Saturday, August 04, 2007
IN MY OPINION.
no offence!
I'm scared to read my friends blogs now. because, when they are depressed, they really spill it all out. or at least quite a fair bit. I do it too. But, everybody misunderstands and nobody can ever understand because they've not gone through it. And most say its normal. And sorry, but that makes me annoyed. You haven't. Its hard to explain, you've got to go through it to truly understand the kind of life i really lead. I must say, they do understand, the very bit of my life/ the life i lead. It's complicated. really. If you have gone through it, do you need to avoid your mother to avoid a lot? that's what I do. I have to...I didn't want to. I didn't ask for it to happen. I don't understand why some have to insist its normal and part of life. YEAH RIGHT. you've not gone through it, what do you know? you've not seen it..It's only one side of my life most have seen. and that's because, i don't want to grab attention and tell everyone what happens. What's going on inside. I fear everytime happiness is over for me, cos its worse than you can ever imagine. How its so scary just to talk to your friends over the phone, for the fear of getting caught, scolded and banished from ever talking to them. It's just so horrible. Nobody so far, i know has gone through whatever i have. I observe, the way you talk, the kind of life you lead, how you feel about your family. It cannot be compared. I'm sorry. But, i just know. Say whatever you want. But, this is what i think. I know if you've got it bad, worse than what i'm going through, or just what most people go through. Don't try talking me round anything. I will never listen to you, unless you really understand what i've been through. I don't need to say anything, not much. I'm used to keeping it all to myself. I was probably be fated to be confined to being solitude, or at least, feeling that way. Well, don't take any offence. I don't care about your insults. I've got no mood to deal with you&your complains. save it. seriously. my sacarsm can be very sour. It's been done before. It hurts like hell and can be very offensive... okay. will stop here....
no offence!
I'm scared to read my friends blogs now. because, when they are depressed, they really spill it all out. or at least quite a fair bit. I do it too. But, everybody misunderstands and nobody can ever understand because they've not gone through it. And most say its normal. And sorry, but that makes me annoyed. You haven't. Its hard to explain, you've got to go through it to truly understand the kind of life i really lead. I must say, they do understand, the very bit of my life/ the life i lead. It's complicated. really. If you have gone through it, do you need to avoid your mother to avoid a lot? that's what I do. I have to...I didn't want to. I didn't ask for it to happen. I don't understand why some have to insist its normal and part of life. YEAH RIGHT. you've not gone through it, what do you know? you've not seen it..It's only one side of my life most have seen. and that's because, i don't want to grab attention and tell everyone what happens. What's going on inside. I fear everytime happiness is over for me, cos its worse than you can ever imagine. How its so scary just to talk to your friends over the phone, for the fear of getting caught, scolded and banished from ever talking to them. It's just so horrible. Nobody so far, i know has gone through whatever i have. I observe, the way you talk, the kind of life you lead, how you feel about your family. It cannot be compared. I'm sorry. But, i just know. Say whatever you want. But, this is what i think. I know if you've got it bad, worse than what i'm going through, or just what most people go through. Don't try talking me round anything. I will never listen to you, unless you really understand what i've been through. I don't need to say anything, not much. I'm used to keeping it all to myself. I was probably be fated to be confined to being solitude, or at least, feeling that way. Well, don't take any offence. I don't care about your insults. I've got no mood to deal with you&your complains. save it. seriously. my sacarsm can be very sour. It's been done before. It hurts like hell and can be very offensive... okay. will stop here....
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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