Thursday, June 14, 2007
Heyy. yes so i decided to blog again. I'M BORED! i think i've sprained my leg! It hurts like hell!!!!!!!!! & i can see a bone sticking out! OUCH!!!!!!! lol. i'm bored. & sian! haish. gosh. having super mixed feelings! don't know why. REALLY BORED!!!! sians!!!!! my foot hurts...no idea what i did...haish. sians!!! well...i'll write my stuff...
promise we'll be togetehr till the end.
but.
it seems like.
yesturday you promised.
and today you broke this promise.
so.
i guess.
it's true.
when they say.
there will always be a end to friends.
everything's so messed up.
suddenly.
i feel so small.
and the world's so big and dark.
i'm lost.
don't know where to go.
don't know what do i do.
my mind's spinning.
i'm still looking for the light at the end of this tunnel.
feeling my way out.
no one to help.
i feel really cold and frightened.
but.
yet.
i know i have to get to the light at the end of this tunnel.
to get out of this cold and dark place.
i'm out of breathe.
i can't run anymore.
i can't think.
i feel so alone.
so afraid.
tears roll down.
i feel so lost.
no idea what to do next.
i run in all directions aimlessly.
not sure where to go.
i'm breaking down.
promises which turned into lies.
led to a broken heart.
everything's going through my mind.
i can't take anymore of it.
i try to keep smiling.
but i always end up in tears when no one's looking.
when i fall.
i've to be strong and pick myself up.
no one to lean on when life gets hard to live.
i'm all alone.
at least it feels this way.
everyone walks past me.
no one stops to help.
i try to stand up everytime i fall.
but i know.
soon i won't be able to help myself up.
the weight of the pain.
too much for one to bear alone.
but yet.
there's only me to help myself up.
so i'll be strong.
with everything weighing down on me.
i'll keep up that smile.
won't let anyone catch me crying...
but i can't say if i'll break down while no one's watching me.
this life i lead.
no one will ever understand.
promise we'll be togetehr till the end.
but.
it seems like.
yesturday you promised.
and today you broke this promise.
so.
i guess.
it's true.
when they say.
there will always be a end to friends.
everything's so messed up.
suddenly.
i feel so small.
and the world's so big and dark.
i'm lost.
don't know where to go.
don't know what do i do.
my mind's spinning.
i'm still looking for the light at the end of this tunnel.
feeling my way out.
no one to help.
i feel really cold and frightened.
but.
yet.
i know i have to get to the light at the end of this tunnel.
to get out of this cold and dark place.
i'm out of breathe.
i can't run anymore.
i can't think.
i feel so alone.
so afraid.
tears roll down.
i feel so lost.
no idea what to do next.
i run in all directions aimlessly.
not sure where to go.
i'm breaking down.
promises which turned into lies.
led to a broken heart.
everything's going through my mind.
i can't take anymore of it.
i try to keep smiling.
but i always end up in tears when no one's looking.
when i fall.
i've to be strong and pick myself up.
no one to lean on when life gets hard to live.
i'm all alone.
at least it feels this way.
everyone walks past me.
no one stops to help.
i try to stand up everytime i fall.
but i know.
soon i won't be able to help myself up.
the weight of the pain.
too much for one to bear alone.
but yet.
there's only me to help myself up.
so i'll be strong.
with everything weighing down on me.
i'll keep up that smile.
won't let anyone catch me crying...
but i can't say if i'll break down while no one's watching me.
this life i lead.
no one will ever understand.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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