Sunday, September 23, 2007
Where do i go from here?
Who do i trust when there is no one to trust?
Do i put my heart in the hands of love?
Do i still continue with this deadly, torturous silence?
What do i do, i'm breaking down .
No one can understand.
I'm alone from here.
They say the same thing.
Their answers ring in my head.
But is not enough to change anything.
Maybe if he just said something to crush my everything,
would i then finally give up and be free.
Dear beloved faithful people reading this,
i'm sorry if i make you very depressed or anything. I can't help it if the Lord has given me this life to lead and i, to have to follow my heart and take this path full of pain. I wish to take the easy way out, but i won't succeed if i always take the easy way out. I listen to the same sad songs, tunes and rythems all stuck in my head. I'm starting to hate the silence, it's tearing me apart and killing me. Soon my heart will really be in a broken wine glass holding in it, both my broken heart and the blood it shall bleed. No one cares, no one can ever understand. Just hate me for being such a pathetic fool, i cannot be bothered right now. Despise the fact i'm like that, DID YOU JUST REALISE? Praying for the torment to end, the silence to come to an end, the suffering to lessen and for me to lead a life without being misunderstood. Maybe i ask for too much...
the world's spinning and i can't get a hold of myself,
i try to remain calm but end up in a wreck.
Life's hard to live,
and damn it i'm not the only one,
that's what everyone thinks.
Just keep quiet,
you don't know what i'm going through or how i feel,
none of the words you speak are actually helping.
Who do i trust when there is no one to trust?
Do i put my heart in the hands of love?
Do i still continue with this deadly, torturous silence?
What do i do, i'm breaking down .
No one can understand.
I'm alone from here.
They say the same thing.
Their answers ring in my head.
But is not enough to change anything.
Maybe if he just said something to crush my everything,
would i then finally give up and be free.
Dear beloved faithful people reading this,
i'm sorry if i make you very depressed or anything. I can't help it if the Lord has given me this life to lead and i, to have to follow my heart and take this path full of pain. I wish to take the easy way out, but i won't succeed if i always take the easy way out. I listen to the same sad songs, tunes and rythems all stuck in my head. I'm starting to hate the silence, it's tearing me apart and killing me. Soon my heart will really be in a broken wine glass holding in it, both my broken heart and the blood it shall bleed. No one cares, no one can ever understand. Just hate me for being such a pathetic fool, i cannot be bothered right now. Despise the fact i'm like that, DID YOU JUST REALISE? Praying for the torment to end, the silence to come to an end, the suffering to lessen and for me to lead a life without being misunderstood. Maybe i ask for too much...
the world's spinning and i can't get a hold of myself,
i try to remain calm but end up in a wreck.
Life's hard to live,
and damn it i'm not the only one,
that's what everyone thinks.
Just keep quiet,
you don't know what i'm going through or how i feel,
none of the words you speak are actually helping.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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