Thursday, September 13, 2007
Does anybody have a heart,
made entirely of pieces of pain.
TIRED! ZONKED! SLEEPY! ARGH! it's a no homework day once again and now, i'm sick of life. I need my cure. THE cure. I am sick of this crazy life. The screams, shouts, anger and frustration. I hate all the negative vibes and words. It's driving me to a corner and making me want to just end it all. I need to get away from all of this and have to go to somewhere nearly called paradise. My day in school was bombarded with tests and crazy stuff. I'm cheorographing a dance for da jie. DONE ALREADY. Satisfied with it.. hope she'll like it! The counts are replaying over and over in my head. I'm helping Miss Abigail with the 'issue' because, i'm a good friend. ISSUE SOLVED, DONE AND OVER! okay. I'm tired. Trying to do literature and instead, ended up helping my dear friend. LIT TIME FOR ME! POEMS. DEEPO LINES! BEAR WITH ME FAITHFUL PEOPLE!~
Another alternative is, close the window....
Poem 1:
As each day passes,
the posibility of finding happiness in my life lessens.
i shout and ask the Lord why no one can see,
and i'm left to tell myself maybe it's just fated to be.
Poem 2:
the shouts and screams,
pierces my heart so weak.
the anger and frustration,
i fail to resist crying.
Poem 3:
The young life so sweet,
now's my worse nightmare.
Fearing it will repeat itself,
dreading that it'll really happen again.
Poem 4:
Feeling so pathetic,
i try to think.
My mind's blank,
i hate what's happening to me.
Poem 5:
I try to smile,
but break out in tears instead.
Hating the shouting and anger,
i break down and my whole body shivers in fear.
Poem 6:
I smile for you,
but i shall never cry for you.
I'd do almost anything for you,
but i will never do everything for you.
i will help you on the way,
but not throughout.
ignoring the fact you'll hate me,
i just want to help you.
This is for my friends once again. it's not nice but, yeah. Love Ya'll.
Poem 7:
i don't want to be with you for life right now,
just want tobe the one to hear your every word.
never said we had to be together,
and i didn't say i don't want to be friends.
I love you but,
that doesn't mean i have to make you mine.
Just want you to be happy,
and tell me your every thought.
OKAY. That's all for now. i know it's not that nice. My poems were never nice. That's all for today. CHAO~
made entirely of pieces of pain.
TIRED! ZONKED! SLEEPY! ARGH! it's a no homework day once again and now, i'm sick of life. I need my cure. THE cure. I am sick of this crazy life. The screams, shouts, anger and frustration. I hate all the negative vibes and words. It's driving me to a corner and making me want to just end it all. I need to get away from all of this and have to go to somewhere nearly called paradise. My day in school was bombarded with tests and crazy stuff. I'm cheorographing a dance for da jie. DONE ALREADY. Satisfied with it.. hope she'll like it! The counts are replaying over and over in my head. I'm helping Miss Abigail with the 'issue' because, i'm a good friend. ISSUE SOLVED, DONE AND OVER! okay. I'm tired. Trying to do literature and instead, ended up helping my dear friend. LIT TIME FOR ME! POEMS. DEEPO LINES! BEAR WITH ME FAITHFUL PEOPLE!~
Another alternative is, close the window....
Poem 1:
As each day passes,
the posibility of finding happiness in my life lessens.
i shout and ask the Lord why no one can see,
and i'm left to tell myself maybe it's just fated to be.
Poem 2:
the shouts and screams,
pierces my heart so weak.
the anger and frustration,
i fail to resist crying.
Poem 3:
The young life so sweet,
now's my worse nightmare.
Fearing it will repeat itself,
dreading that it'll really happen again.
Poem 4:
Feeling so pathetic,
i try to think.
My mind's blank,
i hate what's happening to me.
Poem 5:
I try to smile,
but break out in tears instead.
Hating the shouting and anger,
i break down and my whole body shivers in fear.
Poem 6:
I smile for you,
but i shall never cry for you.
I'd do almost anything for you,
but i will never do everything for you.
i will help you on the way,
but not throughout.
ignoring the fact you'll hate me,
i just want to help you.
This is for my friends once again. it's not nice but, yeah. Love Ya'll.
Poem 7:
i don't want to be with you for life right now,
just want tobe the one to hear your every word.
never said we had to be together,
and i didn't say i don't want to be friends.
I love you but,
that doesn't mean i have to make you mine.
Just want you to be happy,
and tell me your every thought.
OKAY. That's all for now. i know it's not that nice. My poems were never nice. That's all for today. CHAO~
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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