Friday, July 20, 2007
MY TIME TO TYPE LET OFF EVERYTHING I'M FEELING.
you don't wanna see, exit this window.
don't come complaining.
i'll ignore you.
Apparently, my overused leg which is nowhere near OKAY is nothing to my parents. or they don't even know! GOSH! I have to run errands! GREAT! Just what i needed! NOT! I have to walk. And my knee hurts like hell! They don't seem to care. i ignored that. Since sunday. GOSH. wearing an ankle guard. nothing spoken. Whatever. I hate life! NOBODY WILL EVER UNDERSTAND ME! & they ask me to tell them my blog link? Right...if i did that, they read this, they'll start SCOLDING AND SHOUTING AT ME! GOSH! They take me for a fool! and idiot. I hate life!!!! I can't stand it anymore. I can't stand it. I'm breaking down. Everything i do is wrong. every word said isn't heard. every pain gone through, invisible to everyone. The life led, no one will EVER UNDERSTAND! All i get is "Aiyah, i've gone through this." Or nothing is even said! Subject is changed! WEll, i've pretended for far too long....And i've to keep it up no matter how hard. Well, it is WORSE THAN HARD. This world feels so cold..I feel unloved...unwanted...unknown. I don't even know who i am anymore...i'm running out of words...I'm freezing. No one to help me. I feel lost. just want someone to love me for me and understand...everything's not what it seems.. I've lost the ability to look at the dark world's brighter side. Lost. confused. uncontrollable tears. unstoppable pain. unbearable pain. unnoticed girl...trying to find my way to the light at the end of this dark tunnel, no one's there to help me...i can't help but break down...chao. night.
you don't wanna see, exit this window.
don't come complaining.
i'll ignore you.
Apparently, my overused leg which is nowhere near OKAY is nothing to my parents. or they don't even know! GOSH! I have to run errands! GREAT! Just what i needed! NOT! I have to walk. And my knee hurts like hell! They don't seem to care. i ignored that. Since sunday. GOSH. wearing an ankle guard. nothing spoken. Whatever. I hate life! NOBODY WILL EVER UNDERSTAND ME! & they ask me to tell them my blog link? Right...if i did that, they read this, they'll start SCOLDING AND SHOUTING AT ME! GOSH! They take me for a fool! and idiot. I hate life!!!! I can't stand it anymore. I can't stand it. I'm breaking down. Everything i do is wrong. every word said isn't heard. every pain gone through, invisible to everyone. The life led, no one will EVER UNDERSTAND! All i get is "Aiyah, i've gone through this." Or nothing is even said! Subject is changed! WEll, i've pretended for far too long....And i've to keep it up no matter how hard. Well, it is WORSE THAN HARD. This world feels so cold..I feel unloved...unwanted...unknown. I don't even know who i am anymore...i'm running out of words...I'm freezing. No one to help me. I feel lost. just want someone to love me for me and understand...everything's not what it seems.. I've lost the ability to look at the dark world's brighter side. Lost. confused. uncontrollable tears. unstoppable pain. unbearable pain. unnoticed girl...trying to find my way to the light at the end of this dark tunnel, no one's there to help me...i can't help but break down...chao. night.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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