Sunday, September 30, 2007
Yesturday is History;
Tomorrow is the Future.
i hate life.
i hate insects.
i hate headaches.
i hate disappointment.
i hate frowns.
i hate many things....
Complain for all i care, scold me for all i care. I'm getting used to this horrible life i don't know how my friends would live through it if they were to be me just for 1 day. I'm in this horrible state, i hate it and i know i shouldn't be making my blog ugly because of HER. The one and only person who could make my life a living HELL. I start thinking of morbid thoughts and wondering when i'll die and wishing i could just meet death now. To me and MAYBE most of us, we think of hell as a place where it's unlivable, horrible, filled with flames of hate and sin. I especially despise people who tell me that its just a phase i'm going through well, IT'S NOT. It's unimaginable, it can only be felt. It's undescribable, unexplicable and not tangible for all to see, just maybe the really special ones are able to see it all and feel it too. There are the unique ones who are able to comfort me. Well, i've lost the mood to blog anymore. Till the next post. Chao dear readers.
Tomorrow is the Future.
i hate life.
i hate insects.
i hate headaches.
i hate disappointment.
i hate frowns.
i hate many things....
Complain for all i care, scold me for all i care. I'm getting used to this horrible life i don't know how my friends would live through it if they were to be me just for 1 day. I'm in this horrible state, i hate it and i know i shouldn't be making my blog ugly because of HER. The one and only person who could make my life a living HELL. I start thinking of morbid thoughts and wondering when i'll die and wishing i could just meet death now. To me and MAYBE most of us, we think of hell as a place where it's unlivable, horrible, filled with flames of hate and sin. I especially despise people who tell me that its just a phase i'm going through well, IT'S NOT. It's unimaginable, it can only be felt. It's undescribable, unexplicable and not tangible for all to see, just maybe the really special ones are able to see it all and feel it too. There are the unique ones who are able to comfort me. Well, i've lost the mood to blog anymore. Till the next post. Chao dear readers.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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