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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

heyy. okay. not much. I'm BACK TO SCHOOL! but, my system is rather weak and i am really tired from today's day of work haha. the teachers are nice. lol. okay. hmmm. went home, bathed, studied 2 pei zi for tomorrow's chinese CA3, slept, ate, use the comp, went to play with Zoey&Liz, use the comp again, ate dinner, back on the comp! Have to do art&study 28 more words! Lol. Must do well!!! haish. stressy. Lol. must learn the 'harder' words. Zoey&Liz are done studying. I'm.....1/15 done. =X ok...hmm. tired. sleepy. All the best ya'll. LOVEs. chao.

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Monday, July 30, 2007

Heyy.
okay. came up with something new. will go to that later. didn't go to school once again. My waist hurts. sharp pain. even just to sit, i can feel the pain. Well. Okay. so..not much. but i am missing out loads. Hate myself. Missed out on Lit test. I'm nervous like hell. Scared that Mrs guna will scold! Ok...ermm. i can't help it that my body is...abnormal?!!! And..once again, i'm troubling Liz to help me take my hw&zuo ye ben. So annoying. hate me. gosh. SORRY LIZ! THANKS LOADS! gosh. don't know what i'll do without them. okay. don't feel like typing much. will write out the 'poem' and end there. here goes...

The life I lead,
No one knows.
The words that hurt so much,
The pain felt with just one touch.
The absence of something unknown,
Longing to know what it is that’s missing.
Maybe things were meant to be this way,
And yet whether it’s true I can’t say.
Everything’s so confusing,
Every word said so misleading.
The thoughts that make everything much worse,
Is not the only thing that leaves me to thirst.
Much more to what is seen,
The love that is present so thin.
Finding someone who would know,
Everything that’s making me this low.
Starting to love the pain,
Though knowing I stand nothing to gain.
Hiding everything I feel except for the unknown,
Fading away and they don’t even know.

okay... that's all. chao.
With Love,
Sarah.

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

REFRESHED!~
okay. well. happy. now. lol. went to Raffles, shopped at Roxy&Bilabong! Ate at Out of The Pan. Bought a new wallet from Roxy!!! ahah. i ahve so many roxy wallets!!! A bag, a new water bottle and a pencil case from Bilabong! so cool. =X expensive. hee. oh well. okay. went to the doc's! Cos...i kept coughing and vomitting- doctor said it was normal. gave me medicine which i refuse to take. too bad! i rather suffer for a while. Leg still hurts! Not taking exercise or dance for a MONTH. gosh. kinda torturous..okay. My hip hurts!!! gosh. okay. well, gotta go! LOVEs.

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

Heyy.
okay. not much to say. didn't go for cathecism. sucks. everything does. okay. i am angry. no idea why. sorry. just am. I'm a deepist. My new word...Life is so..as usual...suckish. Okay. Sorry. But if you don't want to read on, press Alt F4 or whatever. not forcing you to read on. Gosh. I need a hug. ryl owes me a hug a Monday! Love sad songs. especially now. well. nothing more. bye.

was there even flames of love?
or was i just dreaming too much of it that i saw it in my mind..

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Friday, July 27, 2007

ILL DAY.
Things are soo crazy and so unpredicted! I feel horrible. Didn't go to school today. I know i'm definitely missing out loads. Need someone to fill me in. Gosh.okay. I'm feeling horrible. as in...because of my illness. Okay. So nothing much. Ermm..Oh! Tomorrow's Saturday! GOSH! Hate saturdays! saturdays = cathecism = those people. Hate it. no idea why. i just do. Okay. I'm so...lost? yeah. LOST! feeling...irrelevant, random&bored. okay. nothing more for now. CHAO.
Sarah.
LOVEs.

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

DOWN WITH FLU AND A SWELLED UP THROAT.
okay. so as you know, i am ILL. so so ill. gosh. it's torturing. went to school. so torturing! I like ZHANG FANG! she's so nice. lol. ok. Miss H is nice too. Many ppl thought i was sleeping during english. B ut..i was just putting my head down. It was horrible! Then she talked to me after school. Said i was attentive in her class. a lil pai seh? Kay...i'm ill. so so ill. Oh. i'm going to put my Sorries to my dear friends & thank you's. Okay. SORRY ELIZABETH, KRIZHEN, FEI MIN, JOYCE, NICOLE, ZOEY, CHERYL & FRANCESCA. i was kinda irritating. especially to the ppl sitting around me. I kept saying my throat hurts and all. Thank you for being so patient with me. well. I'm not going to school tomorrow. Can't stand it. I didn't go for dance.well. tired. CHAO.

with love,
SARAH.

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

NOT MY DAY.
gosh.i have no idea where to start! I am just so damn pissed off&angry! gosh. life is unfair. yes. so true. i know. i failed maths! filled with careless mistakes! the biggest mistake was not studying! gosh. i feel so...low....down...depressed...devastated...gosh. no words....oh. yesturday we had leadership course and...it was crazy. quite ok. made a new friend! We address her as Coach Jia Hui! Ex KCian. lol. ok. well...don't feel like blogging. will end here. i should be at liz's house now...but...my unreasonable mum. giving stupid excuses. saying i shouldn't be walking. might as well put me in a wheel chair and not allow me to walk and go to school. gosh! So frustrated! It's tiring just to lead this life. okay. i did say i wanted to stop here. But i just remembered somethings. SPEECH! sooooo horrible! I was soooo nervous! but it was ok. i forgot to smile! =X okok. gotta go. BYE!

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

HEYY!
okay.
i am not happy. feeling...i have no idea. mized emotions. yesturday. Saturday. the day i hate the most amongst the 7 days. Went for denatl at 10am. It was okay. Had a bad stomachache, my leg was making things difficult by not letting me walk painlessly and my teeth were very numb but my teeth being mnumb was the most livable pain. Okay. Bought Daddy's late presents from dunhil, bought another HP and dealthy hallows for me! hee.currently only at page 257....Gosh. really slow. my brothers have finished reading it, Fred, mad eye moody, tonks and lupin dies! so sad. Ah well. George lost his ear. Dumby was not dead. harry somehow died and came alive. You-Know-Who dies. Ginny and Harry get married, so does hermy and ron. G&H= 3 children, 2guys 1 girl(James, lily and albus?not sure). H&R=1 child(NO IDEA). these are just from what i understand from what my brothers were trying to tell me..okay... Went for cath. SUCKED! GOSH! Went in late...sat so darn close the people. Nothing much for the rest of the day i guess, except that my knee was aching a hell lot in the night. I didn't want to take my medicine but soon gave in to pain. Well. Today, went to parkway. Nothing much... okay. my keyboard is so screwed. too irritated to type anymore.
Chao.
sarah.
loves.

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Friday, July 20, 2007

MY TIME TO TYPE LET OFF EVERYTHING I'M FEELING.
you don't wanna see, exit this window.
don't come complaining.
i'll ignore you.

Apparently, my overused leg which is nowhere near OKAY is nothing to my parents. or they don't even know! GOSH! I have to run errands! GREAT! Just what i needed! NOT! I have to walk. And my knee hurts like hell! They don't seem to care. i ignored that. Since sunday. GOSH. wearing an ankle guard. nothing spoken. Whatever. I hate life! NOBODY WILL EVER UNDERSTAND ME! & they ask me to tell them my blog link? Right...if i did that, they read this, they'll start SCOLDING AND SHOUTING AT ME! GOSH! They take me for a fool! and idiot. I hate life!!!! I can't stand it anymore. I can't stand it. I'm breaking down. Everything i do is wrong. every word said isn't heard. every pain gone through, invisible to everyone. The life led, no one will EVER UNDERSTAND! All i get is "Aiyah, i've gone through this." Or nothing is even said! Subject is changed! WEll, i've pretended for far too long....And i've to keep it up no matter how hard. Well, it is WORSE THAN HARD. This world feels so cold..I feel unloved...unwanted...unknown. I don't even know who i am anymore...i'm running out of words...I'm freezing. No one to help me. I feel lost. just want someone to love me for me and understand...everything's not what it seems.. I've lost the ability to look at the dark world's brighter side. Lost. confused. uncontrollable tears. unstoppable pain. unbearable pain. unnoticed girl...trying to find my way to the light at the end of this dark tunnel, no one's there to help me...i can't help but break down...chao. night.

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OH! Lol. sorry. just remembered....Mr B was on the same bus as me, cheryl, natasha & annabel! He said hi to us when we boarded the bus, then we sat down. only a few seats away..then he said he was a BBQ'ed burger! His sirname has sth to do with it. SHHHH!...the bus suddenly just came to a stop! and Mr B hit his elbow...i was speechless...so i asked if he was okay. I felt soooo STUPID! Oh! he replied, ah heck. i think! I couldn't hear what he was saying! Then...i alighted and he said Bye. So i said Bye. LOL.... Oh. There was a bag on the bus at a corner. Cheryl and annabel thought there was a bomb in the bag and wanted to tell mr B i think! lol...then...natasha didn't want to tell and all...Guess what! The bag belonged to Mr B! So crazy! Can you imagine if they told Mr B there was a bomb inside! ok...anyway...not funny...don't laugh. funny then just laugh. sorry. no mood to go on. BYE.

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HEYY.
okay.
HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS IS GOING TO ARRIVE AND THE DOORSTEP OF WHERE I'M LIVING. AT 7:01???
okay.
super crazy.
super tired.
Been taking drowsy medicine before going to school and after lunch and before i go to sleep which is at 10 plus. I didn't realise the medicine was drowsy till now. lol. the reason why i am suppppperrrrrrrrrrrrrr tired! GOSH! Well, nothing much. lol. just...super tired...lazy to type. Tomorrow i have dental appointment!!! GOSH? Supposed to go to Nicole's place. then go for cathecism...then go home..eat dinner...slack and then SLEEP!!!! AHHH!!! so much to do...yet...so...TIRED. haish. okay...so sleepy..i could sleep on the floor.....Oh! 4:30, met ZOEY!!!!! Went to the provision shop to buy FOOD! YAY! lol... Went to her grandma's house, saw her pretty cousin and cute sister! Haha. They are soo nice. Lol! They made me eat a dougnut! don't know how to spell...can't be bothered. Well....night night...
Sarah.
Loves.

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Heyy! will try to make this real short. gotta go. not supposed to be blogging. but..ah well. okay. P.E. couldn't resist the sweet temptation to play VOLLEYBALL! just love it!~ Okay... nothing much. Leg hurts. Keep running when i'm not allowed to. but...you can't make sarah stop being hyper! haha... ok...uploading songs into this computer i'm using...Lily Allen? I like Alfie! lol...Haish. okay. well..gotta run! CHAO.

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

YAY TO POETRY!~
Heyy again! Lol. i'm kinda bored and in the mood to do moi crapping! LOL. bear with me. you can press Alt F4. Seriously. now. or, click the red button with the white cross. Cool with me..

Here goes...?.........

The words heard so deceiving,
dying to know i'm just dreaming.
Nothing seems to be right,
wanting to see the end of the tunnel's light.
Crying myself to sleep,
resisting the temptation to slit.
Thinking they understand what this hearts' going through,
not believing they've been through it all too.
Learning slowly to love the pain,
still trying so hard to stay sane.



The familiar screams,
slowly fading away are the dreams.
Don't know which way out,
wanting to know what love and happiness is all about.
The words so sharp,
cuts just like a knife.
the unwanted feeling,
th last piece this heart's missing.

okay. well, no privacy here! gosh. no mood to write. ahahah. sorry. CHAO.

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Daddy's Birthday!~
17/7/2007

okay. Nothing much. not yet anyway. been walking home with liz since yesturday. LOL. today, after school, we walked to the st pats bus stop! GOSH! Big mistake! Forgotten that they were dismissed at 1:40... GOSH. We reached the bus stop at exactly 1:40!! "the people" started coming out. But it was only the seniors. Elizabeth started freaking and wanted to go to the other bus stop. But i couldn't walk!!!! Very tiring!!! Overused leg..hhahah. the bones are all outta shape...Gosh. really freaky. okay.. my 'abnormal' leg couldn't walk anymore. Besides, i had to walk more later on! Okay, so...the long pants people were slowly coming out and then liz was freaking and i was freaking out more! GOSH! Then, a junior came out, she freaked even more. She ws freaking until the bus came. I could finally stop freaking! Okay...well, lazy to blog...so tired. hahaha. nahh...just lazy. wanna do other stuff. CHAO~ for now.
LOVES!
SARAH~

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

CRAZEEEEEE!!!

Life is crazy, i agree! Okay.... I forgot to add on that yesturday, on the bus to Liz's house, which was a LAST MINUTE THING, I had to pay 90cents! I only had 60cents! Gosh. The bus driver was like, pay 90cents or tap your student pass. I'm like..wth? It's suppose to be 60cents... GOSH. So irritating. Shall not say how i got the extra 30cents. Good for you if you know. ARGH. SO Humiliating!!!!! Okay. Today, went to the doctor because daddy has chest pain, My leg was, E.L would sya, ABNORMAL. It's normal actually. Doctor Ho said, like what i predicted, i over did an exercise, which was dancing! I danced 1week like..even if i was tired, no stopping. XD No dancing or P.E or morning exercise for 2WEEKS! Like, SO UNFAIR! NO VOLLEYBALL!!!!!!!!! I WANNA PLAY VOLLEYBALL!! gosh...well...gotta go do my homework and other stuff. BYE!~

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

THE DAY.

Went out with elizabeth, her aunt, her brother and teresa to cini to watch HP & the Order of Phoenix. It was ok, very disappointing though. Gosh. Okay. My leg hurts like hell!!! And...I am sooooo TIRED! GOSH. SLEEPY! i am dying mentally. ahhhhh.... okay. really bored. Well, nothing left to say. too lazy to type the details on Thursday and Friday. I wanna go to the DOCTOR!!! GOSH. Only going on MONDAY. ARGH. ah well.....Chao.

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Friday, July 13, 2007

YES? No?
I'm almost mentally GONE.

Okay...Thursday: Not much. Really tiring day. Everyday is. Cos Of....nvm. Can't sleep. Then, TODAY! D.C. was sooooo angry! She nearly killed somebody. as in...with her words. So scary! Okay... Not much boring!!!! Crazy. tml gonna watch Hp & the order of phoenix!!! Yay. Lol. Okay. sleepy... NIGHT. will blog more details another day. tired. sleepy!!! Night~

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

YES OR NO?
Okay. Today we played VOLLEYBALL for P.E.! It was UBER FUN! GOSH. My hands were red but it was sooooooooooooooooooooo FUN! okay. Had History, was kinda okay... Next, THE ALL SO CRAZY CHINESE DRAMA!!!! GOSH. It was okay. 7 people were reading the script for Mid Autumn Festival competition then, came the roles. GOSH! Roles were assigned to lots of people. Then...... The drama teacher asked me(in chinese but i'll translate to english.): You look like you can really act, do you want a part? You can choose which role you want to act. I said no. Then, he started asking other people, and suddenly singled me out in front of everyone and said, Do you want to act? It's a good chance to act in this chinese drama. I was like... No. And he was like, you really look like you can act, it's a good chance, you represent your class in acting, are you very sure you don't want to act? You can choose. I once again said. NO! Then, he said that it was a pity... GOSH! So luo suo. Said no but still ask me again. Lol. Okay... Break. Nothing much. Felt so...quiet. Everything was so noisy. The world seemed like it was caving in... Math for 3 periods. Then it was reading period. Went to 1/5! Suzanna, Zoey & TERESA! Lol... Stupid suzanna don't want to tell me something i NEED to know. Lol. Mr Berger(?) came in and looked after the two classes and told us why he was cranky. Lol. Had to read an article. Was doing MATH HW! Lol. but we HAD to read at elast one article. He also said he is going to tell Ms Yap we did fine! XD haha. Okay. Went to holding school for KCP at 3plus for P1 registration for ALYSSA! The ladies employed this year are MS TAN AND a teacher who taught me science at primary 3 and i forgot her but she and Ms Tan remembered me!!! So happy. HAHA. They were like, i can recognise her. She's Sarah right? hahah. well. Had tution. Lao Shi said that i should have chosen to do drama since the teacher said i had the 'makings'. haha. Okay. Blogging now. Bored. Have some hw left to do.Gosh. So tired. Can't seem to stop thinking of a certain something and can't get sleep. Liz and all must be talking about Sat. WE're suppose to watch Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix. Lol. Harry Potter craze going on..Nothing much. GOtta go! NIGHTS.
Love.
From SARAH.

can't seem to stop thinking of him.

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

UBER CRAZY&STRESSFUL DAY!!!!!
I am not crazy. It's today! GOSH! ARGH! Okay... Will start out from Science lesson which was the first period for today. Got scolding from bobo, stood up, whole class! not me! We were late. Lol. strange la. Did practical, used candle to get wax! SO FUN! okay, had Lit. Mrs Guna didn't come, went down to the canteen and teddy looked after us. History, CHEW! gosh. he is sooooo...okay. wait. will make it nice. He is tooooooooo specific. guess so. Gosh. gosh.gosh. Haish! Break! Ate chin chow? grass jelly. Hmmm. Nothing much. Just really pissed off with life. As in with LIFE. NOT GUYS! ok. wait. nvm!!! so confusing. ART! GOSH! BORING! Prefer music. ENGLISH! WATCHED HOODWINKED! something like that. We were learning about different point of views. CHINESE! i got 8/10 for ting xie! Got a sticker from Zhang Fang. She can be nice i guess. Hmmm. She is nice. Lol. When i say i got a sticker i mean on the paper. But i am NOT satisfied! I want a 100%!!!! Must work harder!!! Okay. Supposed to go for the Audi's but we didn't go in the end! STRESS! They didn't want to go. so i didn't want to solo, so i went home too. GOsh! Life. I am uber depressed and devastated! okay. nothing to say. oh. Dad's coming back later! he's been overseas. Missed him. Well, nothing left to say. bye.

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Monday, July 09, 2007

Harry Potter CRAZE!
Today is quite okay.
Back to school day. HOMEWORK&STUDY! YAY! Miss those. haha. sorry. I am NOT a nerd. It kills boredom okay! HW&Study are boredom killers! Okay. I'll stop being stupid. Nothing much. PW, nothing much. lol. After PW....okay. let me think. We had....err....err....i can't remember! GOSH! Okay. Let me think...Okay. never mind. I forgot it. Maybe it waas too boring to be remembered. Okay. OH! Forgot! I had to take the public bus to school last minute! RUSH! ARGHH! So freaking crowded! Then all the stupid guys. One of them wore some stinky thing. GOSH! I NEARLY DIED! okay. Back to school gone-on's, Science after boring two periods of i forgot what. Haha. Sorry. Science. LULU! GOSH! He got problem larh! Call me once not enough must call me again! GOSH! He actually forgot he called me before! STM!!!! Retarded seh! His lessons are taught so sloooooooooooooooooooooooooowly!!!! Can DIE! Okay...RECESS! YAAY. Lol. nothing interesting i guess. CHINESE! TING XIE! i didn't study! haha. not! argh! sure get two wrong! I am NOT HAPPY! I was confuse whether have ting xie! Asked joyce and she said don't have! GOSH! Math, Ms Yap was NOT happy. OH!RIGHT! The two so called boring periods were LITERATURE! MRS GUNA DIDN'T COME! CHAOS! As in hell broke loose! Ms Yap was teaching 1/4 and came over and scolded us. Lol. Okay. Back to Math, SO FUN! LOL. It was okay. Hmmm. RE! SO FUN! TALK AND TALK AND TALK ABOUT STUFF! SO COOL. Then we did our family tree thing, had ASSEMBLY! ON ANIMALS!!!! WILL SKIP THE BORING PART AND GO ONTO THE ALL SO ADORABLE PART! THE PEOPLE BROUGHT TRAINED DOGS! THEY WERE AWFULLY CUTE! okay. Went home, nothing much. haha. had tution. did some changes to my PW work. Okay. Not much le. GOTTA GO! chao.

sarah.
LOVES.
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Sunday, July 08, 2007

FEELS so different.
Okay. Dad isn't home. He had to go overseas to BALI. So freaky. okay. nothing much so far. Oh. right. Yesturday, Sean's friends said i looked older than him. I should thin they were joking. Spent lots of time with Sky & Cassie. Disturbed them. HAAH. Ate in front of them, and they kept staring at my food! XD Quite fun. Though lonely-ish. Hmmm. Sat on the swing. wheee. Closed my eyes and i could have slept! If my legs didn't hurt everytime the swing was swung backwards. The atmosphere was so nice. So relaxing. Hmmm. Oh. helped take 2 shots of my brother and his funny friends. Crazy seh. I was smiling cos they were fussing over whether to take photos or not and they nagged at me just for that! Like wth. am i suppose to suddenly laugh out loud. as in real LOUD. lol. crazy people. Okay. Just finished IPW, on dance! Hmmm. I realise i like to put OKAY, LOL and HMMM. XD okay. well. nothing for now. haha. sorry. BYE! for now.

SARAH.
LOVES.

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Saturday, July 07, 2007

AMAZINGLY: SARAH's 4th MONTH Of SINGLE-IALITY!~
HEYY! okay. feeling happy and sad? lol. okay. not sure how i'm feeling. well, i'll get on to today's gone-on's.
GOSH. It's weird but, i couldn't really sleep well! I had to wake up just to turn to the other side. Seriously! It hurts!!! Lol. ahhhh? haha. okay. Well, woke up. Ate oreo. watched a few minutes of tv. Showered. Packed my desk. Slacked. went for cathecism. It was CRAZY! Haha.Did enthronement? okay. SOrry. bad spelling. don't know how to spell it. I had to carry the cross. GOSH! from the door of the room, to the table, it seemed soooo far. I passed brown grasshopper and people, could hear something. Had a feeling it was about me. not sure. lol. okay. hmmm. was randomly given a stupid card. I am uber unlucky!!! Well...sort of. I don't know. Hmmm. I feel....i don't know. lol. I love STRANGER by HILARY DUFF. Okay. hmmm. things change. i know. I'm in a weird position, i feel so lost in MY world. No idea which way to go. so Lost and Afraid. hmmm. hate it. Trying to write it all away. But nothing seems to come to me. Feel so misunderstood by EVERYBODY. Can't seem to find anything right. well, this is life?...whatever. Can't be bothered. Hate it nowadays when people misunderstand me or judge me when they don't even know ANYTHING. it's irritating. Like...WTF. Okay. I feel funny. I start to think to myself A LOT these few days. It's crazy. EVERYTHING IS. OH! On Friday, once again, stood in front and led for ACES day workout REHERSAL. HAHA. Okay, I totally stressed for RHD audi's!!! But i didn't go! WAs in pain till i couldn't walk properly. Can you imagine if i ahd to dance! I would be a dancing disaster! Walking was bad enough, let alone dance. Hmmm. okay, so i still can't dance and stretch. SO bored!!! Can't dance the boredom away. Looked at my ballet certi's. Grade 1&2-DISTINCTION:90/75, Grade 3- pass:48(slacked at that time. was a really bad girl=X) Grade 4- Improved. SLIGHTLY. MERIT: 60+ Haish. Feel like joining ballet classes again. Helps me in a certain way. But nvm! I stopped after first level of Intermediate. Cos i didn't really want to dance. well, not much. Okay. gotta go.
Loves.
Sarahh.
<33 size="2">Boy you had a good girl.

wanted to give you my world.
even all the stars above.




But you judged me too quickly.
& you hurt me straight away and lost me.
immediately.
I thought you would be the one.
But life feels great.
even without you here by my side.
don't need a guy like you.
i admit i feel lost.
everytime i look at you.
i melt on the inside.
but you aren't worth it.
that's what they tell me.
i do agree though.
hope i get the chance.
to be overloved.
It's sad to know.
I don't got it.
like some of them.
Wanna be overloved.
overmissed.
overneeded.
and so much more.
I'd do almost anything.
Don't expect the guy to be you.
but hope it'll be someone better.
or he'll measure up to you.
I loved you.
but now the feeling's faded.
i feel so lost.
don't know where to go.
how to get there.
i walk around hoping to find my way out.
of this place so dark and cold.
i'm burning on the inside and out.
can't stand it anymore.
feels like i'm going to break down anytime now.

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Thursday, July 05, 2007

HEYY! TIRING DAY! DANCE was soooooooo crazy. Okay, to start the day, me and my brother were quarelling on who was fatter because we both wanted the last packet of Gummy bears! HAAH. While in the car, i was saying i had a bigger stomach and was fat and therefore needed more food. hahah. then we went on and on. Okay, nothing much. FUN! Doodled and wrote some crazy something like a poem thing with a heart as background. OH! D&T was uber crazy and quite fun. Was scared of the saws and drilling machines. ahhaha. then the male teacher was repeating himself over and over again. and kept looking at me, it waas sooooo irritating. Okay, last period was english, did summary.Nothing much. RUSH! after doing summary, immediately in class, changed into my dance attire. I HAD NO TIME! After school, half an hour before dance, spent it on Racial Harmony dance thingy. So pissed. Everything's NOT working. Got a few hours to think of a new dance. GOSH. So troublesome!!!! Aiyo! And tomorrow is the audition and tomorrow there's morning exercise! Need to lead the schoolf or dance again! GOSH! So annoying!!! Stress!!!! Dance and stretched a lot! splits, gosh! Can't manage my front split. My left side split is the best.XD about 1cm more! ahha. or less. not sure. My ankle hurts!!! haha. hmmm. Today, learnt a new routine. GOSH. SO fast and i'm SO LOST. ahhaha. Today is a crazy and yet, fun day. XD Well, really tired and almost outta words. NIGHT. CHAO!~ for now.

With Love,
SARAH<3

you shouldn't judge the situation when you only know part of it.
there's the other side you've yet to see.
and also the other side of me.

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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

heyhey! it's a crazy day! Had a lecture early in the morning, played captain's ball, which was soooooooooooooooooooooooo fun. Had HISTORY! YAY. love HISTORY! and i don't know how come. haha. hmmm. For chinese, we missed ting xie! But it'll be tomorrow and...we had the all so boring chinese drama. GOSH. hmm. Have to perform for mid-autumn. Nearly fell asleep while the stupid teacher((guy/ghey?) NO OFFence!!!) was reading out the scripts we could choose from. Lol. No idea why, today it was soooo hard to stay awake during certain times. Mathwas quite okay. well, it was a crazy day anyway. GOtta go! BYE.

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Tuesday, July 03, 2007

HIHIHIHIHIHIHI!!!! War of the two tosca-ians has just begun.
DEAR READERS,
don't get me wrong, i am loveless and still continueing my 3mths, coming to 4 mths(no breaks) of single-iality though i almost ended it yesturday. Okay. so, came home, beutiful words came from my mum's mouth. dang. like, the neighbours are causing her scary words and she even says we MAY have to move out due to the annoyingneighbours who can't stop their nonsense. MAny things. CRAZY! okay. need to save lives. chao! for now.
listening to sad songs
which reminds me of the life i did not choose to lead.
i didn't want to love him.
but i just do.
may post again later.
With Love,
SARAH.

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Sunday, July 01, 2007

HEYY. yestuday. Nothing much. viral attack on Aaron&mom. I think i got it too. not sure. Just feel ill.
TODAY. ILL DAY! When Godpa didn't come to give me my birthday pressie, i knew sth was up. &...IT'S TRUE! HE IS DOWN WITH SOMETHING-BARRE SYNDROME! It is sooo scary!!! Did some research, he actually could have ....died.....Okay. Well, HE'S OKAY NOW! YAY! Went to see him. His girlfriend came, he asked her to bring my present. YAY. Roxy bag and wallet. Haha. I love him. So funny. He has two new names, monkey and bird. ahhaahah. funny reasons. nvm. oh. While in hospital recovering, someone asked for his autograph. It's so funny. I eman the story behind it. Hmmm, well. Not much. Crazy Day. Oh! Want my 'second name' to be evangeline. or is it avengeline? Lol. I don't know. It sounds okay. I'm out of ideas. Some help people? XD
LOVE<3
Sarah.

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