. Pain just won't leave this soul alone, it haunts me almost every minute. Would you be that friend who'll be with me through everything? Are you the guy, unlike the rest who'll understand me and my life? The one who'll brighten up my day just with the words you say? Oh don't tell me your the one, show me you are the one. Today's a boring day, HCIS scares me. The people there are so different, unique. Okay, no more words to blog. chao.

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Thursday, October 11, 2007


















Littlest Thing;



it's true no one in the world could ever replace you,



but i'm sure there's someone better out there.






sweet talk is cheap and flirty disses are all you speak.






Dear YOU,



EOY's are officially OVER and life never felt this 'good'! Went to Parkway with Abigail, lee elizabeth and ANA MEI! FUNFUNFUN until..... WE REMEMBERED WE LEFT OUT OUR DEAR TERESA! DEARDEAR us; the thought that we actually forgot about her was horrible! Anyway, we bought the oh so adorable korean drinks, went to Diva and Topshop, cam whored with ELMO, BIG BIRD AND CLIFFARD THE BIG RED DOG; if that's how it's spelt. OHOHOH! Went to KFC to eat, went to warehouse unlimited and headed to an unknown shop. Took bus 10/14 to ICC! It was simply fun filled, crazy laughter and on the verge of choking on ice cream time. 'The' emo guy who works at ICC is soooo FREAKY. Apparently there's something funny about him that 'SHE' has to laugh about. Blue and weird contacts? SO? His problem. opps. my bad. SHHH. HMMMMM. anyway, all four of us ate milo-peng with kinder bueno. paid, left, went to watch a show called bratz. Not that crazy cartoon. Something like that but it's a movie, real people, bimbotic and crazy. "If you sing, I'll spin. Really?... NO." NVM if you don't get it. 'THEY" will. After that, it seemed that all the weird bimbotic-ness got to us and sucked out all our energy. Heavy footsteps all the way to elizabeth's room, lazed around and soon we were off to make our seperate ways back home. ANA MEI is the BOMB. Elizabeth and Abigail are the BOMB DIGGDY BOMBs. SWEET~~~



OHOHOH. ART exam is my worst nightmare! FORGOT my art prep work. DAMMIT. nvm. wrote poems on my final piece because i was bored. The poem is.............






I lay by the wall,


and tears start to fall.


secretly wishing you were here,


to help me with this world i fear.











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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

First you save my life,
then you want to take it away.
THAT's ELIZABETH LEE for you dear people.
She's MEAN and EVIL.

okok....
she's a great friend.

HATE ME LOVE ME KILL ME SAVE ME.
TO HECK WITH YOU AND YOUR CRAP.
i just want to be me and be happy;
laugh with all my friends,
and forget all the pain that weighs us down.

EOY's are coming to an end tomorrow. I'm glad. I'm drained, tired, zonked, filled and out of breath, i need to relax, stop thinking for a bit and just let go. GARRRRR. can't. i can hardly breathe now. okay, i don't feel like posting anything else so, CHAO.

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Sunday, October 07, 2007

SAY CHEESE;
manipulate everyone around.
That's my dear Briana Sarah.

How ironic, i take a picture of Tammy's birthday cake and a picture of Briana. Interesting. okay. i've become the DAO princess to Bianca. OH! FRANCE! BIANCA SAYS HI BACK. ERM> scuse moi but i don't care how freaking long my damn pinafore is and how damn high my darn belt is. so SHUT IT, i don't want to listen to your crap. I love dressing OUT. i love being an OUTCASTED and it's not my problem you can't handle it. Don't try changing me to someone else i will never be. LEAVE ME BE. GOSH. Okay. sorry. Anyway, i feel that i have such a really different opinion of KC from others. okay. dammit. i lost the mood to blog. ARGH. bye.
let literature, science, english oral, math paper 2 and art overule fun.
chao~

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BRIANA SARAH's the BOMB. BARNEY rocked the all so little kids minds yesturday. TAMMY is AWFULLY ADORABLE! THAT BABY is my lovely cousin who shares the same name as moi! but it's her second name. gosh. will post more in another post.







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ELIZABETH's HOUSE IS THE BOMB MANN. i mean it! JOB DONE. FRANCE shall stop bothering RAH anymore? LOVEs.














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Saturday, October 06, 2007

& if you asked me if i love him,
I'd lie.

COUNTRY MUSIC's STUCK IN MY HEAD.
darn it.

Dear people all so patient enough to last so long, reading this blog. I'm speechless to be honest, i love so many songs and now i love the song I'd Lie by taylor swift my favourite country singer. YESYES. Life's def crazy alright, i can't help but smile. SHOW OF YOUR GAY SMILE WITH ME. I can't bite; went for dental and this time, loads of chains! OH the TORTURE. The all so horrible cathecism is TODAY. Saturday's are the worst. Have to see THE people and get stupified. Well, that's all for now, will post VERY SOON.
Love,
Sarah.

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Friday, October 05, 2007

those eyes filled with saddness and pain;
they're looking at you and pleading the world to help.
but to no avail.

YOU POOR DELILAH.
HI PAIN, HATE, FRIENDS, READERS of this blog that sucks, agree with me but don't comment. Not my problem you want to carry on reading, thank you for being faithful readers anyway. Let's throw our heads back and laugh, go crazy, pig out, spend like you'll never run out of cash, freak out, get whiney and let your mind run wild while you try out things you've never seen. I've gotten used to the fake happy pretence game. It's getting more and more fun. Life's tough but still goes on. ABIGAIL IS THE BOMB MANN. okay. i feel speechless. Elizabeth made me addicted to the songs The Great Escape and Hey There Delilah. & i like saying LOVELOVEME. purple's become the gay colour.

The fear you feel,
i try to comfort you.
Your sky so blue,
it's nothing new.

let's tightly hold hands,
not even letting the air through.
Let's go through it all together,
never forgetting to show our spastic smiles.
Tell jokes,
make laughter fill the air.
We'll make this promise,
that we'll be there for each other no matter what.
This we'll ensure,
friends for life we shall be.

POEMS? just wanted to write those. For all my beloved dearest friends. I loved today despite the pain.

I'll be with you through it all.
don't ever let me go.
chao~

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