Saturday, July 07, 2007
AMAZINGLY: SARAH's 4th MONTH Of SINGLE-IALITY!~
HEYY! okay. feeling happy and sad? lol. okay. not sure how i'm feeling. well, i'll get on to today's gone-on's.
GOSH. It's weird but, i couldn't really sleep well! I had to wake up just to turn to the other side. Seriously! It hurts!!! Lol. ahhhh? haha. okay. Well, woke up. Ate oreo. watched a few minutes of tv. Showered. Packed my desk. Slacked. went for cathecism. It was CRAZY! Haha.Did enthronement? okay. SOrry. bad spelling. don't know how to spell it. I had to carry the cross. GOSH! from the door of the room, to the table, it seemed soooo far. I passed brown grasshopper and people, could hear something. Had a feeling it was about me. not sure. lol. okay. hmmm. was randomly given a stupid card. I am uber unlucky!!! Well...sort of. I don't know. Hmmm. I feel....i don't know. lol. I love STRANGER by HILARY DUFF. Okay. hmmm. things change. i know. I'm in a weird position, i feel so lost in MY world. No idea which way to go. so Lost and Afraid. hmmm. hate it. Trying to write it all away. But nothing seems to come to me. Feel so misunderstood by EVERYBODY. Can't seem to find anything right. well, this is life?...whatever. Can't be bothered. Hate it nowadays when people misunderstand me or judge me when they don't even know ANYTHING. it's irritating. Like...WTF. Okay. I feel funny. I start to think to myself A LOT these few days. It's crazy. EVERYTHING IS. OH! On Friday, once again, stood in front and led for ACES day workout REHERSAL. HAHA. Okay, I totally stressed for RHD audi's!!! But i didn't go! WAs in pain till i couldn't walk properly. Can you imagine if i ahd to dance! I would be a dancing disaster! Walking was bad enough, let alone dance. Hmmm. okay, so i still can't dance and stretch. SO bored!!! Can't dance the boredom away. Looked at my ballet certi's. Grade 1&2-DISTINCTION:90/75, Grade 3- pass:48(slacked at that time. was a really bad girl=X) Grade 4- Improved. SLIGHTLY. MERIT: 60+ Haish. Feel like joining ballet classes again. Helps me in a certain way. But nvm! I stopped after first level of Intermediate. Cos i didn't really want to dance. well, not much. Okay. gotta go.
Loves.
Sarahh.
<33 size="2">Boy you had a good girl.
wanted to give you my world.
even all the stars above.
But you judged me too quickly.
& you hurt me straight away and lost me.
immediately.
I thought you would be the one.
But life feels great.
even without you here by my side.
don't need a guy like you.
i admit i feel lost.
everytime i look at you.
i melt on the inside.
but you aren't worth it.
that's what they tell me.
i do agree though.
hope i get the chance.
to be overloved.
It's sad to know.
I don't got it.
like some of them.
Wanna be overloved.
overmissed.
overneeded.
and so much more.
I'd do almost anything.
Don't expect the guy to be you.
but hope it'll be someone better.
or he'll measure up to you.
I loved you.
but now the feeling's faded.
i feel so lost.
don't know where to go.
how to get there.
i walk around hoping to find my way out.
of this place so dark and cold.
i'm burning on the inside and out.
can't stand it anymore.
feels like i'm going to break down anytime now.
HEYY! okay. feeling happy and sad? lol. okay. not sure how i'm feeling. well, i'll get on to today's gone-on's.
GOSH. It's weird but, i couldn't really sleep well! I had to wake up just to turn to the other side. Seriously! It hurts!!! Lol. ahhhh? haha. okay. Well, woke up. Ate oreo. watched a few minutes of tv. Showered. Packed my desk. Slacked. went for cathecism. It was CRAZY! Haha.Did enthronement? okay. SOrry. bad spelling. don't know how to spell it. I had to carry the cross. GOSH! from the door of the room, to the table, it seemed soooo far. I passed brown grasshopper and people, could hear something. Had a feeling it was about me. not sure. lol. okay. hmmm. was randomly given a stupid card. I am uber unlucky!!! Well...sort of. I don't know. Hmmm. I feel....i don't know. lol. I love STRANGER by HILARY DUFF. Okay. hmmm. things change. i know. I'm in a weird position, i feel so lost in MY world. No idea which way to go. so Lost and Afraid. hmmm. hate it. Trying to write it all away. But nothing seems to come to me. Feel so misunderstood by EVERYBODY. Can't seem to find anything right. well, this is life?...whatever. Can't be bothered. Hate it nowadays when people misunderstand me or judge me when they don't even know ANYTHING. it's irritating. Like...WTF. Okay. I feel funny. I start to think to myself A LOT these few days. It's crazy. EVERYTHING IS. OH! On Friday, once again, stood in front and led for ACES day workout REHERSAL. HAHA. Okay, I totally stressed for RHD audi's!!! But i didn't go! WAs in pain till i couldn't walk properly. Can you imagine if i ahd to dance! I would be a dancing disaster! Walking was bad enough, let alone dance. Hmmm. okay, so i still can't dance and stretch. SO bored!!! Can't dance the boredom away. Looked at my ballet certi's. Grade 1&2-DISTINCTION:90/75, Grade 3- pass:48(slacked at that time. was a really bad girl=X) Grade 4- Improved. SLIGHTLY. MERIT: 60+ Haish. Feel like joining ballet classes again. Helps me in a certain way. But nvm! I stopped after first level of Intermediate. Cos i didn't really want to dance. well, not much. Okay. gotta go.
Loves.
Sarahh.
<33 size="2">Boy you had a good girl.
wanted to give you my world.
even all the stars above.
But you judged me too quickly.
& you hurt me straight away and lost me.
immediately.
I thought you would be the one.
But life feels great.
even without you here by my side.
don't need a guy like you.
i admit i feel lost.
everytime i look at you.
i melt on the inside.
but you aren't worth it.
that's what they tell me.
i do agree though.
hope i get the chance.
to be overloved.
It's sad to know.
I don't got it.
like some of them.
Wanna be overloved.
overmissed.
overneeded.
and so much more.
I'd do almost anything.
Don't expect the guy to be you.
but hope it'll be someone better.
or he'll measure up to you.
I loved you.
but now the feeling's faded.
i feel so lost.
don't know where to go.
how to get there.
i walk around hoping to find my way out.
of this place so dark and cold.
i'm burning on the inside and out.
can't stand it anymore.
feels like i'm going to break down anytime now.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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