Monday, July 30, 2007
Heyy.
okay. came up with something new. will go to that later. didn't go to school once again. My waist hurts. sharp pain. even just to sit, i can feel the pain. Well. Okay. so..not much. but i am missing out loads. Hate myself. Missed out on Lit test. I'm nervous like hell. Scared that Mrs guna will scold! Ok...ermm. i can't help it that my body is...abnormal?!!! And..once again, i'm troubling Liz to help me take my hw&zuo ye ben. So annoying. hate me. gosh. SORRY LIZ! THANKS LOADS! gosh. don't know what i'll do without them. okay. don't feel like typing much. will write out the 'poem' and end there. here goes...
The life I lead,
No one knows.
The words that hurt so much,
The pain felt with just one touch.
The absence of something unknown,
Longing to know what it is that’s missing.
Maybe things were meant to be this way,
And yet whether it’s true I can’t say.
Everything’s so confusing,
Every word said so misleading.
The thoughts that make everything much worse,
Is not the only thing that leaves me to thirst.
Much more to what is seen,
The love that is present so thin.
Finding someone who would know,
Everything that’s making me this low.
Starting to love the pain,
Though knowing I stand nothing to gain.
Hiding everything I feel except for the unknown,
Fading away and they don’t even know.
okay... that's all. chao.
With Love,
Sarah.
okay. came up with something new. will go to that later. didn't go to school once again. My waist hurts. sharp pain. even just to sit, i can feel the pain. Well. Okay. so..not much. but i am missing out loads. Hate myself. Missed out on Lit test. I'm nervous like hell. Scared that Mrs guna will scold! Ok...ermm. i can't help it that my body is...abnormal?!!! And..once again, i'm troubling Liz to help me take my hw&zuo ye ben. So annoying. hate me. gosh. SORRY LIZ! THANKS LOADS! gosh. don't know what i'll do without them. okay. don't feel like typing much. will write out the 'poem' and end there. here goes...
The life I lead,
No one knows.
The words that hurt so much,
The pain felt with just one touch.
The absence of something unknown,
Longing to know what it is that’s missing.
Maybe things were meant to be this way,
And yet whether it’s true I can’t say.
Everything’s so confusing,
Every word said so misleading.
The thoughts that make everything much worse,
Is not the only thing that leaves me to thirst.
Much more to what is seen,
The love that is present so thin.
Finding someone who would know,
Everything that’s making me this low.
Starting to love the pain,
Though knowing I stand nothing to gain.
Hiding everything I feel except for the unknown,
Fading away and they don’t even know.
okay... that's all. chao.
With Love,
Sarah.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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