Sunday, April 29, 2007
Heyy. WOW. so much is going on....
I'll start with what happened on Friday(27April2007).
Had English Mid-Year Exams today. i don't think i'll do quite well for Paper 1 but i simply LOVE my Paper 2! Oh! Btw, Thanks to CELESTINE THAM(i don't care if i spelled your name wrongly!!!) i've never liked your presence anywhere near me! i wish you were 10000000000000000000000000miles away from me! You suck up to teachers! You got me into trouble! PLUS I CAN'T USE MY HP ANYMORE AND I AM STRICTLY NOT ALLOWED TO GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS ANYMORE!!! My mum thinks i spend too much time with my friends and i go out A LOT with them! ARGH! I promise that you'll get what you rightfully deserve! I respected you and ignored your presence, now that you done this i will treat you the way you must be treated. You won't like it. not ONE BIT! i am sure after a while you'll start saying i'm whatever. I DON'T CARE! You are better off dead! you aren't that smart, you aren't ALL THAT, so why do you even bother acting like you are!? argh. You made me and nicole go through HELL! I will make your life a living hell if you ever dare talk or do anything to me EVER AGAIN! Surprise spot check on friday. a whole lot of us got caught. Wrote down all our 'offences'. It was a really CRAPPY day. thanks to the one and only celestine tham, and i don't mean it as a compliment. I feel like calling you something i don't wish to, but i shall not. the small font for her name means that she's nothing to me, and the colour brown means she's more of s***. It's bold meaning she did something bad i'll never ever forget! Cried till whole face drowned with tears, nose red like a cherry. Mum fetched me home, nagging started. Couldn't care less. AGAIN she dragged in MY BEST FRIENDS! ARGH! i HATE it when she does that! She says that their bad influences and that so far no KC girl has shown her anything positive INCLUDING ME! I can't stand this life! It's so hard to live....i feel like ending it all, yet i can't bear to. i live for my dad, i study hard hopefully to get a really good job, make my daddy proud of me and see him happy.
okay......... feeling much better. just talked to Suzanna. She made me laugh so i'm feeling 'lighter' mentally.
Saturday(28April2007): Didn't go for cathecism. hope i don't need to repeat Con1. will get the happenings during cathesicm from Natalia and Elizabeth. Today was Mama's b'dae, it was really nice. the aunty i'm closest to on my dad's side, 'buomu' said i've grown into a PYT. haha. and more ladylike? lol. well, designed mama's cake, kinda fun. Love my Grandparents. received early ang pao(bdae pressie) from mama and gongong & 'Buomu' and 'Buofu'. Don't be mitaken i love my grandparents and buomu and buofu not cause of the ang pao, but for actually remembering the day i was born, for this i am very grateful that i am in their hearts. Okay. I'll stop all this love. managed to tickle Yi Re korkor again! wahahaha. He was stretching since the time he came, crazy person! JK! haha. i guess among all my cousins, he's the one i'm more closer to. We talked about SYF, said i MUST get into SYF team. I told him i would and must and i quietly told myself, if i had a chance.
Sunday(29April2007akaToday): Didn't go to church, woke up unusually late but went to Parkway. Bought some stuff. not much. Piano lesson in about 43mins time. haha. oh well, wish i didn't have to take piano! I seriously don't like it AT ALL. but it kinda helps me with all my anger and troubles, i just forget about them for that 1 hour.
Listening to lots of meaningful songs then usual. can't seem to find my usual self. That's all for now. Will post pictures another day. Chaos.
these colours match my emotions. they're all mixed up and they don't match.....
I'll start with what happened on Friday(27April2007).
Had English Mid-Year Exams today. i don't think i'll do quite well for Paper 1 but i simply LOVE my Paper 2! Oh! Btw, Thanks to CELESTINE THAM(i don't care if i spelled your name wrongly!!!) i've never liked your presence anywhere near me! i wish you were 10000000000000000000000000miles away from me! You suck up to teachers! You got me into trouble! PLUS I CAN'T USE MY HP ANYMORE AND I AM STRICTLY NOT ALLOWED TO GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS ANYMORE!!! My mum thinks i spend too much time with my friends and i go out A LOT with them! ARGH! I promise that you'll get what you rightfully deserve! I respected you and ignored your presence, now that you done this i will treat you the way you must be treated. You won't like it. not ONE BIT! i am sure after a while you'll start saying i'm whatever. I DON'T CARE! You are better off dead! you aren't that smart, you aren't ALL THAT, so why do you even bother acting like you are!? argh. You made me and nicole go through HELL! I will make your life a living hell if you ever dare talk or do anything to me EVER AGAIN! Surprise spot check on friday. a whole lot of us got caught. Wrote down all our 'offences'. It was a really CRAPPY day. thanks to the one and only celestine tham, and i don't mean it as a compliment. I feel like calling you something i don't wish to, but i shall not. the small font for her name means that she's nothing to me, and the colour brown means she's more of s***. It's bold meaning she did something bad i'll never ever forget! Cried till whole face drowned with tears, nose red like a cherry. Mum fetched me home, nagging started. Couldn't care less. AGAIN she dragged in MY BEST FRIENDS! ARGH! i HATE it when she does that! She says that their bad influences and that so far no KC girl has shown her anything positive INCLUDING ME! I can't stand this life! It's so hard to live....i feel like ending it all, yet i can't bear to. i live for my dad, i study hard hopefully to get a really good job, make my daddy proud of me and see him happy.
okay......... feeling much better. just talked to Suzanna. She made me laugh so i'm feeling 'lighter' mentally.
Saturday(28April2007): Didn't go for cathecism. hope i don't need to repeat Con1. will get the happenings during cathesicm from Natalia and Elizabeth. Today was Mama's b'dae, it was really nice. the aunty i'm closest to on my dad's side, 'buomu' said i've grown into a PYT. haha. and more ladylike? lol. well, designed mama's cake, kinda fun. Love my Grandparents. received early ang pao(bdae pressie) from mama and gongong & 'Buomu' and 'Buofu'. Don't be mitaken i love my grandparents and buomu and buofu not cause of the ang pao, but for actually remembering the day i was born, for this i am very grateful that i am in their hearts. Okay. I'll stop all this love. managed to tickle Yi Re korkor again! wahahaha. He was stretching since the time he came, crazy person! JK! haha. i guess among all my cousins, he's the one i'm more closer to. We talked about SYF, said i MUST get into SYF team. I told him i would and must and i quietly told myself, if i had a chance.
Sunday(29April2007akaToday): Didn't go to church, woke up unusually late but went to Parkway. Bought some stuff. not much. Piano lesson in about 43mins time. haha. oh well, wish i didn't have to take piano! I seriously don't like it AT ALL. but it kinda helps me with all my anger and troubles, i just forget about them for that 1 hour.
Listening to lots of meaningful songs then usual. can't seem to find my usual self. That's all for now. Will post pictures another day. Chaos.
these colours match my emotions. they're all mixed up and they don't match.....
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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